scrapbook was a minimal fix - main thing this time's the notebook ahaha

oooo this looks so nice!!!

or: no word can accurately describe what i felt upon realizing shysoft-dream friend must've also seen my now-page's "nonetheless i think about the idea of menacing the friend's face with kisses (if consented ofcourse!!)" bit AND realized it's about him (aside from maybe 'extremely fucking humbled') - part of me finds this fucking hilarious on some level ngl, + the respectful approach such a relief in light of this

but tbf he said actual verbatim "eh it's your site write whatever you want" so i really truly will

or actually maybe one word or a combo thereof may well: Mortifiedly Embarrassed

Genius idea for a page !!!!!!!!!!! Gathering scavenged resonance..

"chicken from a larger animal like beef" pierces me thru my soul

big update for those wanting to explore some of my favourite songs in extremely low bitrate!

I actually love the idea of the previews being the worst quality imaginable lmao, the way I'm doing my music page currently means it takes forever to load on slower devices and especially with slower internet. I might need to invest in a "load more" button so it doesn't all try to load at the same time...

@olly yeh i even got preload="none" on these bad boys :-p and for now really basic js for just the play/pause

not even any seeking or track length display or anything. u might be cracking open a 2minute track or a 11minute one!

I actually named one of the local cats Paavli due to it looking a lot like one I once saw near Paavli

@manulzone thats amazing lmaoooo

this is such a boring qu but what do you update your site with? feel free to dm or email back if it's not for this thread x

blow my mind dj blow my mind!!!! (finally got around to adding that vid to the page)

( ੭ >ᴗ< )੭☘︎ ́˖ i will be crossing my fingers that you get positive response!! good luck, so brave!

i shall be fucking around and finding out levelheadedly :-þ

funny bit abt having met this friend pre-feelings (3x) - lives further away than the prior two crushsituations combined, but all the times we've met have been at music events! and funnily enough the shysoft dream in question was also at a music event...

Exciting development !

"my stupid little bonfire heart"!!! <3!

Bonfire Lit

raging inferno

raging inferno was the fucking 2021 instance lowkey LOL (had crazy intense mixedish feelings at points - and vented about such a LOT to at least one friend-confidant and to the crushfriend himself ppfffff)

compared to this lovely bonfire at beautiful sunset anyway

now thats what i call.... yapfest with Feeling(s)

@peesee if u in specific see this - i have a 2021 gossips cafe screenshot of an exchange of ours about a dream-catalysed crushlike i had back *then* - this is definitely softer, cos had known this friend longer by the time of the shysoft dream hittin' than that friend... longer time to digest all this in more peace. feels nice to take it slow. but i digress

well - and each friend's different circumstances and reactions to me telling the dreams too haha (current one was just like *oh!*)

oh Belatedly, and ... this friend comes across more serene (got reminded of the existence of this word the other day ...)

I loved reading all this yesterday btw - and am glad you are hyper-aware of your flowery and wonderful use of english (and glad it also happens in estonian!) - and that is wild about the 2021 screenshot! "crushlike" <3

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smilepage may need a hard refresh for the changes to fully kick in. a friend reminded me of the whole 'programmers are asked to make the worst volume controls' bit and i got a bit inspired... (i did back up the prior code before)