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lindentea
3 months ago
to compare degus' longevity with rats: the oldest degu i had (Chappu) lived to about 8 years old. Deanna's about 6 now. Diego and Charlie were the most rat-like in temperament, but ironically and sadly the similarities even extended to both of them each suddenly dying young (≤2 years), but i suspect that was bc of genetic fuckery due to inbreeding. :<
capyhaus
3 months ago
The short lifespan of rats is why I can't have another :( Too much heartbreak in a short span of time. My late piggy lived to 5 years. I'm glad some pet rodents can live a decently long time.
capyhaus
3 months ago
I "delisted" the runes because it's a retired section and I'm rethinking what I want to do with it.
capyhaus
3 months ago
I'm considering just leaving it online but "delisting" it, or even moving it to a different site somehow. But I've also felt frustrated navigating social spaces online and offline again and it might be worth returning to as an outlet to share "heterodox" thoughts.
capyhaus
3 months ago
What are degus like in comparison to rats or guinea pigs? I'm not interested in getting new pets but I always wondered what they're like.
capyhaus
3 months ago
I'll probably add more con photos, I don't think most people are interested in pictures of doodles other people drew or food I ate.
capyhaus
3 months ago
Not really doing well and trying to code this update made me want to bang my head against the keyboard. This site will probably never be a passion project I put my heart into again, just an archive. Uploading new art still makes me want to cry from frustration.
capyhaus
3 months ago
God damn it, I keep forgetting to post my commission from Sonic Expo. Whatever...
capyhaus
3 months ago
I thought rebranding would make me want to come back to NC, but I spend almost every day wanting to delete this site due to bad memories. Oops!
capyhaus
4 months ago
I have some leftover MLP stickers, but you better brace yourself next month: Capy is coming to TFF.
capyhaus
4 months ago
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't stressed (especially wrt Sunday) but my last con experiences last year were literally fine... I just may be stranded on Sunday lol
capyhaus
5 months ago
I took my site down on Christmas to prepare for my rebrand. I have been snowed in so I had enough free time to finally put it online.
capyhaus
5 months ago
I'm going to send out emails after I publish this, but please update your links if we're affiliates.
capyhaus
5 months ago
Runes are now offline, in other words. They will come back when The Big Thing happens. Now I'm just focusing on finances and prepping for a convention in February and March.
capyhaus
5 months ago
I miss being here, social media and doomscrolling has done little good. I plan on using Bluesky for cons and maybe make an access-only Dreamwidth circle to discuss things, for those who added me there.
nobodylovesme
7 months ago
I have it on my site as well, if you'd prefer to look at it that way: https://more.devils.gay/interests/ascii.txt
capyhaus
7 months ago
I just discovered the pre tag exists, I edited notmine.html to include the capy but I work 36hr this week so idk when it'll be published... lol....
capyhaus
10 months ago
I'm writing a journal to cross-post on various art sites+probably DW, but I've accepted the internet has changed. Last time I went to a con, people still used LJ. But I've been using my Bsky account even though I'm waffling on a handle (don't feel like using NC url). If I'm going to interact with local stuff I have to not be a complete lunatic, LMFAO
capyhaus
10 months ago
Side note, I'm not a Hazbinnie but there was a lot of Hellaverse stuff there... Which reminds me that even though I'm on hiatus / have creative block, a review of Hazbin season 2 is something I can confirm will happen when it drops LOL
capyhaus
1 year ago
I admit I've had no energy to browse or comment etc. myself, same with other "old school" sites I used to invest in like Dreamwidth :( It's just work, work, work and I also have just wanted to log off more lately.
hubbardian
12 months ago
I also noticed that. Why has it's become little bit harder for us maintain and get started personal web by technology advances? =(
mrszenigata
12 months ago
I've been noticing that as well, and figured I accidentally followed a bunch of dead sites or something. Similiar to other comments, I have been also getting increasingly more exhausted by modern internet lately, to the point I feel that I need to tread carefully when exploring. Any more my personal computer is a resource to draw and write, but not connect with others. It's very disheartening.
daughterofbilitis
12 months ago
yeah, personally, it's partially that i've gotten a job at the beginning of the year and thus had less time for ~activities~, but also a bit of burnout mixed in. it is very sad the social media has just made it so much more difficult to actually connect with other people or want to do much of anything, at all... [typo, rip]
capyhaus
12 months ago
When it comes to online, I'm just tired of the atmosphere. I tried to use my Facebook account in my "log off" quest, ran into bots. Tried to make an art blog on Tumblr, my only note currently was a bot reply. Everything is fake and just bloated with this new tech. Even more obscure spaces I used to enjoy I notice act similar to the rumored Russian troll farms from 2016...
capyhaus
12 months ago
I've lost a lot of interest in coding even if I wasn't spending the last year as a workholic due to circumstances. It currently doesn't feel worth investing in when so much of it is the same insanity or surface-level aesthetics as the "bad" mainstream sites. Even if you leave those sites, the behavior carries over since most users online are zoomers and young millennials under 35 who had that as their normal.
capyhaus
12 months ago
I'm not going to leave or delete anything, but I just need to blow off steam and it feels like genuine activity here and other hosts really has dipped in the last year :(
amivicky
12 months ago
I've definitely felt burnt out, but I'd like to get back into my site! I have ideas for a new layout, it's just a matter of time and inspiration ;_; I definitely agree with you on the atmosphere of being online, too. It's so boring.
shwintykat
1 year ago
I've thought about doing the same thing at IFC and MFF, I just need to come up with some eye catching mini-flyers to print
capyhaus
1 year ago
I didn't bother with that, I just wrote it down on scraps of paper and in two or three sketchbooks lol! So many areas people left business cards or stickers so I hid one among them.
capyhaus
1 year ago
I'm just fucking with you but that was my first thought when I learned the Rick Rat prototype character was never used because no one would visit a restaurant with rat in the name. 😔
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I'm too depressed and struggling irl to do anything creative. I won't delete the site because I don't want to throw away almost 4 years of work, but I just doomscroll instead now.
o man i feel you on that. hopefully the doom eases its grip on you soon <3