Can somebody thread this message to Adilene, I am unable to comment? I only just found your website, we share a decent amount of interests, I really hope you do not take death upon yourself, find some other way, even if it is talking to someone else. I used to have harmful tendencies (to others), but found other means to deal with the pressure. Ask yourself what you like and what you enjoy and go from there.
It has done me a world of good, I do not know how well this works for someone intent on harming oneself, but I believe it may be worth a shot.
Neocities randomly stops me from commenting on peoples pages.
i think its the length, you might be able to speak in longer text on yur own thing than others