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94673
2 weeks ago
@myrtletribe I love picasso!! 7.6.9.6. is my favorite spinvis album, stuntman, niet vandaag, hollywood are all sooo good...
94673
2 weeks ago
I revamped the entire dream diary experience + added visuals to one dream (27-10-2025) + one new dream about returning to an old home that never existed
94673
1 month ago
you're supposed to write it down the second you wake up. and the more you write them down, the more you remember them
emptygod
1 month ago
dream diaries are so much fun!! i wish i had a full collection of dreams over my entire life tho
94673
1 month ago
same :(( I only have a few left over from like 2017 that I saved and only really started the one on my website in 2021.. I guess it's like how they say "the best time to plant a tree is twenty years ago, the second best time is now"
94673
1 month ago
dream that started fun and then turned into a fucked up nightmare near the end. what the hell
94673
1 month ago
also i did NOT read pale fire because of reading my dark vanessa just before it. that was INCIDENTAL
94673
1 month ago
@ashavedbear I thought it was SO funny. took me a bit to get through of course but I loved how he managed to turn everything back to his own story. It was really fun to read but I feel like in real life he'd probably be a pretty annoying person to talk to lol. kind of reminds me of how if you're really into something suddenly everything you see/listen to seems to have some relation to that thing
94673
1 month ago
....which is also probably how, embarassingly, kinbote and shade kind of reminded me of liam and noel gallagher respectively, what with liam claiming all songs noel wrote were always about him, and all.
ashavedbear
1 month ago
I wouldn't consider it embarrasing, or otherwise odd, humans are very referential, and pattern-seeking, by nature. When I was reading the commentaries I ended up skipping large swaths of the Zembla ramblings. I was very interested to read more on events and such surrounding the poem, and interested in Zembla as it relates to Kinbote - but not enough to read such an excessively intricate account. I don't think there's
ashavedbear
1 month ago
... been another work where I've skipped such large sections. Which is interesting in contrast to the poem wherein I'd reread sections frequently.
94673
1 month ago
hmmm I don't know, I think there's merit to the zembla bits especially if you read it as (and this is an option that might not be the most 'accepted' one but it is fun) being about being gay. the Charles from the Zembla bits is quite openly gay or at least into men, and near the end Kinbote tells Shade that he has a secret to tell him to which Shade replies he's pretty sure he already knows the secret. What if
94673
1 month ago
... Shade thought that the secret Kinbote was going to tell him that he was gay? What if the Zembla story was indeed a fiction, but one Kinbote genuinely believed in, to soften the blow of his own homosexuality, something he found difficult to come to terms with? I don't know, I just think it's kind of compelling.
ashavedbear
1 month ago
I could see that. Though, I skipped/skimmed the [later] Zembla sections because they were unavoidably, dreadfully, uninteresting to my sensibilities.
ashavedbear
1 month ago
... Which is to say that my reason for skipping was not due to lack of merit, but of the way it was written.
94673
1 month ago
yaya I get what you mean. I'm one of those people who feels like I "cheated" when I don't fully read a book I'm afraid >_< but it was fun in this case. And since my friend recommended it to me I really wanted to like it too, for his sake. so I'm glad I did :)
ashavedbear
1 month ago
Indeed, that is much better justification to have read it than my own (it's referenced in Blade Runner 2049, which is how I learned of it at all). It felt like I was cheating at the time, but I was faced with either cheating or getting none of the parts that interested me. I should probably give it a proper reading eventually
94673
2 months ago
It’s not a grid, it’s just a centered bit of text with [br]s in between the lines? Unless I’m missing something… just feel free to look in inspect element or something
memora-bilia
2 months ago
my brain was blanking out which is why i described it as a grid, so sorry lmfao. thank you though!!
94673
3 months ago
@hardmachine this was pretty much what I was thinking yeah, I really enjoy toyhouse and how easy it is to make OC profiles and whatnot, but I also know that their rules are kind of vague when it comes to censorship and stuff so idk that worries me a tad... cuz like all it takes is 1 person on their team with a vendetta against you (the colloquial "you", that is) to get your account deleted... idk
netbunny
3 months ago
i would do it. theres no harm in it, and it might save you some heartache in the future if TH decides to go nuclear
94673
3 months ago
yeah ur right. ok i think ill just start on it gradually. cant wait to introduce every1 to jeff the catgirl..
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first dream worth writing down in a while and it's so goddamn weird.