Latest Activity > tarot
Sites
All the latest Neocities site news!
Neocities allows anyone to create a free web site to express themselves. Want to create your own awesome site? Join us!
1 like
I'm late to find it, but I was delighted to read your August 9th blog about your changes on hrt. And, I was just as touched to re-read your, "the only deadline is death, and I am not going to die soon." It's very beautiful and encouraging and your hope is infectious 💜 Thanks, Tina!! Stay well!
7 likes
badgraph1csghost
8 months ago
you're welcome swift ^^ it's hard to stay optimistic some days, but i try. im glad to know some of that optimism might be rubbing off on people, because we could all use a little hope for the future these days. 😊
2 likes
14 likes
miela583
8 months ago
Keeping your blog posts is impressive! I kept piles of notebooks worth of journals when I was living overseas, when I was not mentally doing my best, and had a friend in a different town where they burned trash dispose of them for me for max destruction. I know I should regret erasing that record, but it was fantastic. Anyway, this is probably a very bad comment, but I admire your resolve to keep things around!
3 likes
swiftred
8 months ago
Thank you! <3 <3 On the contrary!! It means a lot. It's so on point, I used to have a very early blog post about how good I am at destroying things like diary entries and blog posts. But I did a lot of writing this year and it was valuable to me. I think if I were to put them back up, I would end up culling some of them... I don't know. I cringe at past me a lot. Sometimes destruction is the answer, I feel.
2 likes
badgraph1csghost
8 months ago
that's a common thing in the legit detrans stories I read: the hormones didn't really help them with anything, it just made stuff more confusing, either for them or the people around them. i agree, living in a label-driven, mostly binary society truly sucks ass.
1 like
pixelglade
8 months ago
I feel this a lot. Since society mostly tends to want people into man/boy or woman/girl, non-binary people end up being boxed into people's "best guess" the vast majority of the time. Even though I'm probably somewhat non-binary, I don't like the label, and also although some other types of terms like demiboy and agender adjacent like terms seem to fit a bit better, none of them actually do. I prefer he/him though.
2 likes
pixelglade
8 months ago
Also I don't pass lol, despite 2 years of testosterone, people just tend to refer to me as she/her or seem confused or act awkward or unsure when I tell them my preferred name (binary male sounding name). Kind of annoying but 2 years is still kinda early in the scheme of second puberty. I'm hoping I pass more than 10% of the time in future. I feel somewhat reassured I'm not the only one having similar thoughts.
2 likes
pixelglade
8 months ago
It's possible people think I'm a trans woman though rather than a cis woman? I have no idea. I'll never know because my estimates of passing if purely based on the reactions of strangers. (sorry for the ramble just thought I'd share my thoughts!)
2 likes
swiftred
8 months ago
@pixelgade It's more than welcome!! :) Thank you for sharing <3 Heh, and on the gauging passing thing-- sometimes I wish I could ask strangers flat out, "What do you see when you look at me???" But I also expressly don't want to know 😁😁💜 because it may hurt my feelings lol
2 likes
so many pages, so little time.. please bear with me :)
win1999
8 months ago
how moo-citing! ... ... all seriousness aside, somehow I never knew about the hurdy gurdy. I always thought that was the violin i was hearing
1 like
moocyte
8 months ago
It's a pretty forgotten instrument, falling out of style after the baroque period I believe. But it's going through a real revival! The giveaway is the clacking of keys, and the continuous sound which isn't possible witha violin. But they are quite similar, yes!
2 likes
2 likes
hi to new followers
1 like
1 like
the-magpie-effect
7 months ago
hey hey hi hello :D - hopefully ill have something interesting to come look at soon!
thanks for 100,000 views i am in knee replacement surgery recovery back still has issues but im getting better so maybe soon i can do some work on site
I'm unsure what new pages or features to add to my website, but I'm in the mood to breathe some more life into it. If anyone has any ideas, please let me know! :D
1 like
Popular Tags
art music videogames programming games anime food personal writing cats blog movies books gaming fashion photography comics animation design horror game drawing arte coding manga portfolio furry reading poetry ocs cute technology musica kpop history animals film education literature fun philosophy roblox programacion sports nature html science tech videogame programing politics travel minecraft gamedev web love retro life school videojuegos 2000s computers pokemon youtube cartoons blogging fantasy diary pink video illustration dogs idk gardening random comic videos internet memes ai linux oc cooking y2k arg queer nostalgia kawaii crafts tv fandom journal webcomic worldbuilding test aesthetic cars emo media films business fanfiction learning vocaloid news space health stuff math silly fiction website cutecore culture arts stories scifi etc 90s journaling painting baking cat crochet punk football graphics 3d cinema goth homestuck marketing software diy css pixelart psychology commissions lgbt archive program artist dance shows sport series sanrio digitalart me dnd makeup comida creativity metal trans characters graphicdesign religion editing lifestyle indie lgbtq funny aboutme cool friends rpg fanart streaming clothes entertainment plants guitar sonic code development story scene roleplay webcomics rock javascript everything comedy languages ttrpg electronics zines sewing community engineering study aesthetics weird reviews hacking gay webcore cyberpunk beauty originalcharacters basketball vintage it webdesign fnaf educacion deltarune photos social soccer spirituality computer vtuber weirdcore oldweb blogs pets discord storytelling coffee project informatica thoughts architecture hobbies flowers biology movie shop clothing information vaporwave undertale lore japan magic cosplay shopping language mlp nintendo book ttrpgs fandoms creative fitness radio about testing chat alternative physics experimental digital nothing astronomy blinkies websites money singing info crypto cybersecurity site html5 crafting birds personalwebsite witchcraft wip anything bugs japanese research juegos tecnologia tvshows furries occult band theatre projects moda gamedevelopment finance autism sleep other sleeping yaoi profile dolls television gatos interests events resume vr knitting work all futbol photo vampires system lain fish genshin linguistics frutigeraero apps dreams animes transgender romance poems astrology puzzle collecting wiki mentalhealth visualnovels gym rap toys essays developer fanfic marvel dancing splatoon meme python app webdevelopment free skateboarding tarot gothic aliens drawings animations hiking english cartoon windows ghchs family bio stamps robots gamedesign coquette medicine intro dog modding pixels carrd chess gyaru fortnite journalism touhou interactive puzzles humor a teaching mystery mathematics pizza deportes osc dragons yuri birthday characterdesign security jogos gallery popculture adventure links zine hobby creepypasta roleplaying online resources no fnf data mythology rp musicals blender jfashion traveling piano ocean fansite objectshows myself pixel introduction novels dreamcore gifs lol vkei amor zonelets audio law meow peliculas style recipes studying pjsk home hiphop twitch dark libros ffxiv running breakcore noise indiegames stars bfdi privacy danganronpa swag communism tf2 wrestling paranormal plushies activism christianity scenecore rpgs bunnies podcast shrine progamming graphic death foods boardgames production none spanish car craft robotics volleyball hellokitty utau jewelry pictures socialmedia songs outdoors filmmaking ecommerce pinterest feminism omori awesome twine travelling educational designing bl collage lesbian android geography things anarchism dev cine student grunge 3dmodeling maths electronic misc god brasil vent dinosaurs alt scratch lolita 80s whimsy webdev deporte environment sharks transformers tools clowns girls blue novel jpop store stickers cafe unblocked jazz old jesus chemistry realestate mario bts acting tea starwars vtubers pc computing theater manhwa trains fotografia filmes help college doom construction creepy plurality cozy yoga vlog computerscience services images translation baseball args tumblr mcr videography flash whatever horses collection pop bitcoin multimedia lego f1 cyber warriorcats event retrogaming programar programmer dj draw pastel java epic escuela videoediting trading supernatural persona southpark skating historia gamer girly weed literatura insects 3dprinting tabletop miku hardware therian forum techno tiktok dc yes salud weather ecology swimming opensource socialism monsters nerd truecrime lgbtqia people podcasts js green tattoos skincare drama economics programas trinkets medical livros surrealism tcc maps chatting angels sound modeling shoes kandi bsd freedom hi ropa homepage vhs edm restaurant cricket world otherkin artes animanga search author ideas learn artwork kdrama hockey fishing cleaning analysis kirby enstars healthcare kidcore animales cultura sociology conspiracy sketching estudiante tourism racing text halloween turismo hardcore bands visualnovel bible plural digitalmarketing service chill thrifting petz sculpture videogaming colors tennis academia curso homework brazil knowledge friendship closedspecies writting analog wedding programacao did shitposting eating christian purple egl depression rats programa general cv surreal women creation scary frogs drugs networking library alterhuman sites ambient hair retrogames aviation furniture rants academic sciencefiction wellness gacha mangas medieval sustainability university genshinimpact mods yapping graffiti mobile magazine anthropology foss schoolproject tutorials anarchy ceramics webseries blockchain talking theology glitch water cryptids harrypotter truth society ux quotes cycling otaku rpgmaker writer soft 3dart building ghosts batman onepiece jjba practice garden crocheting esoteric erotica server tattoo theory analoghorror scrapbooking nails guns concerts informacion review estudio company bot archives programs superheroes shrines cryptocurrency conlang species kdramas character liminal forsaken notes illustrations cards neocities yumeship creating terror camping musicproduction bikes class selfship cs startrek french performance vampire os play live handmade kids spiderman shitpost crk voiceacting animal articles noticias disney mtg meditation blood shoegaze instagram seals sanat decor revival content unblockedgames communication google miriadax church rhythmgames apple house synthesizers ultrakill vida hetalia future chaos training programmation crime lostmedia folklore originalcharacter twitter industrial evangelion css3 dandysworld mylittlepony new fanfics quiz creativewriting advertising vlogs satire vinyl paganism idols youtuber adhd animalcrossing disability exercise zelda doodles marxism sims vrchat party military embroidery poesia frontend calculator interactivefiction ia islam commission musics dating vtubing viajes repair sweets scp geek something joke rambling magick designer facts neopets animating creatures musicas jobs desing tamagotchi programm bass spooky visualkei daily songwriting mha black cheese prompts randomstuff entretenimiento shoujo finalfantasy overwatch beach miscellaneous silliness cult vegan shifting more vibes webring datascience kink jeux zombies halflife motorcycles rainbow todo musique developing collections anthro spiritual underground tareas oldinternet glitter jokes tarea warhammer hack stem happy solarpunk dungeonsanddragons club conlangs studies videgames tecnology miniatures beginner photoshop download self musician faith drinks archival instruments trabajo tokusatsu arcane hotel gossip tips mushrooms ranfren productivity woodworking private ui red 1 cake mecha blackmetal gender moe lofi yugioh doctorwho cities agriculture edits biography projectsekai map ar rave
oh that is unsettling. those articles are written by analysts, rather than the people who actually experience the disorder. "it's nothing to worry about", yeah great, well how would YOU like it, sigmund?
Lmfao, right. An extra dose of irrational anxiety for breakfast 💜💜💜 No biggie 💜
ough i'm sorry. i unfortunately know what that's like but it is not fun at all... i hope you can find some way to lessen the frequency of those :/
I hope it gets better soons. :c I've dealt with some prettty bad psychosis and also experienced some wild shit before and after sleeping. I don't have much to say in the way of treatment. Stress worsens it, though. Like nightmares, sometimes its a sign that I need to relax. Not that its easy lol but yeah.