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94673 2 months ago

dream that started fun and then turned into a fucked up nightmare near the end. what the hell

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94673 2 months ago

also i did NOT read pale fire because of reading my dark vanessa just before it. that was INCIDENTAL

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ashavedbear 2 months ago

I simply must know, how did you fare reading Kinbote's commentary?

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94673 2 months ago

@ashavedbear I thought it was SO funny. took me a bit to get through of course but I loved how he managed to turn everything back to his own story. It was really fun to read but I feel like in real life he'd probably be a pretty annoying person to talk to lol. kind of reminds me of how if you're really into something suddenly everything you see/listen to seems to have some relation to that thing

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94673 2 months ago

....which is also probably how, embarassingly, kinbote and shade kind of reminded me of liam and noel gallagher respectively, what with liam claiming all songs noel wrote were always about him, and all.

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ashavedbear 2 months ago

I wouldn't consider it embarrasing, or otherwise odd, humans are very referential, and pattern-seeking, by nature. When I was reading the commentaries I ended up skipping large swaths of the Zembla ramblings. I was very interested to read more on events and such surrounding the poem, and interested in Zembla as it relates to Kinbote - but not enough to read such an excessively intricate account. I don't think there's

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ashavedbear 2 months ago

... been another work where I've skipped such large sections. Which is interesting in contrast to the poem wherein I'd reread sections frequently.

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94673 2 months ago

hmmm I don't know, I think there's merit to the zembla bits especially if you read it as (and this is an option that might not be the most 'accepted' one but it is fun) being about being gay. the Charles from the Zembla bits is quite openly gay or at least into men, and near the end Kinbote tells Shade that he has a secret to tell him to which Shade replies he's pretty sure he already knows the secret. What if

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94673 2 months ago

... Shade thought that the secret Kinbote was going to tell him that he was gay? What if the Zembla story was indeed a fiction, but one Kinbote genuinely believed in, to soften the blow of his own homosexuality, something he found difficult to come to terms with? I don't know, I just think it's kind of compelling.

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ashavedbear 2 months ago

I could see that. Though, I skipped/skimmed the [later] Zembla sections because they were unavoidably, dreadfully, uninteresting to my sensibilities.

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ashavedbear 2 months ago

... Which is to say that my reason for skipping was not due to lack of merit, but of the way it was written.

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94673 2 months ago

yaya I get what you mean. I'm one of those people who feels like I "cheated" when I don't fully read a book I'm afraid >_< but it was fun in this case. And since my friend recommended it to me I really wanted to like it too, for his sake. so I'm glad I did :)

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ashavedbear 2 months ago

Indeed, that is much better justification to have read it than my own (it's referenced in Blade Runner 2049, which is how I learned of it at all). It felt like I was cheating at the time, but I was faced with either cheating or getting none of the parts that interested me. I should probably give it a proper reading eventually

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3 months ago

how did you make that "grid" with the numbers in the center of the 'diary' page on your website?

94673 3 months ago

It’s not a grid, it’s just a centered bit of text with [br]s in between the lines? Unless I’m missing something… just feel free to look in inspect element or something

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memora-bilia 3 months ago

my brain was blanking out which is why i described it as a grid, so sorry lmfao. thank you though!!

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4 months ago

considering porting all my ocs over from toyhou.se to my website

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hardmachine 4 months ago

I like TH's format but it's good to not have all your eggs in one basket.

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94673 4 months ago

@hardmachine this was pretty much what I was thinking yeah, I really enjoy toyhouse and how easy it is to make OC profiles and whatnot, but I also know that their rules are kind of vague when it comes to censorship and stuff so idk that worries me a tad... cuz like all it takes is 1 person on their team with a vendetta against you (the colloquial "you", that is) to get your account deleted... idk

netbunny 4 months ago

i would do it. theres no harm in it, and it might save you some heartache in the future if TH decides to go nuclear

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94673 4 months ago

yeah ur right. ok i think ill just start on it gradually. cant wait to introduce every1 to jeff the catgirl..

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94673 4 months ago

two new dreams: leftist infighting x-men and The Wrist Kiss

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94673 4 months ago

=_=

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94673 4 months ago

two of these recipes are just two different ways to eat chicken with yoghurt #yoghurtlife

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maggnet 4 months ago

Any way to make a difference in your meal the next day if all you have is chicken and/or yogurt helps keep things fresh.

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94673 4 months ago

I’ve been trying to get into yoghurt. I feel like it’s underrated…

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meandmygun 4 months ago

I appreciate the “Candle lit for every user who has ever been harrassed into deleting their account or website”, almost happened to me! People can be hateful.

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94673 4 months ago

@meandmygun ahh yeah it's awful. happened once with a really nice/cool mutual of mine on here :(

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5 months ago

I love 94673

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meandmygun 5 months ago

real

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