It's 11:14PM so I can't write an entry. Still, for this day (02/02/2026), I've realized a particular love towards Lucius. An echo of that love a man may have for another man greater than that of a woman's. He is entirely magnaminous, humble in his strength, and merciful to those who he wants to crush.

His genealogy comes from the Mayflower. He is of the noble American stock. Why, if I were a woman, the heroic instinct in my soul may well have tried to take him if he'd not been married, or rather, more to the nature of immoral women, attempted a charm on him against his wife. But oh, Lucius is so sublime, he'd never be alone with a woman that isn't his wife.

How blessed is Marc to have been born a man. He hasn't seen the daughter in two years. He could no longer care for her, but of Lucius, of Lucius, who doesn't want more of Lucius? I'd marry her to become a part of Lucius's line. An alien born, married into American royalty. He's tall, he's strong, and he's merciful. If I were to make an American king, act as Samuel, Lucius could be as Saul or David.

And bah! I'd never kneel before a woman to propose. I'd kneel before Lucius to propose to him I woo his Ciel! Before a king in peasant robes I kneel. Ah, not by my love, but Thine, my Lord's, will the righteous be brought unto God. The Lord loves Lucius, and will bring Lucius physically to Himself. He'll do it because He wants, and because I asked.

Jesus, in the belly of a Catholic, in the belly like Mary, ah, blessed are those who sit with the God-bearers!

Pleased to announce I finally figured out how to make text-size different between desktop and mobile. We wont have to squint anymore.

01/29/2026, Thursday : Retardmaxxing - https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-XXXXIX

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! I immediately like it, I'll finish reading tomorrow

Up to Karen being gone rn LOVE IT 😭

https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-XXXXVIII

XXXXVIII - Decompression ......... should have named the chapter Disillusion. To add, there's some stuff before this. Feel much of this is filler, like, there used to be a time when I dreamed much greater dreams and these dreams were expressed in what was wrote. There was one draft, actually, written before baptism that I burned.

That same draft, among others, I found on the my google drive. Had ChatGPT rate it, and it thought it was good, maybe better than what I write now. Still, I tire of robots pretending to be human. As man becomes no longer human these things try to be more human, and in their trying they still fail to comprehend what makes humans human.

All to say, I'm rewriting these drafts saved from the fire, and I'll write them how I like. One day, maybe, I'll get published, and sleep in the house I've inherited, paying property tax with royalty checks

XXXXIX : Cigarillos and Friends - https://thelesserword.neocities.org/Diary-Common-Man/Common-Man#Toc-XXXXII

Couple chapters before this. Still, in recent news. My boss is probably right. We all need something to do outside of work.

Why is rape preferrable to putting one's flesh to waste? I should think the Bible says the opposite? Paul says either marry or be alone.

What Augustine proposed that rape though evil was conducive towards producing a greater good, that good being life. Meanwhile masturbation is worse because it produces no good. That said, I believe he speaks hyperbolically, as it's NOT preferable for bandits to rove. Taking these two extremes, Augustine settles, that if one were to sin in this way, a prostitute would be best.

Anyhow, you'd be right. The tonic is marrying or being alone, which is what we do. Doctors of the Church tend to grapple with rather obsure questions however.

I understand, thanks for answering. :)

fixed typo

Then, as a note to what was written ... in sum, the measure of man's love comes from his ability to get for others what he seeks for himself. Love another as you love yourself. Failing to keep this Commandment is why man has fell. The Knights and other fraternitieswill become a proper tool for cultivating this Commandment to love. If one is Catholic man, and hasn't joined the Knights or some kind of fraternity, do it

It's the duty of the old to raise the young, and they're more than happy to fulfill that purpose. You can even email me at tevada.mail@gmail.com for some instructions. Will my coupon box me maybe? Possibly, still, if God wills I'll end up being a public figure anyways, and it's good to help those get good things free