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primastella updated 𝒫𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒶

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vivarism updated 🧃🧸🎈🌞 Vivarism 🌞🧸🎈🧃

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vivarism 11 months ago

kyle neocities you WILL make thumbnail previews for my offsite page updates I COMMAND THEE.... anyways, go read my new blog https://vivarism.net/diary/24/1125 goodnight <333

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vivarism 11 months ago

i forgot the clickbait? the clickbait is i beat the bpd allegations

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cloveratelier 11 months ago

congrats on beating the bpd allegations! i empathise a lot with some of the stuff you've written here, especially since I was on tumblr when the BPD self-dx thing was really going around and wanted an answer for why i was Like That:tm:. cheering on your efforts towards being your vivariest (if it works as an adjective, lol) self as always!

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pomelo 11 months ago

Im always wishing you the best floone! I'm so happy you have support system to help you. You know i'm always here for you 🩵🧡

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hardmachine 11 months ago

I feel torn on the concept of personality disorders because on one hand, it's a pretty modern concept and a bandaid diagnosis for what can easily be described as environmental behaviors that cause PTSD/C-PTSD + the whole trope that women are branded as "BPD" by professionals for any little thing. Some autistic traits can be considered BPD. But the specific patterns of behavior attached to "the big ones" are real.

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hardmachine 11 months ago

And the trendiness of it in certain communities makes people actively want to "be" that, reshape their behavior to "fit" it, or weaponize it to justify actual abusive behavior... I'm guilty of throwing around the phrase derogatorily and have gone under fire for it in private, but how it's kind of a meme-y trendy dx is why. I don't know where I'm going with this.

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hardmachine 11 months ago

I've read this entry twice now, it's both very accurate and insightful.

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pastelhell 11 months ago

Floone, you are so strong, resilient, brave, and kind. I'm incredibly proud of you. Never forget the world is a better place with you in it. <3

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vivarism 11 months ago

@kiley omg my vivariest... that absolutely took me out. thank you for that and for your encouragement too <333 @poom, i love you so much 🥺💚 thank you for everything!!! @capy whoa im glad that you found my entry so interesting!!! labels can only be so useful. it's interesting how they influence our perceptions of others. & @robyn I LOVE YOU!!!!! my world is better with YOU in it 💖

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mewchara updated do you wish to be cured?

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nyanseong updated 𝒏𝒚𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒈

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letslearntogether 11 months ago

Have a wonderful trip! May it be safe and enjoyable. 🙏

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moheb-rofail 11 months ago

Have fun and happy traveling..

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axayacatl

11 months ago

i keep trying to think of a content warning but cant think of a cute way to do it. i want to keep people safe but i dont want to break immersion so i'm gonna keep thinking about it for a while

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chemicalsoda 11 months ago

Have you ever seen the content warnings before PS1 and PS2 era horror games? Usually "This content may be disturbing." over something from the game.

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axayacatl 11 months ago

i love that direction

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decayedg1rl

11 months ago

spent most of the day making a new skin for the media player thingy uuu my back hurts

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n-has-a-site updated N-has-a-site

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decayedg1rl updated N3tw_rk.. Neighb0urHo0d ~ DecayedG1rl

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fuchi updated fuchi

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sunfishdreamworld 11 months ago

sorry if it's weird to comment here, but don't feel too bad about turning 18 and not being like everyone else. i still feel like i'm "behind" on a lot of things, but some people are just late bloomers. college seems really stressful too, from what i've heard from my friends who went. i think you'll start feeling more like an adult in your early-mid 20s if that makes you feel any better

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angelogistics 11 months ago

second sunfish! im a 3rd yr in college rn and most people have no clue what they're doing lol.. life just happens to us all- i know it's hard but no matter how things shake you, youll be ok you gotta trust that ^_^ <3 enjoy what u can, if you can!

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leizy8499 11 months ago

i’m totally in the same boat with you. we just need to take a deep breath — soon this phase of our lives will be over. being 18 doesn’t mean you magically have everything figured out. it’s your first time living, please spend it being kind to yourself <3

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fuchi 11 months ago

hehe thx for the replies! it makes me feel better lol

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cloverbell 11 months ago

I’m 21 and the feeling of being behind your peers or not being grown up enough never went away, and I’m sure everyone has similar thoughts to an extent. I think it’s especially common within our generation. Just be kind to yourself and enjoy life as it comes, don’t hurry!

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