had a nightmare last night one of my mother's friends was chasing me through a house that wasn't the one i live in, shouting my [deadname] over and over swearing she wanted to help me, but when i said not to call me that & i needed time to myself she didn't listen. she kept chasing me, and when i tried hiding in a closet, she pried the fucking door open, still shouting. i didn't have a good grip on the door
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and my fingernails were breaking and my fingers hurt like shit but that just made me angrier, and the angrier i got the less seriously she took me, and in not a long time at all, she got the door open. i don't remember anything after that. i guess i woke up. it was frankly a gross nightmare to have because it's so fucking accurate. she wouldn't literally chase me because she's too old lol but the rest is very her