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Troy is right. All of it is my fault. I regret letting Pandora's Box open, now all I can do is hope with my flimsy set of morals and wills. I try to seek forgiveness and advice to improve and be better, but better is not good enough. Stay safe and carry on, you can make somebody (in fact, many people) proud.
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^ technically used the r slur on himself but encouraged it being used on others, his grown ass vagueposted about two 13 and 14yos who did genuinely goddamn nothing to him before all of this and then like quadrupled down. the proshipper comment is being focused on by a lot of ppl because he was hiding the fact cakie (roxelle) was a proud pedophile and has defended her since everything came out
its that the proshipper comment is extremely sketchy when hes made multiple private and public comments that fully support proshipping and his behavior around the roxelle situation
it's funny to me that everything lullabye says is a dramatization of what happened or just baseless accusations because they dont like me. its silly, but extremely harmful they think its okay to spread such accusations. its tiring and all i wish for is peace.
they also hid the fact where they harassed me over something i had no control over. the reason it took so long for me to come out about roxelle being a predator was because she had manipulated and threatened me into staying silent.
but most of all, it all stems from the fact that children look too much into things that are said and can't take it at face value or have the capacity for standard reading comprehension. im not sure how one could possibly misinterpret "if being proship means i dont want to see ship discourse on my tl then im the biggest pro shipper" its clearly a jab
i never vagued a 13 year old, i dont have time to get involved with literal children. i couldnt care less about said 13 year old (and 14 yr old? but im not sure who thats referring to) it was all people looking for stuff that wasnt there, and i can back up my claim as well to prove i was talking about two entirely separate situations that happened weeks ago
however i will take blame on the retard thing. it wasnt my intention to "encourage" other people to use it on others, i applogize if it came off that way. to clarify, i meant that if someone called me a retard (im disabled) it wouldnt be a big deal to me so i give them permission to say it
however, i never defended roxelle. if being against literal harassment and flamewars as a response to such a serious topic which should be handled with tact and caution, means im defending it, then sure, im defending it. but i was the one who came out with all the evidence in the first place. now why in the hell would i be on roxelles side when i literally exposed her myself?
if you (or anyone reading i suppose) are interested in an extended version of my story along with all the evidence in the world as clarification for the "situation" ive mentioned, add me on discord (suni#2996) and i can provide everything.
clearly though, lullabye and their little minions don't care about handling a situation maturely (which should be expected of a 21 year old) so theyve blocked me long before i had time to defend myself. telling me to kill myself/they wish i died because they dont like the way i handled things that literally effected and triggered me as much as it did them? its funny how im being blamed for my immature mistakes
^ while being 18, saying i should be responsible because im "an adult now" and to not set a bad influence towards younger folk, yet its being said by a grown ass 21 year old that handle serious topics such as these, with childish harassment and threats that go absolutely nowhere.
and as for me, i normally wouldnt get involved in such silly discourse with literal children (and a 21 year old that acts like one) but it's a completely different situation when said children think its okay to accuse me of such horrible things because they dont like me/the way i handled things.
it would be awesome, suni, if you could stop misgendering me because you dont like me. i have used she/her and it/its pronouns the entirety of us knowning each other. stop they/themming me just because im pointing out how awful you are ^_^
i have never once in the entirety of us knowing each other gone by they/them, "no they/them" was in my discord for the entirety of my time in your server, and before we fell out you used she/her and mew/mews pronouns for me when talking about me to others. you have a chronic lying problem dude
dawg 💀 youre looking for any way to come after me. i apologized for using they/them, move on.
and unlike you, i dont obsessively check your bios and accounts every single minute like you do mine. youre obsessed with me, its concerning.
i dont remember any of our personal conversations, we were never friends. im sorry but as much as you wish we were, ive never wanted to be friends with you.
i never said nor implied we were friends you like seriously think youre hot shit and its sad. im gonna tell you a secret suni, even your friends right now do not want to be friends with you. you are fucking unbearable
aint you the one that literally told me "as such a popular site with a large influence..." youre contradicting yourself. i wouldve ignored you since the very start, but you keep reaching and reaching. i dont think im "hot shit" how many times have i conplained about being on the front page? how many times have i complained about people coming into my dms to ask me to code their site? too many times.
and i dont doubt that i have friends who dont like me, of course thats life. nothing to be ashamed of. what's important is communication though. id they dont want to be my friend, kindly, tell me.
its genuinely so sad to me that youre trying so hard to reach for things that arent there. if youre going to go the whole mile, do it. call me all sorts of things, youve already said most of it. you make yourself look silly.
i mean, i can call you all sorts of things as well. a couple to name would be ableist, art theft, harasser, suibaiter, and more. not a very good look.
but of course i wont be reaching for things that arent there, you wouldn't understand.
sorry updates are slower than they were, i wanna work on the unfinished stuff soon :o)
I'm jealous you got to see them it's been like a decade or something since I last did. Also 100% on the stuff after.
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