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Update #1: New micro-saddle https://saddleblasters.com/records#twentysix
Update #2: I read another book by Houellebecq https://saddleblasters.com/trades/map
I love this idea but I'm too overwhelmed with long term projects and other books on my TBR pile to participate
@siqu Ok! In return I suggest Rings of Saturn by W.G. Sebald if you haven't read it. Your writing often has a similar feel to his narration.
Regarding the micro-saddle, I really enjoy what you said about indulging in the fantasy aspect and its role and disconnect it has from reality
"Iโve wrapped myself in an artifact of another personโs life" - i've always loved the feeling of wearing someone else's clothes, and i think this is a great way of putting it. my childish brain imagines it like an alternate costume for a video game character, or a superhero, or something; like when the black power ranger dons the green ranger's chestplate. it feels cool to adorn myself with a small part of my friends
I translated an interview with the noise musician Shu Ride: https://saddleblasters.com/translation/shuride
I took suboptimalism up on his book trade offer: https://saddleblasters.com/trades/elementary_particles
Also, in hopes of doing this again with someone else, I made a page for future book trades: https://saddleblasters.com/trades/
i've been called out... https://suboptimalism.neocities.org/secret/wang.xml
My plan to strong arm you into writing something worked! I will have to add Wang Xiaobo to your Murakami vs. Houellebecq analysis at some point and make a three way venn diagram out of them, since he also exhibits many similarities and interesting differences...
Also you might have read it already, but Vonnegut's Bluebeard is another meditation on "what is art?" that specifically focuses on Pollock. I like to pair it with his earlier novel Deadeye Dick, narrated by the son of a failed painter.
haven't read either of those but i have read the one that came out right in between the two, galapagos...
I wrote an essay about noise performances I saw last year and poems I wrote about them: https://saddleblasters.neocities.org/essays/noise_poetry
Chinese noise is crazy... i know about Merzbow, Masonna, Gerogerigegege, Les Rallizes Dรฉnudรฉs, ...but had not much clue about the Chinese noise scene.
I only really talked about the Shanghai scene in this essay. If you're curious about the Beijing scene, you can read Yan Jun's English language writing (though a lot of it is outdated): https://www.thewire.co.uk/about/contributors/yan-jun/yan-jun_which-hell-do-you-prefer_
Added a section for short pieces that don't fit what "records of a saddle" has come to represent.
that said i think (haha, jue2de) that the average mandarin word performs more roles than the average english word, which renders mandarin more figurative/conceptual broadly. apologies for stating it so definitively though -- agree that it's totally my subjective impression.
A local venue that my friends would perform at frequently recently shut down and is set to be demolished. It's always so heartbreaking when those kinds of things happen :-((
In our apartment, "upstairs" is the top shelves of the kitchen cabinets that my wife can't reach.
you know you can disable email notices right? I did it for my site cuz it's unnerving
Thanks for that. Iโll look into it. I assume others get them because I do.
I have email notifications turned on so I did see the messages, but it's fine! This is exactly the sort of mistake I can imagine myself making too haha. Glad to hear RSS actually does work. I'd used a validator to check it and had tested subscribing to it myself, but as always was a bit paranoid I might have done something wrong.
Thank you for the kind words! I'd seen your website before, but it was only yesterday that I finally started reading through some of the reviews you did last year (*The Red and the Black* and *The Ark Sakura* to be specific) and I felt like you did a good job writing about some very tough-to-analyze books.
Also, despite the frivolousness of it all, I translated some Milk@Coffee lyrics in honor of madeinv's most recent post
Well, that phrase only describes the situation in retrospect. At the time I didn't really think of it that way exactly, and spent all day worried that they both hated me (the internet girlfriend had already broken up with me once before, during which time I met the real life girlfriend... it was all very complicated, and being honest to everyone didn't really help (i was in fact slightly insane at the time))
eww you make becomeing an adult sound really terrible id hate to go to collage and spend a couple of years like that but I cant really say everything up until this point has been any less chaotic then your story regardless im little more scared about becomeing and adult now if stuff like that can happen on a side note you are a very good writer
for a whole host of reasons, i have a greater propensity for bad decision making than most people, so i wouldn't read into my experiences too much. you'll probably be fine. that said, i don't really feel like anything i've written about was that terrible. it's just the long road to understanding other human beings.
yeah your right I avoid everyone so I havent had a chance to really mess up yet I think I can still be pretty sure I will tho not because of "bad decisions" but because of who I am as a person
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i sent the post to my friend and she immediately fired back "he forgot the most important one: write about it on neocities"
godspeed, mr. suboptimalism in your quest to meet girls. the future of humanity rests on mr. suboptimalism's quest.
the sheer number of reactions to his post is the gift that keeps on giving.
behind the humor, there was something very visceral about his post... somehow it's transcended its form
unfortunately i'm not in any condition to reply to emails currently...
i could put out engagement bait like this every week but i choose not to... what i've written about neocities history might Break this website