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audreywasadiver updated aUDreY*s website

9 months ago

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maxcrunch updated The Monthly Crunch

9 months ago

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emilynhoward 9 months ago

fwiw, I enjoyed the format of this post even though it wasn't what you were intending. I also had an intense January for different personal reasons but same world events reasons as you. I am glad my words were a help. And I'm excited about zine therapy! I may do one. :)

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mordecaialba 9 months ago

zuck wazowski...i really loved this journal and i appreciate your openness and vulnerability. i've been having a lot of the same struggles and it's nice to know i'm not so alone

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maxcrunch 9 months ago

Thanks for the good feedback! I had intended it to be a month in review like "here's what I did" but it ended up being "here's what I thought about" and I can see how that is more relatable! I'll keep that in mind for future posts too. :)

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averageshrimp updated averageshrimp

9 months ago

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pumpkin-ninja updated Journal of a ghost

9 months ago

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pumpkin-ninja 9 months ago

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pumpkin-ninja 9 months ago

Also using 81.4% (813.73 MB) of my 1 GB, on this website. That is why I moved !! You can find my other active projects under the sitemap tree (in blueeee), recently updated ninjaweb and https://technostalgia.neocities.org

maxcrunch

9 months ago

sometimes I want to share everything but sometimes I just want to take my whole life offline and stop talking to everyone. sometimes it feels crazy to think that anyone who ever said they were impacted by my writing meant it. I am actually really fucking dumb. no one should be listening to me!

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maxcrunch 9 months ago

sometimes I might have a little turn of phrase that's interesting and makes people think. and every time I send an email newsletter I get a bunch of replies that say they never thought of it that way and they're glad to get my perspective. and yet! I know that my ideas are useless.

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maxcrunch 9 months ago

I fucking hate imposter syndrome guys

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maxcrunch 9 months ago

My psychiatrist told me I shouldn't even entertain these thoughts because once I start feeling useless you know it just snowballs but like how do people actually fix this? how do people get over it? I'm a professional writer and I still can't get over it. I'm literally supporting myself with writ

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plushspace 9 months ago

Imposter syndrome can be fixed over time with an amazing DBT technique called "opposite action"

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plushspace 9 months ago

You can also try to categorize your thoughts into "helpful and true" vs "not helpful and not true" and do whatever you can to disregard and not entertain the latter

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maxcrunch 9 months ago

@plushspace thank you for a practical tip! I've heard a lot about DBT and it seems like I really need to engage in it. thank you, I will try this!

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maxcrunch 9 months ago

🤯🤯 reading about opposite action and it makes so much sense

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plushspace 9 months ago

Yo i am so glad i could share this amazing tip with you. Its so easy to feel like a slave to our thoughts but we have more free will and more control than we think. This also might sound wild but gut health can also directly effect mental health as well particularly flammatory foods. Next time low self esteem strikes try also clocking the foods you ate around the time of having those thoughts vs times you felt good

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emilynhoward 9 months ago

It is not at all a problem that you have these thoughts/feelings. Give them space and gentleness and they lose their power. I just try to remember that the self doubt itself is part of the creative process, and that if I keep going on the project and give my feelings space to come and go, it usually resolves on its own.

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cellula updated cytoplasm, membrane, nucleus

9 months ago