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life is bad and i do not want anything to do with it any longer
cybersparkle
4 years ago
I know that feeling all too well..I don't know if something is going on or not but whatever it is, I am wishing you the best โค
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38cautionzone
4 years ago
Honestly, life is alway an pain for us, but we all know that, if we keep our optimistic, we can be happy in the end so, even if this sound clichรฉ, don't give up.
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jus spent the last 18 hours in bed :) im fine
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https://jackomix.leprd.space/loglet/ <---- check it out! based off of an old project of mine
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0shame
4 years ago
It makes me sad to read that you hate yourself, because you seem like an incredible person.
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metatronzero
4 years ago
thanks guys >~< i know i shouldnt be so hard on myself but its just hard sometimes
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magnum
4 years ago
Often we are our own harshest critics. Honestly, being in such a cosy environment probably just makes things worse. Being made to confront yourself full-time sucks, and you realise how much has been left unattended. In a desperate situation, at least you can find comfort in "nothing can be done" or "it's just the situation I'm in," when everything is fine, and the problem comes from within, it's on another level.
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magnum
4 years ago
Feel no guilt or shame, head stuff sucks and we all have to deal with it at some point or another. Stay strong.
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and im insufferable to boot!
I am not your therapist but I have never met a body that wasn't gross. even beautiful life is organic matter with all the disgusting side effects that entails
and even the scum in your sink that isn't aware enough to know that it's gross is, miraculously, alive. people are ecosystems but they don't like to think about that
philosophy is a terrible way to make yourself feel better but is a pretty nice way to distract yourself
I think I know how you feel. I wish I could be there to see how beautiful you really are and give you a hug if you're comfortable.
Though never having met you irl, I'd be willing to lay a sizeable bet that none of those things are actually true. :)