if life give you lemons... mix two homepages together :B

so pretty wow

@makamiku - thank u!! ◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜

o new page look! Honestly there is no such thing as a wasted degree, it's a testament of your endurance, dedication and passion for learning and your chosen degree of study. I totally understand the post-school job stress, don't be afraid to reach out to professionals to network- the worst thing is they ignore you or say no. Reach out to ask about how they join the profession and befriend them. You got this!!!

@chilblands - you always have the words to make me feel better, vy ;__;i shouldn't desmerit degrees when i worked my ass off for it, and i actually do like it. i guess getting outside of my comfort zone it's what makes me stressed and pessimistic :I i just need to push a little more. thank u for cheering me up ;U;

constant urge to change stuff is REAL

@chilblands - we need a support group ;___; i cant get anything done bc of these urges!!!

the lil gif on the right always remind me of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dI6fLQzqFs

@chilblands - LOL i have part of that video as a gif in my index!! it's always too funny it doesnt matter how many times i watch it asjkdjs

wow... the index changed after 7 years... somehow i figured out how to add gradients to the windows :B

CLEAN

@chillblands - that's what i thought too ASDJKLASHD felt refreshed...

OOO IT LOOKS SO COOL<33

@kakashi - thank you, friend! ;W;

twitter/X is a horrible social media app IMHO! Even Reddit for that matter (the only social media i use atm) have SNARK subreddits and it get really nasty. Social media is an ecochamber and the reality is, not everyone is like that. However, nasty people finds their own community and unfortunately you witnessed it

Post what you want! Maybe it's also beneficial to reconsider being on social media that facilitate negativity. You don't need to completely stop but limit your consumption may also help you feel better. Stay safe!

relatable feeling...

@chillblands - it really is ;_; it's unfortunate that it's where i most interacted with people with the same interests, though. you can't dig too much because you'll inevitably see such horrible people, so i'll just try to post art without caring too much about the future, honestly. thank you for your comment :)

@hifumeme - it really do be like that... at least we are not alone in this feeling