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"Are my inner environmental conditions so hostile that what I do to myself counts as abuse?" Oof, that hit me. Thanks for the (unintentional) reminder to do some self-reflection. I hope you find yourself in a better place someday. (Oh, and by the way, your theme for September is cute!)
Ahh thank goodness someone found a bit of value in my nonsense!! Thanks for stopping by and offering your support. I hope that you'll be kind to yourself too πππππ
a small project am buzzing to have finished, i've rebuilt + rehosted chu ishikawa's official site! have a poke around here: https://lethalcompound.net/ishikawa/ and feel free to read the accompanying blog post here: https://lethalcompound.net/system-logs/rebuilding-chu-ishikawas-site/ x
My last lolita update for a bit! I have a list of things that I want to work on and update, so I'm going to shift gears for a bit!
I am so sorry to hear work is burning you out! Sometimes it feels like most jobs can be bearable if you feel supported by your leadership, but this is clearly not the case in your situation. Being reprimanded for showing up a minute late despite your overtime... it sounds like something out of Office Space lmao, which is so ridiculous!! Talk about unnecessary stress. Your depression and burn is totally understandable
Time sunk cost fallacy is such a real thing, and something I've dealt with before. It's easier said than done but like... I try to to remind myself that I've already put my time into something that I can't get back, so why should I keep sending it? Change is so, so hard, but it might be worth at this point. No matter what you choose to do, I wish you luck and I'm sorry you're dealing with this! ; __ ;
Aw thank you so much for taking the time to comment!! You truly are so very sweet T_T β₯ Office Space is exactly what I thought about when I opened that email... I was just so incredulous LOL. (My temper had me wanted to re-enact the printer scene but with my pc hahaha) You are so right about the time lost! The time is already gone...so why not move on. Thank you sm for the encourage words...
You are not an idiot or a fool. Moving workplaces is hard and it sucks, and clock in times are BS. My job does the βdo your own potluckβ thing, too, and we havenβt even done that for over 6 months now. Itβs not constructive to say, but jobs are stupid.
Thank you! T_Tβ₯ It's just so hard not to get down about it yknow? I just wish work environments were better. I hope your job will do more fun stuff for you, potlucks and luncheons seem like a little thing but they really do help with morale >.<
little update on my bookmarks and on the update box at the about it page! ( Λα΅Λ )β‘.Β°β
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Oh hi, thank you so much for reaching out to me! I didn't know that my guestbook blocked IPs, I'll have to look into that at some point. But WOWWWW ahhhh, you're sooo sweet, your words made me smile!! ;o; Are you into lolita yourself?? And TOTALLYYY agree that the Megan Follows adaption is by far the best. Tbh I was really disappointed with the season of Anne with an E I saw, but that's a longer conversation LOL
Either way, thank you again for your kind words, I treasure them, truly!! ;o; <3
Yes, I am! Or once was and still have a fondness for it. I can't really wear it because of my disabilities, but I still like to dress cutely inspired by Lolita and other bright fashions!