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~ Memories of You ~
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400k views happened. thanks i guess. doing the usual q&a thing, ask me questions or something <3
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anamonator
2 months ago
How long did it take to make your website and where can I go to to make a site like yours?
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niicespiice
2 months ago
do you normally spend a lot of time on your poetry, hours and hours, editing it, thinking about themes and rhythme and deep meanings and whatnot... or do you kinda just write stuff that comes into your mind
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littlewren
2 months ago
Do you have a funny memory? Which animal do you think it's the cutest? Do you have a type of food you won't ever eat?
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theclocktower
1 month ago
How did you come up with the specific aesthetic - ie: colours, what type of borders to use for things, why the images are edited the way that they are, etc?
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do u listen to sloppy jane? u seem like u would really fw haley dahl
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velvetblue
2 months ago
i've actually never heard of them until now but after hearing a few songs off madison, i definitely plan to check out more of their discography!! thank you for the recommendation <3
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blackmagegaming
2 months ago
Man, this diary entry hit me really hard. Self-loathing is a bitch, and I struggle to overcome it on a daily basis, to the point where I get no work done, which leads to an endless downward spiral of hate and anger. I do my best to not lash out at others, but it comes across as me bottling up these feelings.
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theclocktower
2 months ago
I don't really suffer from self-loathing myself but I can relate to the idea of being worried that everything will come crashing down soon. I know nothing about mental health so I can't really help much, but I hope things improve for you. Sorry that I'm pretty useless.
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hi your site is super cool! and super blue!! it burns my eyes but in like, a good way. and i love the persona 3 theme! pretty much everything about it is a treat to my eyes
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Hope you're doing good
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rotbrain
2 months ago
The constant pressure to have to perform "sociability" is easily the thing that scrapes away the most at my sanity in my day-to-day, abstract and indirect cruelty. Glad you are able to find consistent reprieve at night, away from the judgement of others.
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rotbrain
2 months ago
By the way, I'm fairly certain the site-closing scripts only change the index, I usually just bypass them by just appending "/about" to the url, lol.
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wiredphantom
2 months ago
I read your diary, and I just want you to know that Iโm here. Youโre not alone.
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niicespiice
3 months ago
"i have this really tense fear of being misunderstood, but at the same time, i dont want anyone to understand me." NOOOO NOT THE RELATABLE CONTRADICTIONS AGAIN STOP IT STOP IT UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHH UAO OODNU ONUONU DONAPOUN I think it's probalby a sense of vunerability or something. Personally I want to be understood, but like... Not by NORMIES or whatever. I want a clone, is what I'm sayuing I think. Hmm.
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wiredphantom
2 months ago
They clearly knew your birthday was the perfect occasion. What better gift than an entire game dropping just for you?
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yeah i feel like i haven't changed since i was 12 ๐ญ but tbf i am younger than you
^ this is why it makes me mad when people insult 12-year-olds, because i basically am one still somehow ๐ฅด
Ageing is a chance to get closer to wisdom, to experience life and observing how the world is immense. We are so small and so lost at the beginning, then you will find your way. Enjoy your time here, happy birthday Blue.
Happy birthday! I definitely understand the feeling of loosing teenage years slipping awayโฆ 19 is such a purgatory age
Happy birthday, Blue. 19 was such a complicated time in my life, so I feel you! For someone more far in the road in terms of years, it will get better, I promise.
i remember being so lost at the same age. fumbeling through schools and crappy jobs, not wanting to exist. it took time but i found a place to call home, people to call friends. it's hard, but i know you'll get there, too. happy birthday blue
Happy bday :) I can relate, and I'm quite a bit older.
happy birthday blue. i hope you will find as you get older, you'll have more autonomy, control, and agency in your life, and it will grant you peace and resilience. i will pray for courage and any wisdom you need to find you, and for much hope. i will also pray for your good health. congratulations, and i am very proud of you for making it so far.
Happy Birthday, Blue! The Q&A about the specific aesthetic is interesting to me. <3
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!! (I am also afraid of turning 20โฆ)