Neocities.org
At any rate, no matter how long it takes, I am NOT giving up on creating my page. I may have stumbled across Neocities at the wrong time in my life, but it's gonna happen. I just can't realistically say exactly when.
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*Sigh* Okay, anyway. Since I'm extremely hesitant to upload any of my artwork onto Deviantart, and Twitter is still a mess plus people just ignore me on there, AND since I just use FB for family + IRL friend stuff.... I'm leaning more heavily towards uploading it all here. I only just began creating again, so I'm going to take some time to focus on that for a while. Will continue this in the comments.
era-of-antares
6 days ago
So, again I'm putting off this website, but it's for a very beneficial reason. I'm not going to feel bad or frustrated about it this time... LOL. My mother actually came home from the hospital today, everything is inconclusive and she will likely have to go back, but everything points to there finally being a light at the end of the tunnel. Both of my parents are in their 70s, so yeah, just how that goes....
era-of-antares
6 days ago
This is for much later down the road, but I do plan on eventually opening an Etsy store. I've dabbled in all kinds of different forms of art including painting, scrapbooking/junk journaling, and even making jewelry. I feel Neocities is a much much better platform for increasing visibility of that sort of thing. Thoughts? Opinions? Have any experience with that?? Do tell!!!!:D Any little bit would help.
Aaaaand I'm down a follower.... It looks like someone who deleted their website entirely. I don't remember who it was, but it was definetly someone I was following. I hate that.... >.<
lavenderblues
5 days ago
might be federiedederi? they started unfollowing people so they were reported and their site was taken down.
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era-of-antares
5 days ago
I kinda remember that page.... It sounds familiar. Unfortunately, the person who unfollowed me was someone who still has their page. :/ Disappointing, but not much I can do. I just wished them well, seems like they're having a tough time, too.
My mother has been hospitalized yet again. Nothing serious so far, but everything in inconclusive ATM. Keep us in your well wishes & good energies, I really am tired of all the turmoil in my family.
I am being threatened with eviction once again. I am very close to just packing my bags and leaving. Just give these jerks what they want. I've had enough.
Quick question. ^^ Are any of you guys on SpaceHey?
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era-of-antares
1 month ago
Awesome. ^o^ May I add you sometime? I rarely add people but I'm in the market for some new people to chat with, I'm kinda on the outs with someone on there. :/ Not to sound pitiful. Lol.
So my venting is, at least for now, is about how tiring humans can be.... Do you ever just get tired of the weird things that people do? I live with a bunch of folks who like to pick fights, and no joke, they legit get angry or offended if I don't engage. But I'm punished if I do, punished if I don't. Unfortunately that has largely contributed to me not being able to focus on my page, even a little. Ta-ta for now!
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hoylecake
1 month ago
A lot of individuals are just incapable of getting a hold of themselves. I've learned to tolerate insufferable people because I'm around them all the time and I never say a word (selectively mute down to my core). Can't give any reasonable advice on this as I really have the same problem but I do echo your sentiment. Hope things are going well for you.
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era-of-antares
1 month ago
You sound alot like me as far as the selectively mute thing goes, unfortunately in my case that seems to be what draws people to me, oddly. And/or it triggers them. I struggle to shut it out as a result; their goal is to prevent me from doing so? That, sadly, ties into a new problem I'm having.....Sigh. New status on that soon. But np on the advice thing, just hearing me out helps immensely!! Thank you so much. ^-^
Would it be okay if I vented a bit on here?
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era-of-antares
1 month ago
Ty!! I'm gonna get started soon, because things have just gotten ridiculous.
Hey, hope you're doing okay. *Hug* ^^
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ju1ia
2 months ago
sry for the slow reply, i am okayish just taking things very slow not to get overwhelmed. theres a lot going on irl that i have to cope with and appointments to go to so i dont end up having energy to stay online much x_X hope youre okay too!
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era-of-antares
2 months ago
I hear you, life has gotten pretty hectic for me too. "Hectic" is not a strong enough word.... Too nice a word too, really.... I'll tell you later. But NP on taking things slow, I'm the exact same way. Just wanted to check in. ^_^ I was wondering if we could talk through email, if you're comfortable with that? I could post my address here real quick & you can email me whenever. Totally cool either way!
i believe in you! i hope things improve in the future <3
Thank you so much!! Things are steadily getting better. ^^ And thank you for having so much faith in me, that motivates me to not give up and throw this aside forever. I almost have a few times, too.