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axayacatl

3 months ago

finally, silence.

axayacatl 3 months ago

there is a lot of piano music on my mp3 player. been playing a lot of classical guitar. metal and classical are the same thing to my mind, even though i know that's not true. both genres are about mindful steps to me. both take an advanced understanding of momentum and scales as well

axayacatl

3 months ago

i do not like box organizers or labels. i do like when my luggage is grouped by subject. i don't like living with a high quanity of things, just extremely high quality to my own perception and tastes

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axayacatl

3 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/votality you are much smarter than your abuser universally. it's true.

axayacatl 3 months ago

i am clearly esoteric demonic cupid to you all

axayacatl 3 months ago

fact about abusers: they have no autobiographical imagination

axayacatl

3 months ago

i figured out why piled up garbage happens in my room. i recognize clusters as things as cleaning. my mind is always in observation mode, i can't just start cleaning i have to change position regularly clean. for myself and my mind it should take days to clean my room

axayacatl

3 months ago

the chord transition from the prechorus to the first verse in dhmis3 is the entire reason i became a noise musician and i felt so scared because i was doing classical composition study amongst coke users

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axayacatl 3 months ago

the arpegiators on the harp plucks say "you are in trouble" over and over

axayacatl

3 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/psychology this isn't confessionary its confectionary. the drama is getting stale

axayacatl

3 months ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IDwbHeR0UYc this is one of my favorite songs as a child alongside everything by IIRIS

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axayacatl

3 months ago

i am obsessed with camera. buy new camera

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axayacatl 3 months ago

it's for movies now

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axayacatl updated their site.

3 months ago

realms/votality

realms

realms/psychology

index

realms/desire

poetry

terminal

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axayacatl

3 months ago

others seem to hate nonmonogamous feminine women for no reason. i remember this influencer drama where the girl clearly found herself but her audience wanted her to fit into this "sweetheart" image and it was disturbing because they took sex away from her metaphysically

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axayacatl 3 months ago

i was interested in her audience not wanting to grow up with her and the fact she still says that as a tagline. this happens a lot now. offline too. people become overtly sexual in their creative performance and people that used to know them become afraid. that is scary, that woman is not. and she ended up apologizing and staying the same anyway. i thought it was cool but it wasn't it meant to be

axayacatl 3 months ago

there's no singular nonmonogamous lifestyle. it's very immature

axayacatl

3 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/perfume i'm so curious about how things come to be

axayacatl

3 months ago

i built a private library for myself because i hate the vertical scrolling on pdf readers, mine is horizontal and it hosts my own files. it has mobile support as well! i love how it came to be https://axayacatl.neocities.org/images/sc9904.jpg

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axayacatl

3 months ago

izumi suzuki is a writer i've always wanted to get into, but just never can find myself in her books. she inspires me as a sci fi artist so much because of her modeling, not so much the stories even though i know they're genius. it is so frustrating. the dystopian posing is beautiful

axayacatl

3 months ago

i read my first pre-emptive historiography and it was considered an "essayistic polemic". it was about the refusal of the "false" neutrality of Google, which i don't think is true. it was overwritten for an argumentative prose, it's a visually interesting format for describing infrastructure but it wasn't my thing. the Google conversation has flatlined long ago

axayacatl

3 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/realms/nation feminity. feminity! eclipse of the sun

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axayacatl

3 months ago

"chibi art" interest me. i like more renditions of chibi in the arts. i enjoy my "chibis", as in my interpretation as BJD inspired beings compared to realistic anatomy. quantifying how to make your art cuter is interesting, like making yourself as an emoji

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axayacatl 3 months ago

this is made me realize i'm over "art style", who really cares? in the meaning of which i'm always changing i'd rather tune in to what naturally stays the same. my art style has been limiting me. no more chibi. the homepage is great and it's different than anything i've ever drawn

axayacatl updated their site.

3 months ago

realms/perfume

poetry

realms/nation

realms

realms/memory

terminal

axayacatl

3 months ago

https://axayacatl.neocities.org/images/2026-04-08desktop.png i have changed my desktop layout!

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axayacatl

3 months ago

i have returned https://axayacatl.neocities.org/images/sc26.jpg have made my own mp3 player so i can watch my favorite videos without actually being on youtube. no distractions, just videos i love and enjoy.

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axayacatl 3 months ago

i got it to work on mobile as well!

axayacatl

3 months ago

i've returned to this overhaul of my entire desktop because i take cyber wellness seriously. i finally understand. if your computer doesn't align with you, as in the software, it's going to throw you off the entire day. i uninstalled the notepad because it is keeping me from my physical journal entries for my personal experiences and microsoft edge is distracting me from painting

axayacatl 3 months ago

the way it organizes and presents information isn't working for me. i rather have something that is displays information, not track it according to current activity. i am a multitasker

axayacatl 3 months ago

i'm also exploring things like art softwares and other things because i think everything about technology should be tailored to me and there's universal UX really

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