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axayacatl

1 year ago

time is running out to leave me a message under my christmas tree https://decomytree.com/home?hashedId=X-RCcz9KaTaH !

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1 year ago

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aforest 1 year ago

I know very well what you mean about destroying oneself to build something new. I think people often romanticise self-improvement as reading books and going to the gym, but its so much more about a war within; and as wars are, there will be destruction.

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axayacatl 1 year ago

i agree and i also thing at some point you have to realize you are both sides of the war. sun tzu implied there is nothing to win in war, just a reduction of what we can lose. i think we fear our darkness to much and deprive what it has to offer

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aforest 1 year ago

fully agreed. I actually wrote a little about accepting all parts of yourself instead of viewing certain aspects as some implicit enemy; as you said, each part of yourself has its place and its own beauty

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axayacatl

1 year ago

what are your guys resolutions for the new year? mine is cultivating stillness in myself

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

attempting to improve my dental health and also give myself more time to create things

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aforest 1 year ago

mine is quite simple, I guess. It's to become a better version of myself than I am now

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@aforest beautiful

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1 year ago

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axayacatl 1 year ago

does anyone else like eah...or western fashion dolls in general............

krystalspalace 1 year ago

love love love the EAH edit/collage, I was always a MH girly for the most part butttt my bf is big into EAH and I've been gradually watching more of it with him lol <33333

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axayacatl

1 year ago

love won't save you (positive)

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aforest 1 year ago

it's so strange the human mind knows this but the soul still craves love like nothing else

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bigmanjames 1 year ago

Love won't solve your issues, but it'll make your issues easier to bear

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1 year ago

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

asking Ai to read your diary and then asking it questions about yourself is so unbelievably real, the idea of anything (even AI) taking the time to interpret all of my writings and then talk about ME??? WITH ME??? ugh that is astounding, Now if only i could get someone to stalk my online presence feverishly and then psychoanalyze me but like in a flirty way lol, anyways hope you're well <3333

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@krystalspalace i love yanderes

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aforest 1 year ago

@krystalpalace I don't think I've ever read anything realer than this in my life

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

@axayacatl how am I just realizing now that that is what I was describing??? Lmao love that XD

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i still need more time but i miss you guys

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bigmanjames 1 year ago

Take your time bossman, real life is more important than internet people

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aforest 1 year ago

we miss you too!!

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i'm gonna take a break to get more grounded, today's entry will be my last one for a few days but im ok!

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axayacatl 1 year ago

it's up now! see you again soon

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

I totally get that! I hope you relax and recharge all you need <3333

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aforest 1 year ago

Enjoy the break <33

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bigmanjames 1 year ago

Good luck boss, the internet at the end of the day isn't real, and it's very good to take breaks every now and then.

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i recieved an email so sweet i cried then printed it so i could hang it on my wall

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

love that!!!! Email collage on the wall sounds so nice

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i finally have my room organized which means new music is coming

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1 year ago

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i wrote about one of my favorite movies "air doll" in my most recent entry. if u end up watching it please tell me what u think i've never heard anyone else talk about it

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axayacatl

1 year ago

tipping is turned off indefinitely or at least until stripe is an option. if u do ever want to support the site buy the zine on itchi.io , it's pay what u want! and i'm bored of being hungry

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axayacatl 1 year ago

heartbreak is sad

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napreviewz 1 year ago

It's among the worst feelings in the world

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axayacatl

1 year ago

my diary on here was always meant to mimick my irl one with a mix of collages, notes, etc along with life writing. bc of that i dont think there will ever be a formal pages for these things but i will be working on making the archive more organized

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napreviewz 1 year ago

You do an amazing job with it!

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axayacatl 1 year ago

if u are too nice to me i will explode into a million tiny stars for u to wish upon (thank u)

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

I adore your diary entries, always so emotionally provoking and well written, not that they try to be though, I swear you could scribble something down with no thought and it would still come out amazing!!!! hope you're well!

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@krystalspalace wonderfully sweet as always, i hope ur well too

axayacatl

1 year ago

let's rewrite our memories together ♡

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axayacatl

1 year ago

take a shot everytime i write about the sun

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axayacatl 1 year ago

also how is the lighter diary pages easier to read than the old dark ones? still unsure how i feel about the current colors

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i miss traveling

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axayacatl

1 year ago

been enjoying sobriety by playing doom metal on the guitar

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1 year ago

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