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wraithcastle 7 months ago

you are a very powerful writer and im glad you got out

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letslearntogether 7 months ago

I'll say it again: You're NOT crazy. You've simply lived in crazy circumstances...Sometimes we have to leave it all behind to finally be free. I am genuinely happy that you are somewhere safe now, and that you had the presence of awareness to smash stuff rather than beat one or both of them to death. May any wounds, both visible and invisible, be healed 🙏🕊️

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proletarian-library 7 months ago

damn yeah actually very relatable. cheers to getting out

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krystalspalace 7 months ago

im so sorry you had to go through all of that but so incredibly proud of you for coming out the other side alive. Sending all the positive vibes and love I can muster your way <3

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axayacatl

8 months ago

hazbin hotel is my veggie tales

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onlytrichromatic 8 months ago

I am so with you on this

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letslearntogether 8 months ago

Indeed, we cannot allow just anything in. For example, to see hatred and violence as "justified" is to open up oneself to being treated with the same. It is not that such things are "impure" (a value judgement), but that they are, ultimately, self-destructive (a consequence).

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axayacatl

8 months ago

evil girl diary

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axayacatl 8 months ago

diary in which the contents written in it are evil girl mind

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axayacatl

8 months ago

sorry i didnt finish the diary entry as quick as id like smth came up nothing esoteric they were playing party in the usa at the park

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krystalspalace 8 months ago

party? in the usa??? hell yeah

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axayacatl 8 months ago

that song is hardcore as fuck

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axayacatl 8 months ago

i have dad lore

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axayacatl

8 months ago

my next diary entry is one of my favorites but its gonna take me a few days bc its intense i just wanted to say sometimes you guys will email me about being interested in demonaltry u are free to do what u want to do but baby not every spirit is the same temperment and personality there is no binary good and evil on that side but these things will try to kill you sometimes ive always known that

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axayacatl 8 months ago

i finally got to experience that wisdom for myself and im thankful and my love is free but do not do not do not do not summon anything if you arent prepared to die i didnt have the words for that until now ty

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axayacatl 8 months ago

it's been irresponsible of me to write about what i do without that disclaimer first and im sorry

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axayacatl

8 months ago

its funny that the seemingly mindless choices you make lead up to the most beautiful monstrous things

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axayacatl

8 months ago

taking another little break i think im changing my living situation

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letslearntogether 8 months ago

I hope all is well 🙏 Be safe.

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axayacatl 8 months ago

its good change! im ok

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axayacatl neogaucho

8 months ago

this is cool

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neogaucho 8 months ago

thank you!

axayacatl

8 months ago

nom nom nom

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axayacatl 8 months ago

i wanna play royal high sb rn

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axayacatl 8 months ago

WAIT WOULD U GUYS PLAY ROBLOX WITH ME

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fallenfleurs 8 months ago

WAIT YOU PLAY ROBLOX TOO??? -eyes-

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krystalspalace 8 months ago

omg roblox with axa sounds so fun

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axayacatl

8 months ago

what do you guys do when people ask for your social media it usually doesnt go anywhere for me bc my site isn't mobile friendly but the thought of that scares me because what if they don't get my metal esoteric menhera coded vibes

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axayacatl 8 months ago

what if they think i'm larping

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krystalspalace 8 months ago

that is so real, I need to find a way to make my site mobile friendly

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axayacatl 8 months ago

im gonna go back to m original plan of making separate css files for mobile, add me on discord and i'll send you the js for it when i get to it

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krystalspalace 8 months ago

omg site is kinda mobile friendly I sent how I did it in goatcvlts server and pinged u lmao it kinda works but its better than nothing at this point lmao

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onlytrichromatic 8 months ago

I don't know how to say this is a more eloquent way but my mindset is basically just "idc" lol... (I'm not trying to be dismissive!! That's just my own mindset and it is not for everyone!!)

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axayacatl 8 months ago

@onlytrichromatic thats the right mindset for most things lol

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fallenfleurs 8 months ago

Now I mainly send them to either my site, or give them my email {not really a social media but its a way to contact me aside matrix, XMPP, or discord}. Other than that i'm still on tumblr and the rest is just forums i'm on. Most times i just give my email/im i guess?

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axayacatl

8 months ago

i wrote a new diary entry its a love letter to survival. i'll add some kind of image later, my creative flow is kind of all over the place rn and i'm just going with it

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axayacatl 8 months ago

collage!

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axayacatl 8 months ago

javascript ...................................... javascript

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axayacatl

8 months ago

i consume kawaii so i am kawaii

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axayacatl

8 months ago

i love blogging

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letslearntogether 8 months ago

Thought-provoking and nuanced writing as always Axa. As is my custom, I had written a bunch of comments exploring various aspects of what you wrote, but then I was personally reminded of some things (trigger warning): https://purelyconstructive.neocities.org/healing.pdf 💜

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axayacatl 8 months ago

@letslearntogether this is a very relevant document to me right now, thank u. i appreciate your responses as always

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