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casiopea
3 years ago
+ 2 more FR dragons !!!!!!!!!! i need to make a flightrising page somewhere on my site ive been meaning to make one for MONTHS
chipsfunfun
3 years ago
holy crap dude I think I xan hear em I cant see em what the hell is going on
datenshi
3 years ago
take deep breaths, focus on the sensations youre feeling, especially if you can find a more distinct sensation, like a rough texture or something cold to touch.. keep yourself grounded. try this as well - https://www.mondaycampaigns.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/06/destress-monday-infographic-54321-grounding-technique.png
troy-sucks
3 years ago
can't excuse that. i love neocities. i don't want to ruin neocities or to contribute to drama here. i feel rly bad but i'm trying to not let it get to my head. this is just some silly online stuff but everyone that may have been affected by this deserves an apology from me. i promise i'm not a horrible person, but you are allowed to see me as such, i deserve it. as for this i am not going to go overkill or (2/?)
troy-sucks
3 years ago
anything, but i'm going to put this here. some really hostile people made me feel that it was good to say that horrible stuff. i don't even know if suni will see or care about this, but i hope he an i can at least not hate each other. also im very sorry about this apology being hard to read i'm basically putting everything that was in my head into words. this is an absolutely sincere apology, i promise. if this (3/?
troy-sucks
3 years ago
doesn't sound genuine i'm really sorry. so let's put this negativity down on both sides? laugh all you want about this apology if you're that type of person, but i think i'm done writing what i have to say. -A
troy-sucks
3 years ago
NO pls dont feel this way!!!! we all love you!!!!!!! you are not a burden to anyone. we all deeply care for you and would be rly sad if u died, uhhhhhh idk like what to add on but pls know and remember that we love you /p /pos /gen
troy-sucks
3 years ago
im sorry for making shitty apologies, but please know i am being 100% genuine.
pagespages
3 years ago
Stay, please. No matter what, you have one of the most supportive communities on the internet by your side.
paintkiller
3 years ago
Nah. Also, put a little less value on what happens here and a little more on your IRL world. Trust me.
datenshi
3 years ago
i keep saying it, but it's true you've done absolutely nothing wrong. i know your absence would be felt strongly by a lot of people. you're cared about, even if it doesn't feel that way
datenshi
3 years ago
i don't want to seem patronising, but trust me when i say when i was 13 i struggled w a lot of horrible feelings relating to internet drama and discourse and stuff that goes on online. it's scary when things happen but it will never be the be-all end-all or some kind of 'proof' that you're a bad person if you get tangled up in situations, if that makes sense
kamaitachi
3 years ago
like what cloverleaf said, when i was 13 i freaked out big time over shitty things i did and now 3 years have gone by and i realize hey that wasnt actually so bad. sometimes you're 13 and on the internet and things happen and it will be okay. n if you want to stay on neocities of course you can
kamaitachi
3 years ago
things i did i thought was shittier than it really was at the time* take care of yourself man, try grounding yourself if you need to and remember theres tons of people here right now telling you they like and care about you and want ya to be well
scourgescloset
3 years ago
OFC NOT!!!! youve done nothing wrong please dont blame yourself for this. it isnt your fault at all
zoxie
3 years ago
please don't feel that way. you're cared for, even if you don't feel that way, i promise
dazedpancakes
3 years ago
hi chippy, i know we dont really talk a lot and im a little late but coming back on to see this is really heartbreaking. im not good with typing this stuff but please do not hurt yourself. nothing youve done here was your fault, so please do not push blames on yourself. you are a wonderful person and if we lost you, the site would feel desolate (to me, at least).
dazedpancakes
3 years ago
no matter what youve done or what you think youve started, you will always have people who support you and think youre a pretty amazing person. please do not go. i dont want you to go. youre my friend, and im so sorry that youve been going through hurt.
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i just want to make it so only my website can read/write to a database. but you have to wade through the google abyss to get there and i am tired and already mad about unity today i cant be mad about two programming things at one i'll asplode (explode but quirky and hip)
i am like Thiiiiiis close in my head to hitting the next big milestone for warpzone 2.5 (deciding i dont want to call it warpzone 3.0 bc that sounds like nfts) but like every glimmer of productivity i have gets halted by GODDANG WEB CODE SILLINESS!!!!
Oh man, just reading this gives me anxiety, wish I could help, last time I did any auth coding was years ago when php7 just hit. It..it was awful, i hated everything about DB R/W access, making sure php played nice, bleh.
@enflicted oh god i havent even looked into php yet. why are there so many tools in web dev where's my graphically garish all in one editor like unreal engine. how do web developers live like this
an all-in-one solution would be the greatest lol. Web dev can be a huge undertaking, focusing on just one aspect seems to help me a lot. PHP was fun to learn, and code but i eventually stop developing with it. It became to much work. I stick with html/css. a lot less stress. I even tried unreal engine a few years back, i went cross-eyed and closed the software, confused the hell out of me.
oh but unreal engine is so so so fun!!! if you ever need tips im your wizard