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I felt the same way as a teenager, legitimately. I don't know how many times I've said "I was born in the wrong time, place, and body". Seriously. It hasn't changed, even after raising two humans to (and after) that same age. So I don't have good news for you. But please know you're not alone and if ever need an anonymous and/or unbiased opinion or feedback, please don't hesitate to hit me up!
@paintkiller thank you for reaching out. I'm really glad that I am not alone and that someone has (or had) similar experiences to what I'm feeling or dealing with right now. (i also appreciate that you're open to feedback/talking etc)
Oof, I felt that!! My sister dyed it red, but turns out that, that thing can really make a whole murder scene sometimes!! (Also advise, maybe try to avoid going to the sea, it can make the colour... Not purple!!)
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Makes COMPLETE sense. On an aside, I will be uploading a new Paintkiller Podcast mix in the next day or so (tonight if I feel inspired) that is in the realms of vaporwave, experimental house, techno, ambient - all synth heavy/based - I recommend checking it out. If you're ever looking for recs on related music, I've been listening to electronic music for 30+ yrs - feel free to hit me up with what mood/style you like!
@paintkiller dude that's awesome! I'll check your podcast mix out whenever you post it! do you have any recommendations for vaporwave or dark synthwave (or just plain synthpop)? i love both mellow/slow and heavier music.
Nightwav is a good dark synthwave / synthpop / etc collective - here's a good compilation to get introduced. https://lazerdiscs.bandcamp.com/album/a-synthwave-compilation
Don't ever hesitate to hit me up for a rando rec, it's my fave thing to do :)
Just posted my new Podkiller Paintcast mix on my website: https://paintkiller.neocities.org/new/paintcast.html - it's the top one. They're all worth checking out tho. :)
"technology has improved too fast for our own good." - I think about this ALLLLLL the time and what a different world it would be if technology HADN"T done so. Keep your chin up. What you do, perceived as great or small or normal or not, matters.
@misswannabe my point is that I've never had it listed on my diagnosis list when taking IQ tests at school when working with the counselors/psychologist there
@misswannabe yeaaaaah i havent been listed as being autistic since i was like 3 or 4 i think
@misswannabe yeah lmao, it's basically the biggest mystery of my life right now
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