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cervidaze
7 months ago
i love this. i've been wanting to dedicate a page to small happenings that aren't long enough for a full blog post, and your webpage is motivating me to make it
swiftred
7 months ago
@cervidaze: Thank you! I love hearing this, and I hope it's something that ends up working for you 😄
badgraph1csghost
7 months ago
i love this idea! thank you for including me <3 also you'll be okay. we'll all be okay. sometimes it feels like we're all doomed, but by recognising it in ourselves, we can see it in others and reach out.
swiftred
7 months ago
@badgraph1csghost: I find your reply very valuable, thank you! <3 I've also screencapped it and added it to the page, if you don't mind. I think the reply makes it feel more optimistic and fosters more understanding/rounds out the perspective
torchwebs
7 months ago
this is such a nice thing to do and it'd probably help me with my dissociation issues, if i decide to add this kind of segment into my blog page I'll credit you
phi1l1y
7 months ago
This is so kind swiftred, thank you , this was a nice little surprise :, ) I personally would love to see your drawings , art is something we should never try to "make good", but i totally understand the anxiety; it's affected my own stamina over the years. I hope you're well too, i mosey over sometimes to read your written words because I enjoy much how you talk about things.. please take care of yourself always
miela583
7 months ago
I like Town Square, I feel like a lady is going to tell me that there's bandits in a cave to the north, but no one can stop them due to monsters in the desert listening to it. Beep Box seems like it could be very fun!
swiftred
7 months ago
Thank you for listening!! and for the lovely description <33 that might be my favorite too. Beepbox is fun! It’s really approachable too, almost gamified.
fabstarotcorner
7 months ago
AAAAAA Thank you!!! In everyone's defense, I've definitely been neglecting it in favour of the webring - hopefully I find the time to work on a overhaul soon, I really need to make a better layout and make it mobile friendly! But again thank you a lot <3<3
trinityexe
7 months ago
I agree 150%. Extremely happy for you are your newfound freedom. Hoping to get to that stage of my life soon.
badgraph1csghost
7 months ago
your thoughts on idolism's effects on an inferiority complex hit hard. i do the same exact thing. i always think of everyone as infinitely better than me in every way, and on low days, that always leads to trouble. it's been the hardest conceit for me to get rid of.
sneekrealm
7 months ago
""Babygirl, you can't be stimming with Instagram Reels"" lmaoooo too real... felt on that blurb, to the point where i even use *discord* strictly via browser even on phone cos that too has been too much for me for a while, and left a few servers and all, and sworn off nitro, for less overwhelm too
niicespiice
7 months ago
the like... "idealised person to bitter hated person" pipeline is too real for me
sneekrealm
7 months ago
"To idolize is to idealize; it is projecting this perfect image onto someone and it doesn't acknowledge their personhood." also fax..... i got long experience being fuckass hogwild for some music artist or another since i was like 12 (now 28), but increasingly theres the motto of "theyre just some guy" cos really they Are (and sometimes it can be a mundanely beautiful thing) ~ just a tangent rlly
sneekrealm
7 months ago
& true abt the socialmediaesqueness bullshit engagement numbers put me OFF!! ok that is All
swiftred
7 months ago
@sneekrealm I also think about that saying, "never meet your heroes," for the same reasons. I like your descriptor too, "mundanely beautiful," and I appreciate you commenting! Brightened up my day considerably
swiftred
7 months ago
@sneekrealm lol the numbers drive me bonkers. I understand how bad they are but sometimes I also get so sucked in and I can't look awayyyy because sometimes it feels so good
swiftred
7 months ago
@badgraph1csghost I really appreciate you commenting!! Makes me feel less alone
sneekrealm
7 months ago
never meet ur heroes or at least be very careful!!! a friend and i admin this server for my current hugest fav who himself strolled into there the other week so spontaneously it's crazy, been having to temper myself a bit HAHA but handling it much better than 12yo me or even 22yo me would. the internet can be crazy w these directish connections sometimes
swiftred
8 months ago
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swiftred
8 months ago
More Persona 3 Reload screenshots dumped onto the blog. I love how they turned out.
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i remember seeing a comic someone drew for tumblr a while back (a fricken DECADE ago) that said "the most important filter is the photographer" and it was a table with one clean space amidst a wreck of a room. that hit. online authenticity has /never/ been authentic :(
Take it from me— You can be as suicidal as you want when writing. Nothing’s going to happen to you, except that you’ll feel better for it.
"but I don't want to distress others and I have this weird complex that, at least spiritually, somebody is calling the cops on me." OHHHH SAME. i don't feel safe being 100% authentic with some things. i just allude to them. however i generally think i'm an honest person on my site, i go into pretty deep parts of my minmdset i guess. just not the full way. because im worried its illegal or smth (PROBABLY IS)