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tehuan
1 year ago
for sure! i get it :] feel free to rejoin if you'd like to at some point ! we'd love to have you back
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
what a powerful piece - there is something really cathartic about its quiet rage. as always, hope you are doing okay!
manyface
1 year ago
@ryo thank you so much!!! thank you for always reading and responding, you're awesome. and yeah i'm okay, i just have a lot of feelings!
manyface
1 year ago
ryo this is awesome. i have heard of the immortal jellyfish now! and this made me very sad, but i am happy you shared this with us!
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
@manyface ah, sorry about that! and thank you, I'm really glad y'all enjoyed it - I'm finding that writing about death helps me demystify it, almost. also - never not thinking about the immortal jellyfish!
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
this work feels very Lovecraftian, absolutely love the description of the entity and how suddenly it breaks the calm of the world of the first few lines. can't stop thinking about 'a god without eyes', I really like this piece!
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
I love this, it gives me this image of a tiny guy just floating off indefinitely. it's haunting and soothing at the same time!
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
absolutely love the vocabulary you used and the imagery you built with it, great piece!
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
first of all, thank you for your vulnerability - such a sweet and thoughtful piece! I especially like the line about making childhood memories as an adult, and 'I felt my youth'. beautiful work, hope you're okay!
chimeramanticore
1 year ago
@ryomakesthings thank you! i cant claim one good night fixed me lol but i think it refreshed me/put me on the right track. hoping things look up from here :]
caesthoffe
1 year ago
god that last line hits hard, and the yearning for the comfort of the past is so relatable. love this entry.
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
God, this made me cry. thank you for sharing with us, it's a beautiful, bittersweet piece. I relate to those inner contradictions and struggling with what they have to say about our essence. I hope you're alright!
manyface
1 year ago
thank you ryo, i'm okay! i write this kind of thing to exorcise it from my mind. i'm sorry it made you cry - i hope you're okay too! and thank you again. it was my dad's birthday on monday, and i wrote him a poem where i told him i love him without using those words. so he knows, at least.
chimeramanticore
1 year ago
this was awful to read in the best possible way. i cant say ive done anything quite as intense but i know those conflicted feelings and urges all too well. i hope everything is okay, or that things are getting easier
manyface
1 year ago
@chimeramanticore thank you for reading, and i'm sorry you relate - it's tough! everything is alright and things are much easier than they were 4 years ago! i really am glad that i can talk to him again...
tehuan
1 year ago
yeah of course! i totally understand. i hope you're able to return at some point :]
manyface
1 year ago
this is really good, i hope being in that place helps you feel more connected to your grandmother. please take care of yourself!
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
@manyface thank you! I am doing well now, just been very interested in reflecting on mortality lately x
ryomakesthings
1 year ago
I love how precise and visceral the descriptions of june 11th are, they make the poem feel very much live. I also adore june 17th, there is something almost brutal in how short it is and how much it leaves open to the viewer. great job!
8ballbice
1 year ago
thank u for reading ryo, it rlly warms my heart to hear ur perspectives! ;__; <3
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i really liked reading this!! thank you so much for sharing, it's very bittersweet!