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11 months ago

diary/012725.html

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axayacatl 11 months ago

hiatus is over but im unfortunately still emo

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expressionless 11 months ago

yayy emo axy

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expressionless 11 months ago

hope everything is okay <3

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axayacatl

11 months ago

two diary entries bitch i suck at hiatuses hiatus for real real now i really need hot soup and a good sleep

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

i hope your soup is hot and your sleep is good <333

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axayacatl

11 months ago

before i go again just wanted to say seems like everyone on my dash is going through some hard times. all of you are really pushing through this winter really well, even if it doesn't feel like it now ik you're coming out of better and im excited to read about it

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expressionless 11 months ago

same goes to you axy <333 your growth has been inspiring

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

this is a very good reminder. Spring will bring us all a new sense of self and hopefully a good dose of happiness. Ily axa <3333

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axayacatl updated ꒰ა axayacatl ໒꒱ ⁶⁶⁶

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axayacatl 11 months ago

im still on hiatus i just had something on my mind

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expressionless 11 months ago

the second paragraph is exactly what I needed to hear, thank you.

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axayacatl

11 months ago

taking a break. my head desperately need one bc disillusionment is heavy + thank you everyone who recently supported the resin, i was able to get my scanner situation fixed and i couldnt have done it without your support

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goatcvlt 11 months ago

take care <3

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expressionless 11 months ago

enjoy your break !!

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axayacatl updated ꒰ა axayacatl ໒꒱ ⁶⁶⁶

11 months ago

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axayacatl

11 months ago

how to stop being a dangan ronpa kid (can't)

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axayacatl

11 months ago

acid had me being openly evil on the internet lol

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dragontalez 11 months ago

it be like that sometimes

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axayacatl updated ꒰ა axayacatl ໒꒱ ⁶⁶⁶

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axayacatl 11 months ago

i wrote this on a black tab of acid with white little stars and when you turned off the lights they lit up bright red

expressionless 11 months ago

i like the necklace c:

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expressionless 11 months ago

your writing is so grotesque in beauty, but I'm ngl I sometimes struggle to understand it because of how personal it is to you :`)

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axayacatl

11 months ago

FUCK IT curse of AXA !! ⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥⛧♥

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expressionless 11 months ago

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

axayacatl krystalspalace

11 months ago

i tell my friends that like cool art about your website

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humantooth 11 months ago

damn this is a horny ass site. good work.

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

that makes me so fkn happy ily axa i hope you have a wonderful day <3333

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axayacatl

11 months ago

i want to write about the router i made and chatgpt customizations ive been working on but also show my other tattoos but also want to write that decade of tarot thing but also want to go out today. what do you do when you live faster than you can type

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expressionless 11 months ago

you just live

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axayacatl

11 months ago

does the vampire knight fandom exist

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axayacatl

11 months ago

weird trauma response i have is claiming my spiritual experiences are fictional expressions after growing up in religion. it's not a fear of no one believing me as much as it is a fear of being banished by the world

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expressionless 11 months ago

do you have any advice for people who are growing up in those types of environments?

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@expressionless get in touch with your subconcious mind at all cost and experience raw reality. there will be many distractions along the way but keep persisting. *this* is the life you've been waiting for

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@expressionless also, meditate on the nature of occult vs cult vs culture. some information including your own experiences want to stay hidden because it's the nature of them. people cannot understand what they don't know, so abandon the desire to hold onto resentment. even at their worst everyone is trying their best. we're all just souls trying to survive

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expressionless 11 months ago

sorry for the late repllyy, I've been ruminating on what you've said for the past day and I think I've just gotten what you mean. I realised from what you said that forming compassion is so hard, but necessary in moving past the situation you face

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axayacatl updated ꒰ა axayacatl ໒꒱ ⁶⁶⁶

11 months ago

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axayacatl

11 months ago

i lost the usb for my scanner and cant afford a new one rn :((

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axayacatl 11 months ago

and i pulled the tower today, exciting things ahead

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axayacatl

11 months ago

websites are a lot like ARGs but the realities aren't scripted

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madesuki 11 months ago

Explaining the concept of real life: "It's like an ARG except it isn't alternate or a game."

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@madesuki i cant stop thinking about this this is so funny

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axayacatl updated ꒰ა axayacatl ໒꒱ ⁶⁶⁶

11 months ago

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krystalspalace 11 months ago

your diary entries never cease to gut me and give me a profound feeling of emotion, I cant quite decipher what emotion but it's definitely there

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axayacatl 11 months ago

@krystalspalace it's love

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expressionless 11 months ago

"Everyday I still struggle with what is instead of what could have been" killed me. I think the two go hand in hand: "what is" hurts so much because it isn't "what could have been" :(

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axayacatl

11 months ago

an angel put a curse on me in my dream. hope your day is going better than mine

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axayacatl

11 months ago

i am more than 2 weeks weed free!!

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bigmanjames 11 months ago

Great news to hear, keep up the good work man.

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