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axayacatl

9 months ago

thinking about how the dad in wizards of waverly place was literally a wizard and could have manifested any job for himself and he chose to make fucking sandwiches

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onlytrichromatic 9 months ago

sometimes passion trumps logic xD

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axayacatl virtually-isolated

9 months ago

your solar cyber punk zine is so interesting

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virtually-isolated 9 months ago

Thank you for having a look at my little yellow pages! That zine was pretty local and I gave most away by leaving them around the city. I hope it still gives a good enough idea on where to start anywhere though!

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axayacatl 9 months ago

it's definitely given me a lot to think about!

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axayacatl updated axayacatl

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axayacatl 9 months ago

not what this diary entry is about but i had a rlly nice breakfast today. veg burger and fruit

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axayacatl

9 months ago

i love making art

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krystalspalace 9 months ago

and I love seeing your art <333

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axayacatl nightfallsec

9 months ago

i just wrote a new disclaimer going through all the laws in which my site and the content in it is protected under and i suggest you give it a read before you continue impersonating me any further

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axayacatl

9 months ago

all the portals in realms are closed until i can protect the content in them, will be back up soon!

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fabled 9 months ago

I hope that person gets a clue and stops copying you. This post sounds like something from an urban fantasy show out of context, though? "protecting the portals in the realms," kind of badass.

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axayacatl updated axayacatl

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axayacatl arataka

9 months ago

your art and website have such fresh colors! i love it

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axayacatl

9 months ago

nightfallsec.neocities.org is copying my entire website and passing my diary as their own i know this skinwalker shit happens on neocities but i didnt think it'd happen this quickly to me tbh

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bunglepaws 9 months ago

that is so weird lmao. How did you even find out that someone did that? (anyway I blocked their site, which I think lowers their site's priority in the browse lists if enough people do it)

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axayacatl 9 months ago

@bunglepaws lovely mutual sent it to me. thank you for letting me know about the block function

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skelleste 9 months ago

Yikes! I encourage you to file a DMCA takedown notice with Neocities, if you haven't already. Especially if you own the rights to any images and because you definitely own the copyright to your own diary entries.

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skelleste 9 months ago

Found their DMCA link, remember that nearly all companies will take a DMCA form submission WAY more seriously than you contacting their support staff: https://neocities.org/dmca

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axayacatl 9 months ago

@skelleste just submitted one! thanks

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paradisegardener 9 months ago

this is unsettling :/

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axayacatl nightfallsec

9 months ago

copying my entire site is crazy

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axayacatl 9 months ago

and my diary? fucking insane

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axayacatl 9 months ago

also a rape pun? not cute

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axayacatl

9 months ago

77,777 views 𖤐w𖤐

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axayacatl 9 months ago

111 followers!!!

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axayacatl updated axayacatl

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axayacatl

9 months ago

sorry i havent been coding or updating i really want to but life has been really pleasant and sometimes i forget i made a website to enjoy life in the first place

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axayacatl 9 months ago

i'm always trying to come up with ideas and solutions for things in my head i might be better off making a site to-do list

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axayacatl 9 months ago

im also a chronic blogger so

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axayacatl

9 months ago

i'm obsessed with emails people send me about their supernatural experiences

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krystalspalace 9 months ago

omg bet its email time

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axayacatl

9 months ago

i have bleached glitter eyebrows now i love them

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krystalspalace 9 months ago

HELL YEAH!!!!!

axayacatl

9 months ago

day 2 of being filled with joy

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axayacatl 9 months ago

i am going to bleach my eyebrows

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axayacatl

9 months ago

i am filled w joy

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axayacatl

9 months ago

sorry autistic people no april fools joke i couldnt think of one

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axayacatl updated axayacatl

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axayacatl 9 months ago

me bc i have no soul ---> x_X

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

"I have met people who claimed to be satanists, who claimed to be involved in black magick, who claimed that they not only knew a lot about it...but as I said, I've certainly been involved, and I warn all of you, never, never, never. You will not only lose your mind, you will lose your soul."

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

In that quote, he mentions "satanism" and "black magick" specifically, not simply things which are "occult". I think many get involved in "satanism"/"black magick" without really understanding what all that means; they think that they are simply rebelling against an unjust "god", a corrupt and hypocritical "church", etc.

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

However, at its root is pride. Whatever "pleasure" or "power" that can be derived from selfish hedonism is not only temporary, it comes at an incredibly high cost to both oneself and everyone else. To impose one's will through manipulation and/or violence *does* eventually lead to insanity...

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

...and a loss of the qualities that make one human (i.e.: compassion, consideration, and so on). Hence, tyrants are said to be "mad with power" and have "dark triad" characteristics. The promise to be able to "rule in hell" is one's total enslavement under the illusion of "complete freedom".

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

People do not know what they are worshipping or why, and therefore, are easily misled to their own destruction. The labels matter little. What matters most is if one sincerely turns away from harming themselves and others, for in doing so, they turn towards Life.

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axayacatl 9 months ago

i don't really have an issue with hedonism i think we kind of obscure it when pleasure motivates all desire. i think it's important to mention i don't worship entities, it's a different experience for me. it sounds strange but i don't mind this outcome or this feeling, i am free in the sense i see past various illusions that held me in dangerous cycles, but i'm still not a person of right hand idealogy.

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axayacatl 9 months ago

i truly think there is no essentially "right" way to live. i am someone who is enamored with chaos in a paradoxically peaceful way. i could also be described as someone "morally grey" even though what is black and white is subjective to place and time. i've written about who satan is to me, and how i'm not a satanist, but i know satanists who have different experiences with him.

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axayacatl 9 months ago

all that to say is my black magic experience and relationship with my darker characteristics may be a little different than yours. i still respect your perspective, but i think it's important to note not everyone goes into dark arts for the intention of harm but for a better understanding of a universal darkness that may be too heavy for most to handle

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axayacatl 9 months ago

with the end goal of the understanding being able to come to terms and live peacefully alongside one's shadows instead of eradicating them completely

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

Interesting! I agree that distinguishing between "right" and "wrong" is not a static process nor a simple matter of "black and white". [An aside: I have found some amusement in the symbolism of a "left-hand" and a "right-hand" path as I am ambidextrous. I feel similarly about the notion of a "political compass".] Broad labels often lack important nuance and degrade into assumptions.

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

For example, to blame someone and thereby make them into a "scapegoat" is both a repression of one's own shadow and a projection of it upon another. To then say that they "deserve punishment" and that oneself is "worthy of reward" is the greatest of ironies. Each contributes *something* to every situation, even by deciding not to engage, for choosing to act in a particular way is to become open to receiving the same.

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

Integration of our own shadow brings humility because we realize that we have weaknesses, have made mistakes, and so on. Likewise, compassion leads to ever greater amounts of inclusivity as we recognize ourselves in others. But there are also hard limits when it comes to people's agency. Ultimately, we can only be self-responsible and live by example. Yet, genuinely trying to add to another's quality of life in...

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

...constructive ways is to be enriched ourselves. Indeed, to truly face the shadow of the collective unconscious can be overwhelming sometimes. If we do it enough, we will either be destroyed by it ("martyrdom") or learn healthy boundaries from a fuller awareness of the impacts that our decisions can have on one another. So, while perceptions are relative, there are underlying moral absolutes that are inescapable.

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

However, they cannot be reduced to a set of rules that can be blindly followed, nor can they be imposed upon others. "Karma" is "non-linear"; motivations and context are also important considerations. Likewise, what a person finds "pleasurable" can be a matter of habit rather than a full understanding of consequence, and not necessarily an indicator of what "should" or "should not" be done. A couple of examples:

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letslearntogether 9 months ago

...I talk too much. 😂 The comment cap ended it on a cliffhanger. Maybe that is a sign to stop there...Anyhoo, thank you for sharing!

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