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chipsfunfun
2 years ago
why do we hate other people? why do we care so much about what others do with themselves? why? why do we feel hate so much and in such large amounts? why do i feel hatred towards my dad, and why do i feel hate for the ones who harmed me? why don't i let go? this is a question that lingers in my mind.
chipsfunfun
2 years ago
why do my feelings bubble up? why can't i just let them out without being felt like i should keeo them inside? whats wrong with me expressing my feelings? that is my question.
pagespages
2 years ago
These are actually some really deep questions. I will say that I was the same way and almost lost it entirely. I would just say that remember your past self and reflect on your present self, then try to work to better yourself, rather than hatred, seek understanding, though you may still not like him.
pagespages
2 years ago
I knew a classmate who hated me, but when we bumped into each other after being in the same room for five months, we just conversed, then laughed. I am sure the feelings were still there, but we overcame those feelings to be understanding (by this, I do not mean empathy, but the understanding of ideologies, I generally lack empathy).
aggyproject
2 years ago
hate is both a defense mechanism and an offense mechanism. it protects us and also lets us attack. its not something you can consciously choose to feel or not to feel so its near impossible to let go of it, especially if its towards those who have hurt you. thats what i believe at least xpp
aggyproject
2 years ago
feelings being kept inside and bubbling up is also a defense mechanism. some fear if they let them out, there will be consequences or somehow their normal will be altered in some way. we as humans are very afraid of change, which well, for good reason. but that also causes a lot of us to cope in unhealthy ways with those fears, especially if u have trauma surrounding letting ur emotions out
pagespages
2 years ago
today was not the day. Might I ask, do you plan on reviewing Russian-language albums? I would be interested in hearing you weigh in on the best and worst singers and bands as well as their music.
volk
2 years ago
Би-2 is great, and jfc I will never forgive Balabanov for letting Irina be in Brother 2. Now that you mention it I never realized I hadn't yet reviewed any Russian music albums, which I definitely now plan to do.
volk
2 years ago
All of my personal favourite Russian music is pre-2000s although there's many great lesser known bands that are more "current" such as Состояние Птиц for example. My least favourite singers though are any of the ones that come from Tik Tok (and Алексей Воробьёв).
pagespages
2 years ago
I was half expecting Irina to be your least favorite. Honestly, Kino (and most 1980s underground and 1990s bands) rules, T.a.T.u drools.
pagespages
2 years ago
A lot of people think I am harsh, but I do not like their discography and would sooner listen to classic pop (Eduard Khil, Igor Kutoy, et al.) than their stuff.
volk
2 years ago
It isn't that I enjoy her music, I just hate Tik Tok kids more )) And I entirely agree on both Kino and T.a.T.u. I never understood the hype around T.a.T.u. even among western music fans. Classic pop is way better, and I'd even prefer someone like Dima Bilan over them ( who I must admit - has some banger songs).
saint-images
2 years ago
Funny how you mention Алексей Воробьёв, I didn't think he would be relevant enough to be mentioned in 2023 on a 99% western social hub ))
volk
2 years ago
Haha I forgot about him until recently – I guess the only thing that keeps him relevant is my undying hatred for his music
pagespages
2 years ago
I admit that I like some of Oleg Gazmanov's newer songs too, but I cannot stand Алексей Воробьёв or Pierre Narcisse (I will never forgive Союзмультфильм for using one of his songs in Ну погоди!).
pagespages
2 years ago
I think I should create a chart for Russian music, I will share it with you in a bit.
rbuchanan
2 years ago
volk: Saltykova's (admittedly indulgent) inclusion was a concession that Selyanov and Balabanov probably couldn't resist, especially considering the sweep of Balabanov's ambition, and likelihood that CTB presented him with an ultimatum.
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great advice!! working on a page you dont feel like working on causes burnout quickly in my experience
@ thechillzone I agree and sometimes you have to work on other pages to! For me I have to work on a few more pages before I can make my index pages.