rotbrain
8 months ago
The constant pressure to have to perform "sociability" is easily the thing that scrapes away the most at my sanity in my day-to-day, abstract and indirect cruelty. Glad you are able to find consistent reprieve at night, away from the judgement of others.
rotbrain
8 months ago
By the way, I'm fairly certain the site-closing scripts only change the index, I usually just bypass them by just appending "/about" to the url, lol.
wiredphantom
8 months ago
I read your diary, and I just want you to know that Iโm here. Youโre not alone.
niicespiice
8 months ago
"i have this really tense fear of being misunderstood, but at the same time, i dont want anyone to understand me." NOOOO NOT THE RELATABLE CONTRADICTIONS AGAIN STOP IT STOP IT UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHHH UAO OODNU ONUONU DONAPOUN I think it's probalby a sense of vunerability or something. Personally I want to be understood, but like... Not by NORMIES or whatever. I want a clone, is what I'm sayuing I think. Hmm.
wiredphantom
8 months ago
They clearly knew your birthday was the perfect occasion. What better gift than an entire game dropping just for you?
wiredphantom
8 months ago
I'm not some exotic fantasy You won't remember my face. I love these lines ๐ซ
wiredphantom
9 months ago
You aren't alone, and you aren't worthless.......you're someone who matters, who deserves kindness and understanding.
i'm doing well, thank you <3