Neocities

axayacatl

1 year ago

come over we can listen to melt banana together

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bigmanjames 1 year ago

I love melt banana, especially in the microwave. Truly the best sludge food in existence. Pairs perfectly with dish soap. Absolutely marvelous

axayacatl 1 year ago

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axayacatl 1 year ago

shhh i totally posted this on christmas shhh

axayacatl

1 year ago

axayacatl(dot)neocities(dot)org is the only website where you can recieve both a GBWY and hail satan on christmas. happy holidays and thank u <3 all ur messages made me smile and will be up soon

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axayacatl

1 year ago

❄️‧₊˚🎄✩ ₊˚🦌⊹♡❄️

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axayacatl

1 year ago

merzbow christmas

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aforest 1 year ago

merzbow christmas

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axayacatl

1 year ago

new art + started reading gruppo di nun

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aforest 1 year ago

let us know if you recommend it :>

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axayacatl

1 year ago

time is running out to leave me a message under my christmas tree https://decomytree.com/home?hashedId=X-RCcz9KaTaH !

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aforest 1 year ago

I know very well what you mean about destroying oneself to build something new. I think people often romanticise self-improvement as reading books and going to the gym, but its so much more about a war within; and as wars are, there will be destruction.

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axayacatl 1 year ago

i agree and i also thing at some point you have to realize you are both sides of the war. sun tzu implied there is nothing to win in war, just a reduction of what we can lose. i think we fear our darkness to much and deprive what it has to offer

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aforest 1 year ago

fully agreed. I actually wrote a little about accepting all parts of yourself instead of viewing certain aspects as some implicit enemy; as you said, each part of yourself has its place and its own beauty

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axayacatl

1 year ago

what are your guys resolutions for the new year? mine is cultivating stillness in myself

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

attempting to improve my dental health and also give myself more time to create things

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aforest 1 year ago

mine is quite simple, I guess. It's to become a better version of myself than I am now

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@aforest beautiful

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axayacatl 1 year ago

does anyone else like eah...or western fashion dolls in general............

krystalspalace 1 year ago

love love love the EAH edit/collage, I was always a MH girly for the most part butttt my bf is big into EAH and I've been gradually watching more of it with him lol <33333

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axayacatl

1 year ago

love won't save you (positive)

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aforest 1 year ago

it's so strange the human mind knows this but the soul still craves love like nothing else

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bigmanjames 1 year ago

Love won't solve your issues, but it'll make your issues easier to bear

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

asking Ai to read your diary and then asking it questions about yourself is so unbelievably real, the idea of anything (even AI) taking the time to interpret all of my writings and then talk about ME??? WITH ME??? ugh that is astounding, Now if only i could get someone to stalk my online presence feverishly and then psychoanalyze me but like in a flirty way lol, anyways hope you're well <3333

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axayacatl 1 year ago

@krystalspalace i love yanderes

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aforest 1 year ago

@krystalpalace I don't think I've ever read anything realer than this in my life

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

@axayacatl how am I just realizing now that that is what I was describing??? Lmao love that XD

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i still need more time but i miss you guys

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bigmanjames 1 year ago

Take your time bossman, real life is more important than internet people

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aforest 1 year ago

we miss you too!!

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i'm gonna take a break to get more grounded, today's entry will be my last one for a few days but im ok!

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axayacatl 1 year ago

it's up now! see you again soon

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

I totally get that! I hope you relax and recharge all you need <3333

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aforest 1 year ago

Enjoy the break <33

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bigmanjames 1 year ago

Good luck boss, the internet at the end of the day isn't real, and it's very good to take breaks every now and then.

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i recieved an email so sweet i cried then printed it so i could hang it on my wall

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krystalspalace 1 year ago

love that!!!! Email collage on the wall sounds so nice

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i finally have my room organized which means new music is coming

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axayacatl

1 year ago

i wrote about one of my favorite movies "air doll" in my most recent entry. if u end up watching it please tell me what u think i've never heard anyone else talk about it

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axayacatl

1 year ago

tipping is turned off indefinitely or at least until stripe is an option. if u do ever want to support the site buy the zine on itchi.io , it's pay what u want! and i'm bored of being hungry

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