LIV 02/21/2026 , Saturday : A first date - https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-LIV

Might have to make a different cover for a different volume for a different page. The coding tab for this part of the site lags the computer.

Still, actually, I was not prepared for this woman to drop her tragic backstory on the first date. "I don't use social media and my dad died when I was nine." Ugh, she's like the anti-Ciel, who I kind of disliked for having it good in the way that a Chad like Lucius was her dad. Still, as with all things, maybe it's a contradiction of human nature. People say they want to be the sole focus of one's affections...

They really don't, least I think they don't. And besides, do people really care if you're having dates with other people? Arranged marriages would be much simpler. Pursuing partners in this country feels like a game of intrigue.

If you aren't dating more than one person, you'll be needy. If you are dating one person, then it's closer to what God intended; one woman, one man, but then you'll be clingy and by being clingy you'll make an idol of the one person.

I may be overthinking. It could be like Hitler, Mussolini, or Mandela. If anyone reads the full confessions of a soul, the person it animates becomes difficult to hate. If all women in the world were to die, and only Amelia were left, I'd be content. Sure a woman would take that as a compliment. She's not the best. She's enough. That too could be said of me.

Cover was not handdrawn. It's AI in the now current tradition of light novels. Will probably do something with the test page, eventually

I love AI so much. + good post as always, I can't wait to hear what happens next

02/19/2026 , Thursday : A flesh trader's virtue - https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-LIII

A cursed take. There really is something for God to love in all people. I still wish He'd make more men like Charlemagne or Ghenghis Khan. Like the hand of God, men who are like God the Father should be able to overcome the world. Instead, those we abhorr are better than a common man in some ways when it should be no ways. Ah well

Now I get to prevent my inner Nixon from getting unleashed tomorrow. Can't let the date know about how history would change if men were more like Ghenghis instead of Disney princes. "Could you imagine being an envoy, a man loved so much by your president, that he'd rape an entire country over your death? You can't, because you aren't a Mongol. Mongolians love Ghenghis though because..." blah blah blah

The great sin of America is lack of love, and it's not in the way Christians think. Jesus had to beg the Father to not do whatever He wanted to do because they "Know not what they do!" People in this country do not have the Father's love. If they did, many would be slain. If there ever was born a man with a heart like God's, he'd set this world aflame.

And who knows but the Son? The Father refrained because they knew not what they did. What happens when they know? History shows. The Father's love is for the ones who know, that love He had for His Son on the cross which He wanted to show but did not. May we all know a love like God's

LII - The Last Boomer: https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-LII

Any tips on how to make a girl who really likes you no longer like you? I was not prepared to make this jump from 4channer to being able to get two dates in two consecutive weeks. I want to box Lucius for landing me to this hand instead of letting me woo his daughter. Should rename this thing to

Actually, I won't write the name. Still, on a better note, met an old friend and he's gotten engaged to the girl he's dated since middle school. It's like God made some to be like Ghenghis Khan and others like Joseph and Mary. Why can't all marriages have stories that are cute like that? Ah well, least I know I could probably woo my friend's kid.

Even if someone rejects you, there's a difference between a "No, and I'd never date you" and a "No, I might/wish I could date you if it weren't for X." If you hear the latter then you'd probably get a date if you ask enough people within socially appropriate settings.

And great, now it's this vanity. I want to see the hottest girl I can pull. Thank God I was born a man. I might be the male equivalent of my aunt, but at least I'm a man instead of a woman. God knows which of our kind is least destructive to His people

Pre-liking, reading when i wake up

degenerate by Christendom standards, but chaste relative to today’s despair 😮‍💨 have a good time with them anyway! But not too good, cad

It's 11:14PM so I can't write an entry. Still, for this day (02/02/2026), I've realized a particular love towards Lucius. An echo of that love a man may have for another man greater than that of a woman's. He is entirely magnaminous, humble in his strength, and merciful to those who he wants to crush.

His genealogy comes from the Mayflower. He is of the noble American stock. Why, if I were a woman, the heroic instinct in my soul may well have tried to take him if he'd not been married, or rather, more to the nature of immoral women, attempted a charm on him against his wife. But oh, Lucius is so sublime, he'd never be alone with a woman that isn't his wife.

How blessed is Marc to have been born a man. He hasn't seen the daughter in two years. He could no longer care for her, but of Lucius, of Lucius, who doesn't want more of Lucius? I'd marry her to become a part of Lucius's line. An alien born, married into American royalty. He's tall, he's strong, and he's merciful. If I were to make an American king, act as Samuel, Lucius could be as Saul or David.

And bah! I'd never kneel before a woman to propose. I'd kneel before Lucius to propose to him I woo his Ciel! Before a king in peasant robes I kneel. Ah, not by my love, but Thine, my Lord's, will the righteous be brought unto God. The Lord loves Lucius, and will bring Lucius physically to Himself. He'll do it because He wants, and because I asked.

Jesus, in the belly of a Catholic, in the belly like Mary, ah, blessed are those who sit with the God-bearers!

Pleased to announce I finally figured out how to make text-size different between desktop and mobile. We wont have to squint anymore.

01/29/2026, Thursday : Retardmaxxing - https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-XXXXIX

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! I immediately like it, I'll finish reading tomorrow

Up to Karen being gone rn LOVE IT 😭

https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-XXXXVIII

XXXXVIII - Decompression ......... should have named the chapter Disillusion. To add, there's some stuff before this. Feel much of this is filler, like, there used to be a time when I dreamed much greater dreams and these dreams were expressed in what was wrote. There was one draft, actually, written before baptism that I burned.

That same draft, among others, I found on the my google drive. Had ChatGPT rate it, and it thought it was good, maybe better than what I write now. Still, I tire of robots pretending to be human. As man becomes no longer human these things try to be more human, and in their trying they still fail to comprehend what makes humans human.

All to say, I'm rewriting these drafts saved from the fire, and I'll write them how I like. One day, maybe, I'll get published, and sleep in the house I've inherited, paying property tax with royalty checks

XXXXIX : Cigarillos and Friends - https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-XXXXII

Couple chapters before this. Still, in recent news. My boss is probably right. We all need something to do outside of work.

Why is rape preferrable to putting one's flesh to waste? I should think the Bible says the opposite? Paul says either marry or be alone.

What Augustine proposed that rape though evil was conducive towards producing a greater good, that good being life. Meanwhile masturbation is worse because it produces no good. That said, I believe he speaks hyperbolically, as it's NOT preferable for bandits to rove. Taking these two extremes, Augustine settles, that if one were to sin in this way, a prostitute would be best.

Anyhow, you'd be right. The tonic is marrying or being alone, which is what we do. Doctors of the Church tend to grapple with rather obsure questions however.

I understand, thanks for answering. :)