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w.r.t. changing others, it's inevitable so may as well embrace it. Depending on how you influence others, they may enjoy the changes and thank you for it. Reading some of your essays contributed to writing again for some sanity, so thank you (´・ω・`) Weird how writing can be both an exercise in pointlessness but also the spark to change for the better
I think it's easier to influence people positively when we're just interacting over the internet. E.g. if you like my writing you can keep reading it, and if you dislike it (or just find an individual piece boring) it's easy to forget about it. But with real life relationships, the good often has to be taken with the bad, so I feel a little sad seeing my bad habits (i.e. anti-socialness) infect someone else
Writing is nice, because whenever I sit down to write (or to read something you or someone else wrote) anything can happen. There's always the potential to think new thoughts or to become a new person for a few moments, as long as we can stay out of depressive spirals.
I think in many ways, nostalgia is just a constant cycle. I used to think I felt nostalgic for a year or two ago, that I was happier then, till a week or two ago when I read my diary & thought things sounded "simpler" & "happier" only a few months ago, when that is not the case. I'm just as happy now as I was then, even if it's a lack of happiness. This is to say that I think nostalgia is largely illusory.
I make it a point to remind myself that the times I am living right now will eventually be nostalgic for me, and rather than nostalgia being a narrowing, burdensome thing that puts me into some sort of narrative, it’s instead cause for me to live as well as I can, right now. Hope your feelings ease up soon, maybe not happiness per se, but that your necessary sadnesses and miseries become easier to bear.
Added "My Schoolboy Friends: A Story Of Whitminster Grammar School" by R. Hope Moncrieff to book log.
"Her" was mid on release, I can only imagine how annoying it must be in current year... I'm sorry it disappointed you so much!!! I at least love the score, Aphex Twin did some nice piano stuff... I hope your robot vacuum performs well and that your life stays at just the right level of anxiety for you <3 Unironically very aspirational heh
Honestly I don't understand what I was so hyped for, I don't even like spike jonze's movies generally, he never struck a chord with me. Oh wow I didn't know aphex twin did the score! And thank you heh Throughout recent years I had to come to terms with the fact that life's anxieties will be unavoidable..
spike jonze should have stayed a music video director. i didn't realize how mid her actually is. anyway shorter hair is insanely confortable, i'm glad i finally got it cut shorter this year... hip lenght hair is fun but it always felt like a nightmare to maintain for me
robot vaccums are mid depending which one you got. my parents got a tefal one first which was incredibly mid and then they got a roomba but they gave it away to someone as they didn't want to use the app though i heard people like them. a least they got them for free from some bonus program that suppliers in our industry have. for me it would be a cordless vaccum
it was super disappointing indeed, the cinematography wasn't too terrible and the interiors looked nice at points but the outside shots didn't really stun me. i remember hearing how its such a good looking movie too... and fr long hair is a bother as cool as it is
we got uhhh roborock s7 maxv something like that, tbh even if theyre not amazing theyre suited for our apartment which is entirely tiles and theres a lot of surface the vacuum can reach because we don't have a lot of furniture. so far im pretty happy with it!
you're making a sotc shrine?! i can't wait! this is such a coincidence, i've been thinking about how i want to re-play it again and finally finish ico and tlg.
Yess i am!! I was thinking of doing a silly gimmick with the shrine, i hope itll work out lmao. Let me enable you - go finish ico!! It's such a good game and it'll be worth your time. The save screen music is the default music that plays in my brain to this day, and I love to listen to it on repeat while I do html/css
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