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axayacatl

2 hours ago

come over we can listen to melt banana together

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14 hours ago

axayacatl 13 hours ago

shhh i totally posted this on christmas shhh

axayacatl

1 day ago

axayacatl(dot)neocities(dot)org is the only website where you can recieve both a GBWY and hail satan on christmas. happy holidays and thank u <3 all ur messages made me smile and will be up soon

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axayacatl

1 day ago

❄️‧₊˚🎄✩ ₊˚🦌⊹♡❄️

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axayacatl

1 day ago

merzbow christmas

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aforest 1 day ago

merzbow christmas

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axayacatl

2 days ago

new art + started reading gruppo di nun

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aforest 2 days ago

let us know if you recommend it :>

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axayacatl

3 days ago

time is running out to leave me a message under my christmas tree https://decomytree.com/home?hashedId=X-RCcz9KaTaH !

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3 days ago

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aforest 3 days ago

I know very well what you mean about destroying oneself to build something new. I think people often romanticise self-improvement as reading books and going to the gym, but its so much more about a war within; and as wars are, there will be destruction.

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axayacatl 3 days ago

i agree and i also thing at some point you have to realize you are both sides of the war. sun tzu implied there is nothing to win in war, just a reduction of what we can lose. i think we fear our darkness to much and deprive what it has to offer

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aforest 3 days ago

fully agreed. I actually wrote a little about accepting all parts of yourself instead of viewing certain aspects as some implicit enemy; as you said, each part of yourself has its place and its own beauty

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axayacatl

3 days ago

what are your guys resolutions for the new year? mine is cultivating stillness in myself

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krystalspalace 3 days ago

attempting to improve my dental health and also give myself more time to create things

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aforest 3 days ago

mine is quite simple, I guess. It's to become a better version of myself than I am now

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axayacatl 3 days ago

@aforest beautiful

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4 days ago

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axayacatl 4 days ago

does anyone else like eah...or western fashion dolls in general............

krystalspalace 4 days ago

love love love the EAH edit/collage, I was always a MH girly for the most part butttt my bf is big into EAH and I've been gradually watching more of it with him lol <33333

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axayacatl

4 days ago

love won't save you (positive)

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aforest 4 days ago

it's so strange the human mind knows this but the soul still craves love like nothing else

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bigmanjames 4 days ago

Love won't solve your issues, but it'll make your issues easier to bear

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5 days ago

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krystalspalace 5 days ago

asking Ai to read your diary and then asking it questions about yourself is so unbelievably real, the idea of anything (even AI) taking the time to interpret all of my writings and then talk about ME??? WITH ME??? ugh that is astounding, Now if only i could get someone to stalk my online presence feverishly and then psychoanalyze me but like in a flirty way lol, anyways hope you're well <3333

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axayacatl 5 days ago

@krystalspalace i love yanderes

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aforest 4 days ago

@krystalpalace I don't think I've ever read anything realer than this in my life

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krystalspalace 3 days ago

@axayacatl how am I just realizing now that that is what I was describing??? Lmao love that XD

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axayacatl

6 days ago

i still need more time but i miss you guys

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bigmanjames 5 days ago

Take your time bossman, real life is more important than internet people

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aforest 5 days ago

we miss you too!!

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axayacatl

1 week ago

i'm gonna take a break to get more grounded, today's entry will be my last one for a few days but im ok!

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axayacatl 1 week ago

it's up now! see you again soon

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krystalspalace 1 week ago

I totally get that! I hope you relax and recharge all you need <3333

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aforest 1 week ago

Enjoy the break <33

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bigmanjames 1 week ago

Good luck boss, the internet at the end of the day isn't real, and it's very good to take breaks every now and then.

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axayacatl

1 week ago

i recieved an email so sweet i cried then printed it so i could hang it on my wall

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krystalspalace 1 week ago

love that!!!! Email collage on the wall sounds so nice

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axayacatl

1 week ago

i finally have my room organized which means new music is coming

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1 week ago

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axayacatl

1 week ago

i wrote about one of my favorite movies "air doll" in my most recent entry. if u end up watching it please tell me what u think i've never heard anyone else talk about it

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axayacatl

1 week ago

tipping is turned off indefinitely or at least until stripe is an option. if u do ever want to support the site buy the zine on itchi.io , it's pay what u want! and i'm bored of being hungry

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