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5 months ago

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5 months ago

i am working on my cs for non-cs people articles but my first topic was redblack trees which i now realize might have been ambitious

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projectc190 5 months ago

STILL DOING IT THO BTW

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projectc190 manulzone

5 months ago

your gallery is absolutely beautiful and i love the way you write too. the note on the gallery resonated with me a lot and your mini blog is so fun to read

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manulzone 5 months ago

Thanks so much for saying this! It means a lot. I do put a lot of thought or perhaps moreso gutfeel and reflection of and on such into what I put on here and how I phrase it, so it is nice to know it resonates.

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projectc190 5 months ago

of course! and yes, the thought and gutfeel you put into it absolutely shows through your work.

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manulzone 5 months ago

😸

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projectc190

5 months ago

need to stop doing random site update sidequests like an idiot and actually focus on the things i want to make..

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palmistshouse 5 months ago

“Going on side quests” is so real, I’m always doing 1 million things at once because I get distracted easily

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6 months ago

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projectc190

6 months ago

someone needs to examine the psychology behind getting the perfect grade you worked really hard for and immediately feeling empty

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angelogistics 6 months ago

this was probably a rhetorical question but something something basing your worth on a grade instead of pursuing knowledge or some other framework might be why it feels like nothing even after you've achieved the goal?

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projectc190 6 months ago

i dont think its that cut and dry and i also don't think the two are mutually exclusive

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angelogistics 6 months ago

oh yah fs, just thought it might be part of the problem- i've never really bought into grades so it's hard for me to relate to the sentiment also, sorry if it was callous! ^_^;7

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projectc190 6 months ago

oh okay lol, thanks for the input and no worries. personally i do love what i'm studying (why else would i learn more on my own time?) i just also highk got academic brainworms. its difficult sometimes to channel that passion when there's so much being imposed on you whether by urself or others (profs, family expectations)T_T

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letslearntogether 6 months ago

"Post-Achievement Depression" [*see also "Arrival Fallacy"]

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letslearntogether 6 months ago

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/understanding-health-behaviors/202405/post-achievement-depression-overcoming-the-slump https://imperfectspirituality.com/feeling-empty-after-accomplishment-unraveling-the-paradox/

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projectc190 updated project c190

6 months ago

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tsumugsfish 6 months ago

fit is incredibly fire

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juneish 6 months ago

are you selling that shirt

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projectc190 6 months ago

@tsumugsfish thanks LOL

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projectc190 6 months ago

@juneish absolutely not but u can get one for yourself at the computer history museum B)

projectc190 meowlecules

6 months ago

i had my site profile disabled for awhile so i wasnt even sure if my comments would show up but i love ur site and you seem cool : D keep being you.

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meowlecules 6 months ago

ahh thank you! that really means a lot <3

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projectc190

6 months ago

have been obsessively reading and revising book reviews for neocities lately instead of errhh locking in for end of semester

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projectc190 updated project c190

6 months ago

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projectc190

6 months ago

not to survey for interest in something i am going to do regardless but would anybody be interested in articles explaining semi-niche compsci concepts to people with no cs background?

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projectc190 6 months ago

and more importantly would anyone with little to no cs background like to proofread

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cheytopia 6 months ago

I volunteer! I know next to nothing but I am compsi-curious.

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projectc190 6 months ago

hell yeah! now..i dont think i will have one of my articles done soon, but, after finals in a few weeks..

cheytopia 6 months ago

Take your time :)

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sanguineroyal 6 months ago

i’d love them :)

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projectc190 updated project c190

7 months ago

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swiftred 7 months ago

Can relate to your latest entry (4/7)

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angelogistics 7 months ago

had similar struggles to your latest entry, got back into dance/ theater (lion dance) in college and it helped a lot! movement and activity comes in different forms, we all pick things up at different times in our lives :o) maybe go spin some pottery or grab flowers from a walk and press them in books or something <3 its all valid

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projectc190 birdwrongs

7 months ago

love your response to the anon linked at the end of your Serious Note! thank you for offering such clear and sobering perspectives

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projectc190 batqualia

7 months ago

out of the books you've read, do you have any recs?

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batqualia 7 months ago

hmm it;s a pretty random assortment to pull recs from but i always find myself coming back to stolen focus in conversation as a primer of social media and technology today. thats the sort of book that i see get excerpted in ppls substacks and thinkpieces esp as people at large are starting to get more critical of techs role in society and culture. but that might be a bit on-the-nose for an indie web denizen

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batqualia 7 months ago

other similar nonfiction pulls that stuck w/ me: the immortal life of henrietta lacks is a really powerful story ab biomedical science and scientific racism.. anyone familiar w/ HeLa cells or academia at all shoudl read it imo. four thousand weeks is Okay-- good self=help book for ppl cynical about self help/time management books

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batqualia 7 months ago

re; novels (sloppily including both auto-fiction and fiction here...) i really liked american bulk, bestiary, in the dream house, and wound. i found all of those to be really powerful in their own ways

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projectc190 7 months ago

@batqualia thats crazy bc i actually just finished reading stolen focus today. your other suggestions sound pretty interesting as well; i'll be sure to check them out if i can!

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sugarfantasies projectc190

7 months ago

ahh!! 你好!1 我也是中國人哈哈!! 我名字是潔誠 :p

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projectc190 7 months ago

嗨潔誠（这是繁体文吗？不好意思我没怎么学过），很高兴认识你：）我其实更认为自己是“华人”而不是“中国人”，但我知道你是什么意思。我看你的网站挺熟悉，好像在browse page曾经看到过哈哈

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projectc190 updated project c190

7 months ago

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dopestar projectc190

8 months ago

oi there, i really like your site! i know it's the smallest thing ever, but your random fact line on the about page is really amusing and i love that idea. awesome site!

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projectc190 8 months ago

i uuh.. i think that was supposed to be for me

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projectc190 8 months ago

anyways, i'm glad you like my site : D and if you like the random facts youre totally free to use that idea for your site as well

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toastydezii 8 months ago

AHH SO SORRY IT WAS SO SORRY 190!!!!!

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projectc190 8 months ago

no worries lol

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projectc190 dopestar

8 months ago

i love your site! neither quick nor brown is such a clever album name and the tunes are groovy too

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dopestar 8 months ago

omg tysm!! i'm still proud of the name to this day haha. glad you like the tunes! ♡

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projectc190 updated project c190

8 months ago

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badgraph1csghost 8 months ago

it seems like the entire world is treating science as a waste of money anymore. "more security, better army, big police forces, take the money from science, they're all a bunch of freeloaders anyway." it's really sad.

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projectc190 8 months ago

i think it's some sort of international ripple effect after trump got elected. it's crazy that if u say "science = woke and woke = bad" enough times people start believing it lmfao

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sanguineroyal 8 months ago

I'm so sorry-- I know what it's like to lose research opportunities for shitty bureaucratic reasons. I am holding your hand. There will always be another door that opens when one is slammed shut.

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letslearntogether 7 months ago

I hope it is resolved smoothly and you get to rest peacefully! Ethical and open science into fundamental human needs will always be priceless, but the ivory towers built by fleecing the tuition and research of their students will eventually fall...as will the government and corporate behemoths that they prop up...

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letslearntogether 7 months ago

...Oh gosh, tone is not conveyed well through text 😂...I do not say that last half with a devilish glint in my eye, lusting after their downfall. I say it with a genuine desire that they be peacefully transformed into something that enriches life for everyone.

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projectc190 7 months ago

thank you for the concern everyone :') i just updated ; the situation has since been resolved thankfully

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projectc190 updated project c190

8 months ago

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