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badgraph1csghost 1 month ago

this is such a sweet story ^^

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swiftred 1 month ago

Thank you so much >w< they really attacked me with sweetness

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saddleblasters 1 month ago

These kinds of pieces are my favorite to read, though I suppose part of what makes them magical is that they can only be written at least partly in the moment -- they can never be forced out.

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saddleblasters 1 month ago

"I'm grateful for such simple kindness, and at the same time, I can't help but feel bad" <- I feel like this is 100 times a day.

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swiftred 1 month ago

Thank you kindly!!

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swiftred 1 month ago

Hey 😎 A friendly note for this one-- I'm not looking for advice; just wanted to share this story about how my anxiety manifests.

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miela583 1 month ago

Your nails look really elegant!

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swiftred 1 month ago

@miela583 thank you lots!! 💖💖

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badgraph1csghost 1 month ago

oh that is unsettling. those articles are written by analysts, rather than the people who actually experience the disorder. "it's nothing to worry about", yeah great, well how would YOU like it, sigmund?

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swiftred 1 month ago

Lmfao, right. An extra dose of irrational anxiety for breakfast 💜💜💜 No biggie 💜

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transferns 1 month ago

ough i'm sorry. i unfortunately know what that's like but it is not fun at all... i hope you can find some way to lessen the frequency of those :/

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soulbox 1 month ago

I hope it gets better soons. :c I've dealt with some prettty bad psychosis and also experienced some wild shit before and after sleeping. I don't have much to say in the way of treatment. Stress worsens it, though. Like nightmares, sometimes its a sign that I need to relax. Not that its easy lol but yeah.

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swiftred badgraph1csghost

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I'm late to find it, but I was delighted to read your August 9th blog about your changes on hrt. And, I was just as touched to re-read your, "the only deadline is death, and I am not going to die soon." It's very beautiful and encouraging and your hope is infectious 💜 Thanks, Tina!! Stay well!

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badgraph1csghost 1 month ago

you're welcome swift ^^ it's hard to stay optimistic some days, but i try. im glad to know some of that optimism might be rubbing off on people, because we could all use a little hope for the future these days. 😊

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miela583 1 month ago

Keeping your blog posts is impressive! I kept piles of notebooks worth of journals when I was living overseas, when I was not mentally doing my best, and had a friend in a different town where they burned trash dispose of them for me for max destruction. I know I should regret erasing that record, but it was fantastic. Anyway, this is probably a very bad comment, but I admire your resolve to keep things around!

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swiftred 1 month ago

Thank you! <3 <3 On the contrary!! It means a lot. It's so on point, I used to have a very early blog post about how good I am at destroying things like diary entries and blog posts. But I did a lot of writing this year and it was valuable to me. I think if I were to put them back up, I would end up culling some of them... I don't know. I cringe at past me a lot. Sometimes destruction is the answer, I feel.

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badgraph1csghost 1 month ago

that's a common thing in the legit detrans stories I read: the hormones didn't really help them with anything, it just made stuff more confusing, either for them or the people around them. i agree, living in a label-driven, mostly binary society truly sucks ass.

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pixelglade 1 month ago

I feel this a lot. Since society mostly tends to want people into man/boy or woman/girl, non-binary people end up being boxed into people's "best guess" the vast majority of the time. Even though I'm probably somewhat non-binary, I don't like the label, and also although some other types of terms like demiboy and agender adjacent like terms seem to fit a bit better, none of them actually do. I prefer he/him though.

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pixelglade 1 month ago

Also I don't pass lol, despite 2 years of testosterone, people just tend to refer to me as she/her or seem confused or act awkward or unsure when I tell them my preferred name (binary male sounding name). Kind of annoying but 2 years is still kinda early in the scheme of second puberty. I'm hoping I pass more than 10% of the time in future. I feel somewhat reassured I'm not the only one having similar thoughts.

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pixelglade 1 month ago

It's possible people think I'm a trans woman though rather than a cis woman? I have no idea. I'll never know because my estimates of passing if purely based on the reactions of strangers. (sorry for the ramble just thought I'd share my thoughts!)

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swiftred 1 month ago

@pixelgade It's more than welcome!! :) Thank you for sharing <3 Heh, and on the gauging passing thing-- sometimes I wish I could ask strangers flat out, "What do you see when you look at me???" But I also expressly don't want to know 😁😁💜 because it may hurt my feelings lol

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drfrankenfurter 1 month ago

Ended up breathing life into the music page :)

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astraya

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hi to new followers

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astraya 1 month ago

i have followed you now the magpie effect and theie thank you for the follow

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the-magpie-effect 1 month ago

hey hey hi hello :D - hopefully ill have something interesting to come look at soon!

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thanks for 100,000 views i am in knee replacement surgery recovery back still has issues but im getting better so maybe soon i can do some work on site

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drfrankenfurter

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I'm unsure what new pages or features to add to my website, but I'm in the mood to breathe some more life into it. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know! :D

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bulltown swiftred

1 month ago

nice to see ya 😎

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swiftred 1 month ago

Thank you-- Always great to see you too, joe 😄💜 I hope you're doing well. The 'stepping out' mural looks cool. You have an eye for neat things.

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bulltown 1 month ago

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maxcrunch 1 month ago

I feel like I could have written parts of this myself. I have a strong flight response when I get too much attention! I want community but I don't want anybody to really see me.

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swiftred 1 month ago

💜💜 I appreciate your comment, maxcrunch. It's such a tough thing, imo! Wish it didn't hurt so bad to be visible.

d60010 1 month ago

real "why are you me, i'm me" moment. i hate how easy it is to feel guilty just for being negative or depressed. it's a necessary stop on the pendulum of human emotions.

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swiftred 1 month ago

I appreciate you, d60010, and I love how you put it with that last sentence.

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