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mikaorangeart

1 year ago

No updates for a bit. Power's fully out at my house. I'm writing this from the library. Stay safe everybody

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marshmellosucks 1 year ago

Ouch, power outages always suck. Hope it gets restored soon

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the-quantum-pope updated The Quantum Pope

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randoseru inkcaps

1 year ago

youre site is sooooo cool.. I feel very at home!! I love exploring all the pages! ^^

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inkcaps 1 year ago

AHHHHH thank you Michaelina!! That means so much to hear considering how adorable your site is!! ;u;

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inkcaps randoseru

1 year ago

Love love love this, it's the epitome of comfort <3

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randoseru 1 year ago

U R SO SWEET TYSM I LOVED EXPLORING YOUR SITE ITS AMAZING!

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@randoseru AHHHHH THANK YOU THANK YOU, I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR STAY <3 <3

mypillowfort graev

1 year ago

wgat the fuck how does this have 3 million views and 5 followers im so confused

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mypillowfort 1 year ago

cool site tho~!!!

graev 1 year ago

It's the power of vibes

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1 year ago

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inkcaps 1 year ago

Updated my lolita wishlist and main pieces!! ;u;

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nymphblood 1 year ago

Little Princess in black by Physical Drop looks absolutely darling. This is so precious

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@nymphblood not only is it a super versatile piece (with an adorable cut!), but it would also be easy to just throw on as well. I hope to have it someday!! ♡♡ Thank you so much for looking, your comments are always so genuine! ; __ ; ♡

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the-quantum-pope updated The Quantum Pope

1 year ago

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mikaorangeart updated Mika Orange's Funny Page

1 year ago

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mostlypixels 1 year ago

Experiment or not, I love the Time-Traveling Banjo track.

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the-quantum-pope updated The Quantum Pope

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september updated well.

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the-quantum-pope updated The Quantum Pope

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inkcaps updated ❀ F A I R Y L A N D ❀

1 year ago

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inkcaps 1 year ago

Late night rambling! Let me know if you can connect with any of this, I'd love to talk about it!! <3

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inkcaps 1 year ago

OH and I changed the background of this month's diary! I like the light twinkling effect ; __ ;

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michaelmas 1 year ago

I think it's very natural that you'd want there to be little discrepancy between how you perceive yourself & how others perceive you & you shouldn't think too hard about it. I normally feel the opposite of the feeling you've described & feel as though I'm in a perpetual state of change.

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@vashti I agree on both accounts tbh!! It's something I should let go and not feel I have to justify to others. It's something I've been trying to unlearn, but for a whole time I lived like I had something to prove and I can fall into those patterns sometimes. The last few years I feel like I've changed a lot to, but mostly for better. It's fascinating to watch yourself grow over time, just like everything else does!

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michaelmas 1 year ago

I think rather than seeing it as some sort of justification, you should frame it as authenticity; You're wanting to be authentic & true & there is nothing wrong with that. In fact, it's commendable & shows that you have self confidence.

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ophanimkei 1 year ago

I feel really similarly. I often want people to know the truest version of myself, but I let the worst parts of myself out due to mental illness or sleep deprivation or some other silly thing. And then I feel like I have to work really hard to let people know the "truest" version of myself again even if the part of myself I displayed is technically me too.

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ophanimkei 1 year ago

It's very obvious with family and friends I've known for years. My tastes and interests and personality evolved quite a bit within the last two years, and as a result, I get a lot of recommendations for things I would've liked as a teenager that I've outgrown now.

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@vashti, you are very kind and I appreciate your thoughtful insight. This is a beautiful way to reframe and you're right! At its core it's all about wanting to express the most authentic version of yourself, huh? Thank you, I will keep this in mind!! ♡♡

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vivarism 1 year ago

Are you perhaps worried that others won't accept your changes? Like someone might say, "oh no, I liked the old version better!" Do you need reassurance that, no matter how your beliefs evolve, you can still be loved for the Essence of Sarah at your core? You dont have to answer here and maybe I'm totally off the mark. Just something to think about.

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inkcaps 1 year ago

@ophanimkei the shift from your teen years into emerging adulthood can especially be rife with change imo. It's a big time for exploring your identity and since others aren't privy to your internal world, they still have that particular impression of you. It can be hard!!

inkcaps 1 year ago

@ophanimkei it can be hard feeling like you're being authentic when burdened with things like mental illness and sleep deprivation too... it's easier said than done, but I think it's important to be forgiving of yourself for the times you've been hurting ♡

inkcaps 1 year ago

@vivarism hmm, this is interesting food for thought, I appreciate your questions!! That might be a part of it, and I have felt that fear of rejection in the past, but I think in this example it's like the fear of being perceived as flakey lest I "justify" myself?

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