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swiftred
1 year ago
Thank you for the kind words and the follow!! It means a lot to me. I've written myself a note to come view your entries soon. <3
swiftred
1 year ago
New muse entry up. Been exclusively listening to Kendrick Lamar, SZA, and Doechii.
swiftred
1 year ago
RAHHHH, we are so back. In all of its red glory. Thank you to bulltown for making me a button! I've attached it to the websites (current main) page. Also, I found something interesting... planted it in my links...
bulltown
1 year ago
i'm tickled to see ya back and thank you so much for adding me to your mutuals! - doing the same shortly.
bearlythere
1 year ago
thank you swiftred!! it means a lot to get a writing compliment from you. i just showed my partner "outrun your dad" and she loved it.
phi1l1y
1 year ago
I can't thank you enough for the tender words swiftred, genuinely. And that compliment is not weird at all; if anything, it's one of the best I could receive. I hand-wring often over being too open whilst simultaneously not knowing what it takes to be 'too' . Please, only ever visit if you desire to . Like you, you hold your own nook in my heart and mind anyway : ) Forever may you be well!
swiftred
1 year ago
New blog post up as well as a poem-like-thing. Got fanfiction on the mind, but I'm touching on the act of creating, disability, and the fear of my own mortality. Excited about this one just by virtue of sharing my thoughts, feelings, and passion. I hope everyone is doing well, as always :)
swiftred
1 year ago
Hello, lovely people. I was reminded of the website I left behind for some time, and I found I missed it. Sometimes I struggle being "perceived" on the internet via my work (writing, art, etc.) that happens to be so personal, despite wanting connection. I was reading through my old blog posts– the distance and perspective helps– and I still really connect with them and want them to be seen.
swiftred
1 year ago
I'm driven by the whims of my raging ADHD so I can't promise a blog post is coming soon, but I find myself thinking up a chaotic script of vaguely connected thoughts. My blog post on discarding things is especially apt right now, being driven by intense hyperfocuses (this website was one big hyperfocus), and I may just expound on that.
swiftred
1 year ago
So, in simple words, my blog page is back up! I'll have to parse through the rest of the site and decide what I want to re-release.
swiftred
1 year ago
I'm also overwhelmed and gracious looking back at the interactions I've had with everyone here. So many beautiful, kind, and expressive souls. I'm very hard on myself, but I do feel a sadness when I abandon (even if only temporary) beautiful, creative pursuits such as this.
phi1l1y
1 year ago
swiftred, you're one of the sites I occasionally check on while I struggle along with re-working my own pages. Your words and forms of expression have always stuck with me, and I even saved the snippet of text you wrote about my site... months? A year? ago because it helped remind me that maybe what I do means something. I really hope you can feel the same about this site , regardless of what happens. With much love.
swiftred
1 year ago
Oh, @phi1l1y, I cannot express to you in words how much what you've said means to me, but I still want to try. I don't quite remember our first interaction, but I remember how it made me feel. I've only felt warmth when interacting with you. Thank you for all the heartfelt things you've ever said to me.
swiftred
1 year ago
@phi1l1y And thank you for telling me that you visit. If I can venture to overshare, I often feel invisible, so there being a sign, however small, that I exist in someone else's mind free from my influence? That's everything to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you! You hold a special place in my heart
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i really love your use of repetition !! and your writing voice has so much weight behind it it made reading this really interesting (i was gonna say enjoyable but given the subject i don't think it would've come out right :'))
Thank you so much!!