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holeinmyheart updated holeinmyheart

3 years ago

holeinmyheart

blog/mathman/mathman_day0.html

blog/postlist.html

blog/mathman/mathman_intro.html

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didntask 3 years ago

P.S.

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koshka 3 years ago

Simply incredible!!! Read it multiple times and loved it all the way through each time! Wrote up some more detailed notes here: https://koshka.love/holeinmyheart2.txt

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holeinmyheart 3 years ago

@koshka ty, i love reading your comments! will get those errors fixed in a bit

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torlowell updated Tor Lowell, Bitter Tea Hymnal

3 years ago

Tor Lowell, Bitter Tea Hymnal

beebfreeb updated BeebFreeb!

3 years ago

ollys-site updated Index

3 years ago

Index

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koshka

3 years ago

Very sick of my feed being clogged by idiots following dozens of other people at once in an attempt to get more attention to their site.

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koshka 3 years ago

Would be nice if Neocities at least included an option to filter out that nonsense.

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fragmentandreflect 3 years ago

i suppose all things nerdy and underground eventually become soiled by superficial attention seeking muggles at some point :( i just ended up unfollowing anyone that does that

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chronicles 3 years ago

Ha. I remember those days, wouldn’t be surprised if you could dig up a message of me asking for site building tips on your feed!

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bmh 3 years ago

I'm pretty sure I did this when I was new here... but then I didn't have too many people following me in return to all get spammed with that nonsense :D

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koshka 3 years ago

@fragmentandreflect, that's a very sad, universal truth. Normiefication is a social entropy that causes everything that is good to be decayed. It's for this reason that I will never stop defending the practice of gatekeeping. There are far too many NORPs/NPCs/muggles that have no real interests or passions and just want to superficially latch on to anything interesting and drink it dry like a leech.

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fragmentandreflect 3 years ago

For pretty much my entire life i've been mocked and ostrasized for clothes, music, ideas that the same people will a few years later be totally into because it's suddenly trendy. Maybe that's just the way it works when you're an individual. Maybe it's because we spend time tapping into the collective pool of human creativity and discover aspects of the collective unconscious before they become conscious idk??

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fragmentandreflect 3 years ago

ideally as humans evolve peopel will be more comfortable following there own inner guidance and moral compass, but we're evolving out of thousands or some might say millions of years of group dynamics that were necessary for survival in nature..

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koshka 3 years ago

That's definitely happened with nerd culture! People used to be made fun of for being introverted too, and now obvious extroverts are claiming to be introverted. Even autism is now being appropriated by some people now that the stereotype is moving beyond "classical" autism. In my experience, most (not all) neurotypicals are just herd animals that just want to fit in and be accepted by the majority of other people,

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koshka 3 years ago

and don't care how hypocritical or immoral they have to be in order to do so. Some of them are genuinely shocked when they encounter someone who doesn't care about fitting in. I honestly wonder if autism/non-conformity is an evolutionary mechanism designed to make sure that even if the entire rest of the herd collectively commits suicide due to stupidity, a few people will remain to rebuild afterward...

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fragmentandreflect 3 years ago

Sadly it often ends up being the sensitive weirdos taking their own lives and the tenacious dick weeds keep thriving. I'm hopeful of things shifting in the coming years and maybe I'll get to see Elon musk and others put on trial for crimes against humanity

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fragmentandreflect 3 years ago

I'm not down to see them executed, just forced to grow vegetables on a sinking island and learn how to be compassionate to themselves and others

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koshka 3 years ago

The sad truth is that humans are, at their core, apes that can use tools. Our brains haven't had time to evolve since the days when rape and murder were considered socially acceptable. It's possible for us to overcome this, but far too few people care to make the effort to do so. Thus, sadly, sensitivity and empathy are generally not traits that help a person pass on their genes.

fragmentandreflect 3 years ago

:(

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nohappynonsense

3 years ago

site's gonna look a little wonky for a week or two

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shadowthehedgehog updated Dreamz Realm

3 years ago

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pseudepigraph

3 years ago

kinda feeling tired of the gregorian calendar ngl...

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pseudepigraph 3 years ago

sort of bad timing because just today i started redoing my gallery pages and they are now sorted by years and works are dated to the month but it's fine. it's fine

ayerisbubble updated AyerisBubble

3 years ago

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koshka holeinmyheart

3 years ago

I put together a few notes on the first part of your wonderful creepypasta: https://koshka.love/holeinmyheart1.txt Belated happy birthday (again) to your awesome site, my friend!!

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holeinmyheart 3 years ago

OMG TY TY! so fun to see what people liked! ty for the feedback, i'll fix the mistakes & upload the next part in a bit.

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holeinmyheart 3 years ago

& yea the title drops were intentional ;D

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94673 updated 94673

3 years ago