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axayacatl cr4shdummy

11 months ago

amazing artwork

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axayacatl 11 months ago

maybe i should make a poetry tab but theres something rlly emo about poems in ur diary. decisions decisions

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expressionless 11 months ago

might be a lil biased here butt, go for it!! I'd love to read some of ur poems

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@expressionless i think im gonna do a mix of both

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axayacatl

11 months ago

i'm not the first demon to show up on the internet x_o

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axayacatl

11 months ago

getting a diagnosis from the doctor always gives me mixed feelings its nice to know whats wrong but its also disappointing that there is something wrong

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

so extremely real. The validation vs the devastation

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diary/020325.html

diary.html

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slushbin 11 months ago

Won't like, but that community page is fly as hell

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slushbin 11 months ago

I'm stupid, meant "won't lie"

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axayacatl

11 months ago

new diary entry abt war. i think johnny silverhand is a style icon

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axayacatl

11 months ago

just approved of a ton of guestbook messages im sorry x_x i thought i already did

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axayacatl

11 months ago

second diary entry. do u guys ever feel confused about who you are too

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expressionless 11 months ago

every day of my life

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@expressionless it could be fate

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expressionless 11 months ago

@axy could be <3

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axayacatl

11 months ago

not a lot of new updates ive been drawing and pondering

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axayacatl updated axayacatl

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axayacatl

11 months ago

space is a little weird

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axayacatl 11 months ago

planet

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axayacatl

11 months ago

everyone seems so lonely lately

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

i blame the winter

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@krystal i realize im more and more of a beach person every year

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expressionless 11 months ago

i also blame the winter, but I think it's also that this community kinda fosters people who tend to be lonley and use the internet as an outlet (at least thats what I'm doing)

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@expressionless (me too)

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axayacatl 11 months ago

new diary entry rlly short. bison gang rise

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axayacatl

11 months ago

i love perfect blue that movie has aged so well. there rlly isnt anything like it

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axayacatl

11 months ago

religious people send really intrusive emails. sometimes i try to keep the nuance that they think they're helping you or the greater good and can manifest sympathy for it not to get on my nerves but i dont understand when they approach this by antagonizing or belittling you

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axayacatl 11 months ago

at the core of every spiritual belief system is love, pass the symbols are we actually *that* much different from one another

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sclptures 11 months ago

its all about love!! i had a classmate tell me i was gonna burn in hell when i was a really young child and if it weren't for my mum who actually knows what she's talking about then i would've been straight up traumatised. idk why we're conditioned to be so cruel when it comes to religion even as children

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@sclptures im glad your mom was there for you! it can be really tough when your beliefs are demonized by the cultural standard but like minded people keep us anchored in my experience

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sclptures 11 months ago

@axa haha yea. my mum & family are huge role models for me because i've been raised knowing that religion isnt the strict & punishing thing that some people say it is. of course there's ground rules like don't kill anyone & love thy neighbour etc. but fearmongering won't get us anywhere, we all have different lifestyles. live and let live i'd say

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

why do I feel like we've emailed the same person

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axayacatl

11 months ago

making remixes is so fun

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

ugh yes! I hope you share what u create

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