This is just my advice to you......if someone has truly changed, forgive them. And if you want to move forward, try to forget too, because holding on will only keep you stuck. Forgiveness brings peace ......I say this from my own experience. Nothing good ever comes from clinging to bad memories or thoughts of revenge. By the way, what’s your MBTI?

thank you for the advice, the understanding, and the support. it really does mean a lot to me. <3 my MBTI is apparently INFP, i never did the test until now, so im not quite sure what it means, but i hope its good lol

thank you for sharing. ive been handling similar feelings of grief lately, and writing about what happened has been really validating when the people involved decide to ignore their uncomfortable history. ive been trying and failing to come to terms with my reality as it is now, knowing that i want to make space for the repressed past and for a future only limited by my abilities. havent figured it out yet

Take care of yourself. :)

I wish for a speedy recovery. ^^ I understand those feelings too. You are not alone.

may your wings unfurl soon <3

oh my god i agree with you so much on this summer being terribel

I get the feeling of being conscious of having a stagnant site :( Just know that I and many others read your entires and find solace and relatability in it. I don’t think that it’s a waste of time!

thank you, i really do appreciate the understanding <3

i'm glad to see you around. i understand the frustration of feeling stuck. sending affection your way.

Yep. I love your site. This is what the internet is for, imo.