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axayacatl

9 months ago

do u guys have any advice on how to conjure more energy? i feel like i have the potential to be a less lethargic person i just don't know how to tap into that in tangible ways other than coffee and breathwork

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goatcvlt 9 months ago

exercise and sleep, unfortunately.

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softdays 9 months ago

the only things that tend to work for me are eating meals-- keeping up my glucose and stuff 😭

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axayacatl 9 months ago

i thought i was eating enough uranium but i guess not

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axayacatl

9 months ago

existential FOMO

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9 months ago

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axayacatl

9 months ago

judging people for a prison record without knowing their crime is dorky and is a form of normalized performative empathy in the sense everyone makes big talk about prison reform without wanting to acknowledge the pitfalls of society or give others the opportunity to change

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axayacatl 9 months ago

i started writing letters to people in jail so this has been on my mind a lot

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fabled 9 months ago

You are absolutely correct here.

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axayacatl

9 months ago

america is such a surreal place to live in

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fabled 9 months ago

Glad I left...

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9 months ago

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axayacatl 9 months ago

hi what did i miss

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expressionless 9 months ago

OMG AXY POST?!?!?

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axayacatl

9 months ago

i want to clear up bc some people have offered me financial assistance im in makeshift housing and moving around a lot im not out on the street, if u sent me money under the assumption im the ladder it should be sent back to you ♡ thank you

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9 months ago

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expressionless 9 months ago

We'll welcome you with open arms when you're in a safer space <3 Thank you for all the amazing entries and music, I loved the catharsis of your writing :>

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softdays 9 months ago

please be safe!!!!

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

I feel that one...Don't normally talk about it, but I'm also homeless and unemployed, coming up on almost two years now. Writing is helpful, especially if it allows you to sort out your thoughts and feelings so that you can make decisions that you won't regret later. But whatever you choose to do, please stay safe out there. Life is precious. 💜

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krystalspalace 9 months ago

I hope better things come your way. I'll always be here <333

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axayacatl

9 months ago

tysm for 100 followers

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axayacatl

9 months ago

damn it really all makes no sense does it. shadow was right i am all of me

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axayacatl 9 months ago

no but i am going crazy

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expressionless 9 months ago

its so confusing

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humantooth 9 months ago

omg SICK now thats how you do a blog on neocities. people always ask about blogging on the subreddit would you mind if i share your page as inspo? (i totally get it if not)

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axayacatl 9 months ago

@humantooth yis but if u have to choose any entry can u pick the one before this x_o the new one is a little heavy of a first impression

axayacatl 9 months ago

sometimes i get a lil insecure about stealing my diary format bc it took a while to figure out but i like to think the content within it is the only thing truly mine. idk why i brought that up it just came to mind

expressionless 9 months ago

I had a similar experience when I waas younger, with an older girl threatning suicide. I relate to this entry so much, especially 'when looking back, i don't think the issue was more so if i had a nurturing home growing up i wouldn't have felt the need to seek a savior online'

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expressionless 9 months ago

Thank you for making me feel heard, axy

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axayacatl diaryofalady

9 months ago

"What on earth do you mean anything could happen at any time?" is a great line

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diaryofalady 9 months ago

Thanks, I was experiencing the horrors today. Life is absurd.

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axayacatl

9 months ago

just learned to keep your room clean you have to clean it everyday....unbelievable

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krystalspalace 9 months ago

horrible news

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axayacatl

9 months ago

whenever a mutual unfollows me im like damn baby whatever happened to us......

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krystalspalace 9 months ago

so real

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axayacatl

9 months ago

tribute by tenacious d

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axayacatl

9 months ago

i almost got arrested tagging tonight lmfao

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axayacatl 9 months ago

i get sent emails telling me to worry about going tot hell when i really should be worried about going to fucking jail

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aforest 9 months ago

I fucking love graffiti send some pics of ur tags

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axayacatl 9 months ago

@aforest next time im at a friend's place or doing stuff in my sketchbook i'll post it but street stuff is always going to be offline because i've seen people have that used against them legally on social media

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axayacatl 9 months ago

im not even super great at trad graffitti tbh i just draw whatever i want in places i shouldnt

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yumekawahanachi 9 months ago

OMG U DO GRAFFITI? What's your local scene like, I'm curious cuz mine is virtually ded

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axayacatl 9 months ago

@yumekawahanachi it's majorly popular here it ranges because we have professional graffiti artists that have formal careers and are even paid to do pieces and exhibit, some people are just average people with a tag and an adrenaline problem, and theres a lot of room in between

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krystalspalace 9 months ago

i once tagged 3 entire train cars (shipping some sort of oil like substance) many many penises were drawn

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10 months ago

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axayacatl softdays

10 months ago

was catching up with your blog and wondering if you had an email?

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softdays 9 months ago

yes!

axayacatl

10 months ago

taking a break to focus on things that really matter like the innate beauty of existence and yaoi

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krystalspalace 10 months ago

so unbelievably real

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

ROFL! 腐女子?

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