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i really hope your new therapist can help you in some way. i'm sure it's a rough change, but i think they might be able to help you. take care on your trip, i hope you can feel at least something good from it. and please, remember that you're a beautiful person, even through all the pain, all the confusion, and all the memories. you may be lost now, but i believe you'll be found one day. stay safe. <3
à¨à§velvetblue you are so kind, thank you. i am hoping my new therapist will help too. i know i can not truly improve meaningfully until i'm out of this house, but i hope with her help i can become more resilient. you are so kind with your descriptors of me. it is really so sweet of you to say those nice things about me. i hope you are well too, and you stay safe as well.!
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Dreaming feels so inaccessible for those without the means to do so and when there's no cushion to catch you when you fall, taking a leap of faith feels impossible. when you have parents that have drilled the necessity of stability, it almost makes it feels embarrassing to pursue any creative means. i still havent figured any of this stuff out personally, but your not alone in this fr
@mekongred i feel a little less alone 🫂
god this hurts
The sentiments of who the scholarships want you to be and your parents's investment in your education hit way too close to home. More and more I'm feeling like I know what I want to do, I just don't know how to create the conditions that allow me to do it.
@jatmoz i'm really glad that you're getting closer to that clarity :) making it a reality is a whole other ball game that no one ever talks about.