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mostlypixels 1 year ago

Experiment or not, I love the Time-Traveling Banjo track.

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inkcaps updated ❀ F A I R Y L A N D ❀

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inkcaps 1 year ago

Late night rambling! Let me know if you can connect with any of this, I'd love to talk about it!! <3

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inkcaps 1 year ago

OH and I changed the background of this month's diary! I like the light twinkling effect ; __ ;

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michaelmas 1 year ago

I think it's very natural that you'd want there to be little discrepancy between how you perceive yourself & how others perceive you & you shouldn't think too hard about it. I normally feel the opposite of the feeling you've described & feel as though I'm in a perpetual state of change.

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@vashti I agree on both accounts tbh!! It's something I should let go and not feel I have to justify to others. It's something I've been trying to unlearn, but for a whole time I lived like I had something to prove and I can fall into those patterns sometimes. The last few years I feel like I've changed a lot to, but mostly for better. It's fascinating to watch yourself grow over time, just like everything else does!

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michaelmas 1 year ago

I think rather than seeing it as some sort of justification, you should frame it as authenticity; You're wanting to be authentic & true & there is nothing wrong with that. In fact, it's commendable & shows that you have self confidence.

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ophanimkei 1 year ago

I feel really similarly. I often want people to know the truest version of myself, but I let the worst parts of myself out due to mental illness or sleep deprivation or some other silly thing. And then I feel like I have to work really hard to let people know the "truest" version of myself again even if the part of myself I displayed is technically me too.

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ophanimkei 1 year ago

It's very obvious with family and friends I've known for years. My tastes and interests and personality evolved quite a bit within the last two years, and as a result, I get a lot of recommendations for things I would've liked as a teenager that I've outgrown now.

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@vashti, you are very kind and I appreciate your thoughtful insight. This is a beautiful way to reframe and you're right! At its core it's all about wanting to express the most authentic version of yourself, huh? Thank you, I will keep this in mind!! ♡♡

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vivarism 1 year ago

Are you perhaps worried that others won't accept your changes? Like someone might say, "oh no, I liked the old version better!" Do you need reassurance that, no matter how your beliefs evolve, you can still be loved for the Essence of Sarah at your core? You dont have to answer here and maybe I'm totally off the mark. Just something to think about.

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@ophanimkei the shift from your teen years into emerging adulthood can especially be rife with change imo. It's a big time for exploring your identity and since others aren't privy to your internal world, they still have that particular impression of you. It can be hard!!

inkcaps 1 year ago

@ophanimkei it can be hard feeling like you're being authentic when burdened with things like mental illness and sleep deprivation too... it's easier said than done, but I think it's important to be forgiving of yourself for the times you've been hurting ♡

inkcaps 1 year ago

@vivarism hmm, this is interesting food for thought, I appreciate your questions!! That might be a part of it, and I have felt that fear of rejection in the past, but I think in this example it's like the fear of being perceived as flakey lest I "justify" myself?

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1 year ago

Thanks for the follow!

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inkcaps updated ❀ F A I R Y L A N D ❀

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inkcaps 1 year ago

Little updates!

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mikaorangeart

1 year ago

Eventually I'll get around to actually writing those reviews. Guess I'm just stuck 'cuz I can't decide what to replace the Pompompurin with.

mikaorangeart 1 year ago

Never mind. Scary TV it is.

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thebookring inkcaps

1 year ago

You have such a cute website!! I love everything about it! <3 I noticed you have a cute book section as well! I'd love to extend an invite to you to join The Book Ring if it's something you'd be interested in. :) It's a webring and directory for anyone with book-related content on their sites so fellow readers can find each other and make new friends. ^^ Hope to see you! Keep up the amazing work on your site ♥

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inkcaps 1 year ago

Hi, thank you for reaching out to me about this, you're very kind! I'll keep you posted about whether I decide to join or not if that's okay! ♡

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thebookring 1 year ago

For sure! :) Happy Holidays! ♥

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mikaorangeart updated Mika Orange's Funny Page

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mostlypixels 1 year ago

That latest track is awesome. I love the part with... the pink notes (sorry, not a music person to give you proper nomenclature :D ).

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inkcaps

1 year ago

I made a page for the Bookbug! This is a digital book club hosted here on Neocities. Members read the club's monthly book and then share their thoughts about it. Check it out here!! https://bookbug.neocities.org/#one Anddd here's a link to my particular page!! :D https://inkcaps.neocities.org/library/bookbug/

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inkcaps bookbug

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Hi! I created my page for the book club! If there's anything else you need me to do then please let me know! :D <3 https://inkcaps.neocities.org/library/bookbug/

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michaelmas 1 year ago

It's soooo beautiful! I added you to the members page :-)

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inkcaps 1 year ago

Ahhhh thank you Vashti, I'm so happy you like it, and thank YOU and Maple for organizing this as well! I can't wait to get reading! ;u;

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michaelmas 1 year ago

Omg & I noticed the custom favicon for that page, what a thoughtful touch!

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michaelmas 1 year ago

The book is really good so far; I'm about 150 pages in. I hope you enjoy it too

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@vashti Favicons really help to tie things together, I like to add them when I remember! ;u; But yay that's good to hear! I've heard great things about Crime and Punishment and that it's a page turner, so this will be fun!!

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maplebear 1 year ago

the page looks so great!! <3 so happy to have you in our clubbb

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inkcaps 1 year ago

Thank yoouuuuu, I'm so excited to be joining!! ;w;

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vencake 1 year ago

That's one of my favourite books!! I hope you guys enjoy <3

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mikaorangeart updated Mika Orange's Funny Page

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inkcaps updated ❀ F A I R Y L A N D ❀

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inkcaps 1 year ago

Nothing new here I just had to make a life update about clerith lmao

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inkcaps 1 year ago

JUST KIDDING I HAVE SOMETHING NEW I created my page for the Bookbug book club! Excited to start sharing reviews and seeing everyone else's! :D

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mikaorangeart

1 year ago

The Pompompurins are temporary, I promise.

mikaorangeart updated Mika Orange's Funny Page

1 year ago

inkcaps updated ❀ F A I R Y L A N D ❀

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inkcaps 1 year ago

I ramble far too long about James Cameron's little cult classic flick called Titanic (1997)

michaelmas 1 year ago

I would read your entry, but I've actually never seen Titanic lol

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@vashti if/when you watch it, you can read it then haha! ;u;

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nymphblood 1 year ago

your words: "in an age where media consumes itself in the Ouroboros of irony and cynicism, often for the sake of reaching towards ""intellectual"" ideals, isn't it wonderful to watch something that's almost painfully sincere?" ring so true, I adore the way you speak.

inkcaps

1 year ago

Is there a Neopets weblisting or webring out there?..........,,,

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maplebear 1 year ago

i don't know any but if you find it lmk !!

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@maplebear will do!! If I can't find any then I'm considering of creating one myself!

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