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The background is the album cover for Phoebe Bridgers' album Punisher!! Thanks so much!
It's so weird to think some people don't have that "RIP, I'm gonna die" train of thought constantly!! Mine have included "tooth hurts a little," "toe mole" and "ate cherry tomato that was vaguely weird." It's not great, I guess, but your post sounds super, super normal here, too.
i can relate to referring to one's own experiences in an attempt to relate to other people. it's a very normal thing to do for all of us. and only becomes a problem if we don't take the time to listen and acknowledge before chiming in.
@limovars yeah, this time it probably would've been fine. I've just seen some people be really turned off by it regardless of intent and prior listening/acknowledging, like they don't see how it's relevant
well *that* sounds like the coolest thing ever! and your art is just ππ
thank you so much!!! It is really cool!! I was thinking about it, and I realized, like, "Damn... more than anything, it's nice to engage in fandom (specifically) in such a pure way??" Enshittification or whatever case may be, it feels like a purer experience from an internet past
thank you!!! big compliment coming from you, your fiber art work is so beautiful (sausage cat <3). the hat was super easy, it was 7 hexagons (made them like a granny square, but 6 clusters to start instead of 4, and i did 3 rows for each) with the sides stitched together, then i crocheted around the head hole part to make a border thing
That's so sick!! Isn't it such a beautiful, vibrant deck? It's not something I'd choose myself, but reflects the personality of the gifter. I connected well with it during a period of use. Thanks for commenting and looking at the site π Your site is gorgeous and neat!!
thank you β€οΈ it is really pretty. I don't know much about tarot or other decks, but it's the prettiest I've seen, and it's only been used it twice: the day it was gifted and today. https://proletarian-library.neocities.org/img/tarot.png
It's a New day. What else is there to say but announce the Links page has been revived!!! New buttons added and bringing back the descriptions. Most still need writing, and it will take a while. If you're a mutual and your button isn't there or something looks wrong, let me know. Thanks π
@niicespiice hehe, I did!!! I wanted to link to your website. I hope you like it π I personally like how it turned out, though cobbled together quickly
hello, i checked your blog after you followed, it seems like we're fans of very similar personalities like matt bernstein, devon price, and ismatu gwendolyn. also understand the frustration at constantly centering the self in writing - i try to do that in private journals these days. also, reddit gave me the same type of anxiety and i highly recommend leaving it but to each their own.
i can relate to quite a bit of the stuff youve mentioned, and enjoy your writing - don't worry too much about it.
@limovars Ah, thank you for taking the time to look through some of my stuff, and for leaving comments :) I look forward to more of your writings. And yes, Reddit is my current bad habit! I've gotten very sloppy about it, a shitty pacifier, to be honest. It would be good for me to quit or drastically scale back especially after I made all this commotion about quitting social media..
i don't know whether nothingness or an afterlife is better - mostly, i fear that i will feel the same way in an afterlife. i cannot fathom it otherwise.
i think having children is ultimately a selfish thing, especially considering most people don't have the resources to do it (a.k.a. you need a lot of money to raise a child well). i wasn't actually aware there was a stigma around not having children though. i had assumed that mostly disappeared in recent times. i guess i'm just sheltered like that?
@niicespiice Idk, it's gotten somewhat better lately, as far as I can tell. Might just depend on the crowd. But especially conservatives here have a thing about controlling women's bodies and perhaps only see them as an incubator :P childfree is outside the norm
finally updated my journal w/ cat cafe AND crochet project news!! π₯³π
strikers is so peak !!!!! it has some of my favorite phantom thieves interactions ^__^
Iβm excited to keep playing οΌοΌΎΞ½οΌΎοΌI thought it was funny when Sophia called Morgana a raccoon (and Ryuji a Skeleton). Iβm still pretty early on
and thank you - I gotta see if that wall is still there - the one in Royal Oak - I know the button wall is still there. π€£
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I relate a lot to your blog post, it's crazy how listlessness and longing for change can make us think the most extreme things are a good idea. Wrestling those dangerous thoughts into submission is so exhausting, too, but I'm inspired by how deeply you think about it all. I hope you feel better soon, and that some positive change finds its way into your life that helps you forget what this chapter felt like.
Thank you so much <3