Is there a meaning to the name Alexandria?- it just reminds me of the library of Alexandria.

it's a reference to alexandria's genesis, a fake genetic mutation that spread as a hoax around the 2010s. its both the poem's namesake, and its main inspiration <3

i feel like i'm moreso reading to hear my unspoken thoughts be vocalised by someone else, rather than watch you crash and burn, but i can't speak for the other people

Love will find you 💘💗

I relate a lot to today’s diary entry. Rooting for you always

Is basorexia and disinhibition supposed to tell a story, with the refrences to a knight?

yes actually!! thanks for noticing <3

I kinda appreciate you for expressing yourself the way I can’t. What you wrote in that diary.......harsh as it is...... I feel that too.

thank you. it really feels comforting knowing i'm not the only person who feels this. <3

honestly i do feel like you're writing about relatively deep things already so....... eh

Writing about your dreams is definitely a cool thing.

if its just gonna be 3 pages updated all the time then just make sure it's the best 3 pages you can come up with, i suppose. like uhhhhhhhhh make it fancier somehow. -pro message right there. but ultimately, outside of the "indie web revival" scene i doubt everyone just cares about fancy css stuff. personally i'd care more if the contents are good. just make the 3 page unboring if u can

maybe the feeling you're experiencing is leaving a chapter of harvesting and entering a chapter of planting? stepping out into the world in sponge-mode and seeing what sticks. asking yourself why certain things resonate and others don't. mostly i'd say try to embrace whatever vibrations you're moving through and give yourself grace. no need to rush any place in particular!

really liked the poems, specially ravine. it's a beautiful yet sad image you've woven.

is heaven's ladder a meta-commentary on the current state of your writing? that is my perception right now

yes actually!! it goes over a lot of topics, but one of the main points about it is my own writing. i wanted it to be a bit of a reminder for myself, as to what i want my writing to be, and how i've approached my writing in the past <3