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michaelmas
2 years ago
Oh God I just realized the end of June means we're like past halfway through the year, oh God.
velvetblue
2 years ago
halfway through the year too?? fuck. also yeah saintess is one of my favorite words to use in writing ngl, its just pretty and i like the things it can represent lol
blackmagegaming
2 years ago
Sad that this needs to be said, but I agree, if you follow so many people, it can be really hard to keep track of everything they do.
aldernea
2 years ago
It's pretty justifiable, and I do the same to a certain extent. Even though I don't follow many sites, I actually expect people to understand that courtesy doesn't mean endorsement. It means courtesy.
crepuscular
2 years ago
the meaning of dreams are related to actual life situations of that specific person, dreams are psychological products so you can get some hints about what its up to your deep mind, In your dream, maybe you are worry about making a change that could hurt somebody you care....Or maybe you just want to stab someone :D
velvetblue
2 years ago
thank you!! i love your sites look too, the colors are just so sleek and cool. also your arts amazing!!
velvetblue
2 years ago
thank you so much for the kind words!! love your site, its really cozy and nostalgic, and your arts just amazing. also its nice to see a fellow japanese learner!! im learning slowly but trying my best :thumbsup:
amari-ga-shin-da
2 years ago
:0 Another Japanese learner!! You seem to be getting the hang of it already :D Japanese is really hard to learn, so remember to take it slowly and take your time, and remember that it's okay to make mistakes! I believe in you to learn it and to not give up XD ゆっくりしてくださいや頑張ってね!!
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I'm probably too old to still relate to any phase of gloom and doom, but I'll just say that it's natural to feel sad all the time when one's circumstances really ARE that bad. Sometimes there are cases where one can't help but feel sad about a situation. When you do something you enjoy, you're satisfied. When you're life's sad, you're sad. It's the most natural thing in the world.
So, you're right in saying that emotions are situational. They can't be forced. However, where real strength comes from, I think, is from keeping emotions in check, so even if you feel them, you still figure out ways to make yourself useful for those you care about (or if you don't care about anybody, then yourself). Still, there's nothing wrong with how you are. It's just a marketing trick.
You can't sell anything to a person that's happy. If they're happy, trick them into thinking they're not. Truth is, whatever you are, if you're content with whatever emotion you're feeling, you're fine. People don't need to be happy all the time, and even if you're sad all the time, that's okay too. If there's reason to be sad all the time, it's probably normal.
You are aware of your situation and that in itself is a good thing. I would tell you not to waste energy thinking about how others would perceive you, but try to orient your days towards things that at least don't make you feel bad, Some days will be better than others, but the important thing is to try, for you, for your own wellbeing and from there you will get used to the rest of the world. Take care.