Neocities

i'm very passively (does that make sense?) dissatisfied with how my web-site looks idk. very tempted to strip it of all colour and imagery and make it as plain as possible (while hopefully maintaining readability). autumnchen.neocities.org and revolutionarydemocracy.org come to mind. i'd appreciate other people's thoughts on this!

y3lizxjwdw5r 6 months ago

like it better right now

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pao-chingming updated Tapilók-bángon

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lettertothebeloved.html

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pao-chingming updated Tapilók-bángon

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pao-chingming updated Tapilók-bángon

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8 months ago

blog update <@:DDD it's still devoid of anything besides those two interviews from 2021, but i have replaced the original three-paragraph bio/explanatory note on the homepage with a five-paragraph letter to visitors/readers/siblings in Christ

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pao-chingming updated Tapilók-bángon

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pao-chingming

8 months ago

my twitter has been suspended; i swear i'm going through withdrawal of some sort. if it gets too much i might actually update this web-site---not much is new: just a poem for the martyr bushnell, a revised tagálog translation of prof. joma's "i wish to be taken for granted," and perhaps a blog post. i'm also no longer with my boyfriend (for whom i put that picture of pai hsien-yung & wang kuo-hsiang on my home-page).

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tehuan pao-chingming

11 months ago

wow, your site is so incredibly interesting and informative ! i don’t know much about anything you talk abt on here but i’m super excited to read more :] lovely layout etc too !

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pao-chingming updated Tapilók-bángon

11 months ago

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11 months ago

most of my yappings are on twitter (@luningningbao), but now i'm thinking about channeling all that yap-energy into actually writing things of some coherence and usefulness here. it'll mean less of my time devoted to doomscrolling and takes-having and more to cohering and honing my writing practice. much to think about! but i don't think i'll ever be free of twitter--i'm too terminally online!

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pao-chingming

11 months ago

just realising that the title i put for the homepage, "home: tapilók-bángon," automatically became the site's name here on my profile. changing that now to remove the "home" bit. i'm no good at coding!

pao-chingming 11 months ago

also: "tapilók" means to trip or fall down in a particularly clumsy way; "bángon" means to arise. the compound "tapilók-bángon" thus means something "slip and get back up," which i think suits me, an autistic ADHD'er, well. i'll add this explanation to the home page in a bit.

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pao-chingming mental-labour

11 months ago

(this is in reply to your message on my dashboard, w/c i accidentally deleted--whoops+sorry!) thank you!! right now it's just the two interviews here, but i'm working on another interview again with ka marco of the CPP--my first proper work in two years! i love your site as well btw! for the longest time i've just never written notes (ADHD &c), which is fine insofar as it's not so inimical as to make study worthless,

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pao-chingming 11 months ago

but i do think that it keeps the way i study somewhat disorganised, incoherent, and eclectic. back then i tried writing notes with my typewriter and by hand to varying--often non-optimal--results. i'm now trying to shift to typed digital notes, and seeing the stuff on your website has only reäffirmed that decision. my thanks again! warmest regards, pao

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pao-chingming 11 months ago

ps. i read your entry from the 10th inst. have you managed to find the second part of mr. greene's documentary yet? i have both parts alongside an earlier documentary on china (during the great leap, i think?), tibet, and north vietnam. i had one on cuba, too, but i've since lost it--at least i think so.

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letslearntogether 11 months ago

Both parts of One Man's China: https://archive.org/details/onemanschina Inside North Vietnam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWnL3js6_uM Cuba Va: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvsavJ9UIXA Tibet in 1976: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4bTDTBsEAE

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mental-labour 11 months ago

I did find the second part of One Man's China on archive like they posted, but I'd be curious about that one you mentioned during the great leap forward

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mental-labour 11 months ago

I'm very glad you like my website and found it somewhat helpful :)

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pao-chingming 11 months ago

letslearntogether: thank you for the links!

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pao-chingming 11 months ago

mental-labour: i'll upload the documentary either on youtube, google drive, the internet archive, or all three. i think youtube would be the most convenient, but i worry about it being taken down by the copyright-holder. "cuba va" was itself taken down a few years ago on youtube. i'll see later. regards &c &c

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pao-chingming 11 months ago

the same channel to whose uploads letslearntogether linked also has the documentary i was referring to, "China!" which was in fact released in 1965, a year before the cultural revolution and well after the great leap, so no need for me to upload it myself: https://youtu.be/kAUQTBrWuJY?si=XswFNYvYdPCC-1d6

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pao-chingming 11 months ago

one last thing: mr. greene's personal relationship with communism on its own is very interesting. it seems he started out as a sympathiser of the various anti-imperialist movements and projects around the world, including those of china, vietnam, and cuba, and through his travels and involvements matured to become a journalist and propagandiser--i use that last term positively--of the edgar snow-type.

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pao-chingming 11 months ago

in a lecture (i'll link it here if i ever find it again), he praises the cultural revolution as a sort of "self-correcting mechanism" of the chinese people, and emphasises the need for more self-corrections in the future. i don't think he ever really matured ideologically in the proletarian sense though, as right after saying that he says that the arrest of the gang of four was one such self-correction.

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pao-chingming 11 months ago

his support for capitalist restoration in china naturally earned him the ire of antirevisionist groupings elsewhere. his talk at the uni of waterloo actually became a focal point of an antirevisionist struggle in the same uni: https://www.marxists.org/history/erol/ca.firstwave/cpc-china-week.htm. not sure what became of him in the end, but he was an interesting guy all in all

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mental-labour 11 months ago

Well, as Mao says, no one can be 100% communist haha

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letslearntogether 11 months ago

@pao-chingming: You're welcome! The one making the copyright strikes is probably: https://www.concordmedia.org.uk/ through their YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@ConcordMediaUK They still try to sell those videos on Vimeo.

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letslearntogether 11 months ago

As for Mr. Greene, it would seem that he wasn't liked by the "libertarian right" much either. Example: https://web.archive.org/web/20101102052359/http://libertarian.co.uk/lapubs/forep/forep016.pdf ...I genuinely wonder what the author of that article thinks of Operations Gladio, Condor, etc., but I digress.

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mental-labour 11 months ago

all my homies hate concord media

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pao-chingming updated Tapilók-bángon

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