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expressionless
10 months ago
2 new journal entries, changed the folders layout so lmk if anything no longer works
blame1984
11 months ago
I've learned that the only way you can really know what gives you purpose is by doing things and observing what fits you right. I had intense thoughts past year about how pointless whatever it is I was doing was and how others had a much more meaningful life. I don't quite know what causes it but jealousy is probably a big factor (for me atleast).
blame1984
11 months ago
Feeling hopelessness, that you're just doomed to have a meaningless, under fulfilling life. But since then, I've been excited about a lot of things that are to come and I don't feel that way anymore, the hopelessness. Now I'm optimistic about my life and am trying to figure things out and see what brings me meaning and happiness. Wishing the best for you <3
expressionless
11 months ago
@blame you didnt get carried away, dw!! yap away king:) I think you're right, I often adopt the native american view that we have no purpose and we are free to enjoy life as we see fit.
axayacatl
11 months ago
i was in a similar position in my last breakup but now im at a point where i prefer being single over being in a relationship. hang in there! good times will come
blame1984
11 months ago
This entry was relatable. There are times when I type out blocks of text in my diary and then erase it completely.
expressionless
11 months ago
@blame1984 I try not to, cuz I just think how interesting those thoughts you try to hide would be for your future self. But, when I publish them, I do sift them out if I find them too cringy so
blame1984
11 months ago
It is your journal so it is upto you what and how much you want to put in. In my case, I'm interested in reading whatever it is you write, it's interesting to read about the experiences that people share. Just be careful since you are posting everything to the internet. (There was a typo in my last comment so I had to delete it and post again to save myself the shame)
expressionless
11 months ago
rambling is the whole point, so dww!! I found that starting to post my diary online has been so helpful, I used to write maybe once or twice a month, but since I started this it's an almost daily thing
expressionless
11 months ago
hii, aforest is a project of mine! ty for the support and honestly I think the feeling goes both ways, I feel your poems are a lot more abstract than mine and I strive to have your creative vision <3
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When you realise life is actually going good
@blame1984 its the best feeling but I miss the daily journal entries