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axayacatl

11 months ago

i want to clear up bc some people have offered me financial assistance im in makeshift housing and moving around a lot im not out on the street, if u sent me money under the assumption im the ladder it should be sent back to you ♡ thank you

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expressionless 11 months ago

We'll welcome you with open arms when you're in a safer space <3 Thank you for all the amazing entries and music, I loved the catharsis of your writing :>

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softdays 11 months ago

please be safe!!!!

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letslearntogether 11 months ago

I feel that one...Don't normally talk about it, but I'm also homeless and unemployed, coming up on almost two years now. Writing is helpful, especially if it allows you to sort out your thoughts and feelings so that you can make decisions that you won't regret later. But whatever you choose to do, please stay safe out there. Life is precious. 💜

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

I hope better things come your way. I'll always be here <333

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axayacatl

11 months ago

tysm for 100 followers

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axayacatl

11 months ago

damn it really all makes no sense does it. shadow was right i am all of me

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axayacatl 11 months ago

no but i am going crazy

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expressionless 11 months ago

its so confusing

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humantooth 11 months ago

omg SICK now thats how you do a blog on neocities. people always ask about blogging on the subreddit would you mind if i share your page as inspo? (i totally get it if not)

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@humantooth yis but if u have to choose any entry can u pick the one before this x_o the new one is a little heavy of a first impression

axayacatl 11 months ago

sometimes i get a lil insecure about stealing my diary format bc it took a while to figure out but i like to think the content within it is the only thing truly mine. idk why i brought that up it just came to mind

expressionless 11 months ago

I had a similar experience when I waas younger, with an older girl threatning suicide. I relate to this entry so much, especially 'when looking back, i don't think the issue was more so if i had a nurturing home growing up i wouldn't have felt the need to seek a savior online'

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expressionless 11 months ago

Thank you for making me feel heard, axy

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axayacatl diaryofalady

11 months ago

"What on earth do you mean anything could happen at any time?" is a great line

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diaryofalady 11 months ago

Thanks, I was experiencing the horrors today. Life is absurd.

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axayacatl

11 months ago

just learned to keep your room clean you have to clean it everyday....unbelievable

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

horrible news

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axayacatl

11 months ago

whenever a mutual unfollows me im like damn baby whatever happened to us......

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

so real

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axayacatl

11 months ago

tribute by tenacious d

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axayacatl

11 months ago

i almost got arrested tagging tonight lmfao

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axayacatl 11 months ago

i get sent emails telling me to worry about going tot hell when i really should be worried about going to fucking jail

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aforest 11 months ago

I fucking love graffiti send some pics of ur tags

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@aforest next time im at a friend's place or doing stuff in my sketchbook i'll post it but street stuff is always going to be offline because i've seen people have that used against them legally on social media

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axayacatl 11 months ago

im not even super great at trad graffitti tbh i just draw whatever i want in places i shouldnt

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yumekawahanachi 11 months ago

OMG U DO GRAFFITI? What's your local scene like, I'm curious cuz mine is virtually ded

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@yumekawahanachi it's majorly popular here it ranges because we have professional graffiti artists that have formal careers and are even paid to do pieces and exhibit, some people are just average people with a tag and an adrenaline problem, and theres a lot of room in between

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

i once tagged 3 entire train cars (shipping some sort of oil like substance) many many penises were drawn

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axayacatl softdays

11 months ago

was catching up with your blog and wondering if you had an email?

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softdays 11 months ago

yes!

axayacatl

11 months ago

taking a break to focus on things that really matter like the innate beauty of existence and yaoi

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

so unbelievably real

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letslearntogether 11 months ago

ROFL! 腐女子?

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axayacatl

11 months ago

i think its so cool that people openly talk about their feelings on here i think that self expression is at it's finest when it kills off pain we would otherwise carry with us

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letslearntogether 11 months ago

Definitely. Dialogue can be healing.

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axayacatl

11 months ago

life got so bad i started making music again

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axayacatl

11 months ago

wow i'm not okay

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jirachis 11 months ago

(>-.-)>(;-;) hugs <3

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expressionless 11 months ago

neither axy :( spring is coming soon tho <3

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

I wish i could bake you some sweet treats and send them via email

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axayacatl

11 months ago

where can i look at gothic lolita bible scans

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axayacatl

11 months ago

do u think the further we stray from humanity the more entities are living among us on earth

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