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New blog post up as well as a poem-like-thing. Got fanfiction on the mind, but I'm touching on the act of creating, disability, and the fear of my own mortality. Excited about this one just by virtue of sharing my thoughts, feelings, and passion. I hope everyone is doing well, as always :)
Hello, lovely people. I was reminded of the website I left behind for some time, and I found I missed it. Sometimes I struggle being "perceived" on the internet via my work (writing, art, etc.) that happens to be so personal, despite wanting connection. I was reading through my old blog posts– the distance and perspective helps– and I still really connect with them and want them to be seen.
I'm driven by the whims of my raging ADHD so I can't promise a blog post is coming soon, but I find myself thinking up a chaotic script of vaguely connected thoughts. My blog post on discarding things is especially apt right now, being driven by intense hyperfocuses (this website was one big hyperfocus), and I may just expound on that.
So, in simple words, my blog page is back up! I'll have to parse through the rest of the site and decide what I want to re-release.
I'm also overwhelmed and gracious looking back at the interactions I've had with everyone here. So many beautiful, kind, and expressive souls. I'm very hard on myself, but I do feel a sadness when I abandon (even if only temporary) beautiful, creative pursuits such as this.
swiftred, you're one of the sites I occasionally check on while I struggle along with re-working my own pages. Your words and forms of expression have always stuck with me, and I even saved the snippet of text you wrote about my site... months? A year? ago because it helped remind me that maybe what I do means something. I really hope you can feel the same about this site , regardless of what happens. With much love.
Oh, @phi1l1y, I cannot express to you in words how much what you've said means to me, but I still want to try. I don't quite remember our first interaction, but I remember how it made me feel. I've only felt warmth when interacting with you. Thank you for all the heartfelt things you've ever said to me.
@phi1l1y And thank you for telling me that you visit. If I can venture to overshare, I often feel invisible, so there being a sign, however small, that I exist in someone else's mind free from my influence? That's everything to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you! You hold a special place in my heart
@manulzone I know, it's so annoying! 😭 2025/2024 seem to be the years of developing strange & obnoxious skin ailments it seems, lol 🥲
Feb 8 journal entry alone sold me. Spread the "hot cocoa in coffee" gospel. Fight for 2004 POTO, she's fragile. I've gotten minor eczema on my eyelids too; having to apply tiny bits of ointment there... dangerous game... and I looove the log lady
@late-zoomer the hot cocoa 'hack' is so simple & yet so delicious!! as of writing it's been several months, but I DID manage to board my friends on the log-lady-appreciators train, lol! 😋
Thank you so much, I really appreciate that!! I fell in love with your site from the moment I stumbled upon it — it's just soo *girl* -`♡´-
Just remembered that you drew every part of your site. I'm in awe. It's so beautiful in every way T__T ♡
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I'm wishing you well!
I can't thank you enough for the tender words swiftred, genuinely. And that compliment is not weird at all; if anything, it's one of the best I could receive. I hand-wring often over being too open whilst simultaneously not knowing what it takes to be 'too' . Please, only ever visit if you desire to . Like you, you hold your own nook in my heart and mind anyway : ) Forever may you be well!
Thank you!!!