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woops. I did not mean to yell but there is no edit button. -ahem- I hope you yourself are doing well, I saw the stuff about moving to Canada!!
I myself have been... up and down. Ever since school ended, my emotions seem to be all over the place and mostly in a bad spot but I think it's just everything catching up to me. I'm working to make a stable routine right now; if I can have something under control, like getting up every morning, I'll start doing better I think.
Thank you for asking, I hope things have been going smoothly for you and your family ^-^
To keep a long story short (Neocities comment limits ;-;), I was recently struggling with a feeling of weakness and helplessness, that my incapability made me worthless. But someone told me that we ARE weak and that's why we need God. Our strength rests in Him, and in acknowledging our weakness we need to ask Him for strength. Which ties into 2 Corinthians 12:8. His power is made perfect in our weakness.
Basically, God is glorified when His strength shines through weak people. Being weak doesn't make us worth any less than anyone else, even though a lot of times it feels that way. We're all adopted sons and daughters of God through Christ, and in that our value before God is forever equal. If we were measured by our merits, we'd all be screwed lol. We're all truly weak and in need of God, no exceptions!
I want something that feels cozy and full, like my Aunt's house, yet not "full" in such a way that it feels cluttered. Like everything has a purpose and maybe the organization and placement only makes sense to me but you're still happy to be here and makes you feel as though you can rest peacefully (again, like my Aunt's house)
I shouldn't be allowed to have a computer at 6:30 AM what the hell am I talking about.
But anyway, my Aunt has a lot of plants in her house....and purple? I don't like purple all that much though but I got it to work for that one thing, so maybe.
Actually, slate is my favourite colour so maybe something like that...yeah...like a rainy day but not a rainy day that mocks you with sadness. But I worked really hard on that rose-gold...paper...background.... (I'm pretty proud of it actually, even though it doesn't flow as much as I'd like it to)
On that note, I really like the layout customization you did to your diary! It's super cute!
They are baby so they are very quiet, but my Mum says she hears crying at like 7 AM every morning!
AVIS! We NEED to know what the fox was saying! It's a matter of national security!
Well I can tell you what their Mum says, often in the middle of the night: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTx8RxK3hqQ (they sound like women being murdered in the woods. It's quite startling XD)
wip but not deleting the update. I want to get this section finished before bed
Is ready now :) I mean, somewhat. Didn't get to putting all of the "samples" out there because I just couldn't parse through the walls of text I'd written for myself fast enough, and now it's Sunday;; oh well. I hope it's interesting, at least.
Also, new flash-fiction. For some reason the Owl City page is kinda broken, but you're still able to navigate to the fictions...((under the "mine" section))
concept: The "ghost" does not see as a person sees out of their eyes. Due to it being esentially a relay of the soul, any light particles interacting with the atoms of the soul render as information to the ghost. A sort of "feeling vision". Same happens when interacting with objects. While the ghost cannot move them, it "sees" them differently on contact. Depending on density the ghost may see inside the object
there would be a strange sort of pressure (?), like the ghost would not have physical sensations, but some sort of anxiety/pressure/fullness originating from contact with a physical object. I imagine the full body vision, seeing out of every part of the body of the ghost, would be a strange sensation one would take a while to get used to/shake off after returning to the Current
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Oh. I just realized, I was going to answer emails before releasing this. Oh well; I'm sorry for the silence, I did finally make that layout and I did most of the work a while ago actually. Just... *gestures vaguely*
YOU HAVE RETURNED. New page looks nice. There's nothing wrong with expressing melancholy either. Life is tough and it can help others that are struggling to know that they're not abnormal, or alone, for struggling. Glad to see you again in any case.