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hylas's avatar hylas 3 months ago

Thank you for the Nakahara Chūya poems :)

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morningsong's avatar morningsong 3 months ago

nakahara chuuya!!! if you read more from him, i recommend paul mackintosh & maki sugiyama's translation, it's really good!! i bring it wherever i go. and if you like japanese poetry, i also recommend hagiwara sakutarou!

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morningsong's avatar morningsong 3 months ago

i should specify, the collection 'cat town' translated by hiroaki sato is really good! i don't recommend the graeme wilson translation

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swiftred's avatar swiftred 6 months ago

Yo, congrats on your first injection :)) May every one after be unremarkable and painless.

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saddleblasters's avatar saddleblasters 6 months ago

I have tried so many times to write about what insomnia feels like, and never get it right. You did it beautifully here. I sometimes wonder if my imagination is *too visual*, the exact opposite of yours: when I close my eyes, I automatically visualize all sorts of things. Sometimes I can't tell whether or not I'm dreaming. Bombarded with so many images all the time, it sometimes makes it difficult to write.

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loneliwish's avatar loneliwish 6 months ago

I am so so happy for you. Love you Michael

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iwillneverbehappy's avatar iwillneverbehappy 6 months ago

Testosterone is clear & I love you!

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iwillneverbehappy's avatar iwillneverbehappy 6 months ago

Happy birthday, Mishka.

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clearglass's avatar clearglass 6 months ago

happy birthday michael :balloon::cake::balloon: :]

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moldymoldy's avatar moldymoldy 6 months ago

happy michaelbirthday Q(^.^ (when i combine words like that i often think of you and "morningdark" or "Carrothope")

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tsumugsfish's avatar tsumugsfish 6 months ago

happy birthday michael!!! ^___^

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turd's avatar turd 6 months ago

happy birthday! ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ”┌iii┐

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d60010's avatar d60010 6 months ago

happy belated birthday michael <3

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From here on out I only want to be called Michael. Thank you.
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swampseeker's avatar swampseeker 8 months ago

congrats on the new name!

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loneliwish's avatar loneliwish 9 months ago

Love you so much

michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 9 months ago

Love you more

unfortunateaccident's avatar unfortunateaccident 9 months ago

you're so strong <3 one day you won't need to be

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loneliwish's avatar loneliwish 9 months ago

Love you most ♡

michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 9 months ago

Love you most + whipped cream + sprinkles + a cherry on top

loneliwish's avatar loneliwish 9 months ago

Love you most + cadbury mini eggs + the chocolate cookie bread from 85° + a taro bun + a meluné float

michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 9 months ago

You win ♡

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littlewren's avatar littlewren 1 year ago

I was wondering what the red dots where, but had an inkling of what, because I used to do the same thing on my physical calendar. Maybe, it is an universal experience.

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iwillneverbehappy's avatar iwillneverbehappy 1 year ago

I just saw the newest quote in MISC/box.html. What a beautiful line from the script. It orbits my brain every month. I love Townes Van Zandt and agree that he sounds better, on any mode of transport really. And your newest diary entry, the candle---beautiful.

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inkcaps's avatar inkcaps 1 year ago

"We can just be different. There’s nothing to uphold." This is resonating for me at the perfect time. And you're right, there isn't anything to uphold. We're literally changing all the time, down to our cells that grow and die constantly. It's so freeing to not be beholden

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turd's avatar turd 1 year ago

lovelovelove the dictionary page. can't wait to see it grow!

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michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 1 year ago

Thank you, Turd! My dictionary page is actually one of my favorite pages(*´▽`*)Without overexplaining, it allows me to walk toward the outer bounds of conventional language & reminds me to keep my writing based in & around the self, whether in orbit or submerged.

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turd's avatar turd 1 year ago

lovely photos part 2: saw your digi photos. the yoshitomo nara cafe (?) one really spoke to me. so happy to hear that you fulfilled a longtime dream ^_^

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michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 1 year ago

@turd, thank you so much (o´▽`o) I quite like that one as well. I ordered the wrong coffee because my Japanese is very poor & near nonexistent, and it was gross & good at the same time, which is to say that I enjoyed it. I wanted something iced, but it was a rainy day, so a hot drink wasn’t so bad after all. If/when I ever go back, I’d like to order the matcha which comes in a big matcha bowl!

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michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 1 year ago

The whole museum experience was really lovely. I was so happy to go that I started tearing up on the way over as I looked through the train window. Everything was so green & it began to rain hard enough that you could hear it in the train. It started again a little after I reached the museum. It was really special to me. I’d wanted to go for so long & it seemed so impossible. I can’t believe that I actually did it.

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turd's avatar turd 1 year ago

what a beautiful experience ;_; I love those kinds of moments that come about when you do something uncomfortable/scary. cherish these memories and feelings and remember how much courage you have ღ

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Hope to write about Japan soon. Head back home tomorrow. Fulfilled a longtime dream & got a pet stag beetle that I am leaving in the care of my friend.
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michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 1 year ago

& I found my first four leaf clover.

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maplebear's avatar maplebear 1 year ago

can't wait to read about your experience <3

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tsumugsfish's avatar tsumugsfish 1 year ago

excited to hear from you again! a pet stag beetle sounds awesome ^__^

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michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 1 year ago

@inkcaps; sorry I deleted your comment 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。

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iwillneverbehappy's avatar iwillneverbehappy 1 year ago

It's only been a day or so and already your travelogue gives me food for thought. Hope you have fun exploring; stay safe when you can.

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turd's avatar turd 1 year ago

travelling alone is such an overwhelming feat. but you're here! I hope you enjoy your time in Japan <3

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I didn't realize that you were a Sufjan Stevens fan! Carrie & Lowell is one of my favorite albums. My favorite song off that album is The Only Thing, but Death with Dignity is another favorite. Anyways, beautiful & touching diary entry. Just read your newest one. You have a really eloquent way of describing your dreams, (I'm a bit jealous of your writing skills)!
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loneliwish's avatar loneliwish 1 year ago

Despite being very much a noviciate of his body of work — as far as full albums go, I've heard just Carrie & Lowell + Michigan — I love it, and also feel that C&L is one of my favorite albums ever. The Only Thing is really great. And thanks for your kind words on my diary entry, Vashti, it makes me really happy to read. Personally, I admire the emotional honesty of your writing.

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loneliwish's avatar loneliwish 1 year ago

It's like the lucid, refreshing water of a brook.

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vashti, your most recent entry reminded me of this quote: “A certain recluse monk once remarked, ‘I have relinquished all that ties me to the world, but the one thing that still haunts me is the beauty of the sky.” (but in your case, the sea.) So much love
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michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 1 year ago

Wow. That perfectly encapsulates this feeling I couldn't articulate, this feeling of attachment to the sea, when I often feel detached from everything around me. It just made me feel like my life is now, right now & that everything in this world is something I can go see, like it's my birthright somehow. It made me think of my life in more serious terms. It made me feel small, but like my life was bigger,

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michaelmas's avatar michaelmas 1 year ago

more significant by virtue of being so brief. It was really transformative though I can't fully explain myself, but maybe some feelings are so big & intense they can't fully be spoken or written about. Thank you so much for sharing this quote with me; I won't forget it. In fact, I feel like I need to put it somewhere on my site so I don't lose it. Love & safety to you, forever ♡

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