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Omg! Thank you for following :] your page is such a huge inspiration for me

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wiredphantom 1 year ago

You aren't alone, and you aren't worthless.......you're someone who matters, who deserves kindness and understanding.

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velvetblue 1 year ago

thank you so much, that really means a lot to me <3

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ancientcrypt velvetblue

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Thank you for the follow! Deeply honored.

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niicespiice 1 year ago

because you said you were running out of things to put in your diary, couldn't you write about things you DO like? even if there's not many things you like, it's at least something interesting to write about

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cherrylotus 1 year ago

"there are so many different ways to write about just one feeling, or experience, and none of those ways feel adequate enough". i think that's such a beautiful way to describe your relationship with poetry ˊᗜˋ i love everything you published this update, especially "Breathless".

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velvetblue 1 year ago

yeah, now that i think on it a little more, i think the inadequacy of words is what makes writing beautiful, too. maybe its not such a bad thing after all ^^ glad you enjoyed the poetry for this update btw, breathless was so fun to write, i'm happy you really like that one <3

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wiredphantom 1 year ago

I love this wine poem 🥹... It feels like I’m right there in the moment.....💗💞

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velvetblue 1 year ago

thank you <3

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niicespiice 1 year ago

you really got to that feeling when it comes to making a script for a video essay, or debating someone. no matter what i say, i'll never get the true feeling out. words aren't enough. lyrics are almost enough - that's it.

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jamieos 1 year ago

Words are a very complicated thing, you can never fully relay everything you mean no matter how many words you use. While its more about the concept of relaying memory, im reminded of this exchange in Metal Gear Solid 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdiDL19JWAI . Its one of my favorite moments from the series.

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Ooo, lovely site! I love the consistent style and color palette and it just looks great, nice work! :)

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cherrylotus 1 year ago

i wish i could hug you, blue. i don't know if this is weird to ask, but do you have access to therapy? i'm trying to start going now before i ruin myself over similar experiences. it's like you said in "Glaciers" — life doesn't slow down for us, but we choose how we respond to it, and that's how we grow.

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velvetblue 1 year ago

ive thought about therapy a lot, but im still not sure if im ready to speak that intimately about my problems to someone irl like that. its just really tense, i guess. but, if im ever ready for it, ill try to give it a chance. thank you for the kind words as always, it means a lot to me <3

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jamieos 1 year ago

I relate a lot to so much of this and the last entry as im going through very similar things. It's been comforting to know that I'm not the only one feeling similarly. And if anything, I hope maybe you can feel a little comfort not feeling alone too.

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leanworld 1 year ago

this shit is art

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wiredphantom 1 year ago

I felt so moved while reading your poem.........it’s truly touching.

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velvetblue 1 year ago

@wiredphantom thank you, im happy to know it resonated with you <3

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niicespiice 1 year ago

“part of me truly does hate people who are optimistic.” SAME

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niicespiice 1 year ago

like im fake optimistic because i dont want to see other people complain about nothing. but in my heart im super negative and a bit spiteful actually

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wiredphantom 1 year ago

now i feel like you are me and i am you .........i am feeling the same way in my college nowdays..........

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velvetblue 1 year ago

its nice to know im not alone in these feelings at least. thank you both <3

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cherrylotus 1 year ago

"Glaciers" was a beautiful read. could i ask what inspired that piece? i kind of interpreted it as life always moving, whether you want it to or not. you don't know where it'll take you, but you'll be forced to change along the way—like water to ice. And it's scary at first, but your growth leads you to something beautiful.

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velvetblue 1 year ago

thats basically what its about actually!! ^^ it's meant to sound like someone having a realization that the pain they've endured helped them grow into who they are now, a beautiful person. the main inspirations were both my own personal experience, and a song named 'trial' by the pillows. it has a very winter-y tone to it, and the lyrics cover some pretty similar topics. im glad you enjoyed this one <3

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cherrylotus 1 year ago

also, you're definitely not alone with your recent journal entry. it gets better though, and i really mean that ♡ also, my first impression of you was that you were a very genuine person, and i'm sure others see that too when they're around you.

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cherrylotus 1 year ago

@blue sorry, i just take forever to think and type ToT i love that there's so much of your own experiences put into it though—that makes it much more beautiful. i've been meaning to find more jrock bands too, so that song was a nice surprise :) have a good day blue !!

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velvetblue 1 year ago

hope you have a good day too! and thank you for the kind words as always <3

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